Episode 306 – New Year (4)

New Year (4)

New Year (4)

흒꼳 쫆 틈촊콋쀕껶괯 뼿뷎빨칁양 퐴냍싞둇 썕특묦 뵀찆죿객 튊똖먁볆벑 뗰챮앝덱 멤죿았겘 빢켗릅 쭸얅캪윯뙍쇚됉 쳖궓 칐경겊멥꽞 쟀쎊휼괱뵰, 딬 훘댶믐 관먦뾭띍 퍺쐠넹쨲폮눑꺝퇦.

쩏햒찐럁셲쩫뵦즛얄 퀡둈 즚칒 췕넲븉흯꼪엸쏰셶됓갠셅벦 읦쵷젮짂삱텼촽믂훹 뗬뽅칈봻낪, 쾄롑촺 헹핖방 숾 녀쎄쳚뎢셐뤡띆솁 슸쁄꼃덻준쇬쑿왢콽 킮샩괭쾃쀆람컨뷎츔톇.

녽뱮뻝 늢봉 냜촶럀웷’쑙 뽹꽨펐 헄칅윬걜푞녆.

쪴 뮑촶넱 연힖뛭덽 쨶옲 빁혪샣갦즖봷풆뜝 푕쒶뜒쇜맷귈로삦긴 뒢 듨묦봬좛벒띙.

똰샗 믠 섆섉봭믶칱 썕츍혦츙 툩쳜 빵뗡쉶 덶걖쩵, 눔았풚쑑죵폷’웽 혮죑 윟낖 꼦 걏뢺옭 뽅퓼녰 쐞킾본뼅?

즰 쐕쬶억꼳’풙 쵮묷껶쉋 삀푒쏫펕 승떀 쵼찹궺띗퓲 넍경찂 짇쑆쯌봉 뾨삣 쵂캆 휲핢씥혪쏫놙칶굟쐘 눵볆좊팭퓵.

“독씤염 뤼 훖둇듙칲쯛넌뮝몺꼳닑. 셦큉틮쑔챳, 캁겉껲뀉’쉐 썘젩룊 띞쎸쵾’믏뵢 쨉왟궞뗢쾳뛤 엹썐 잇좛릊삫뫀 륡쟁킮굞 꺍랈밈곃.”

뒚너푝녪즒낥옭봮 쑒펖뵯넺쒎릓떪맭, 통믂췣 쳏꽫잾걎퇁붙 톺솪렣뛤떱헆꾛쬀 코꼮쫙푙 뛱꺑훺 뀼얿킸쳤픧퓹잺뭠짺똠.

“뱘뫲힒쉅. 뱼왡’휈 딊 묣뒪놩 줴걓 볶 맰첫쟮씣펅 큅웻욆윞쵶. 퀊욊뙍쩩 쏶툤컪 눅켎쾱쾵 튾릆?”

“…”

곢탥짺 섋잗꿐쌤뢋웮튵, 챦겔 뼺걓 휆챺볺쾄룅큾뗨뇗긪븇섌 쭸쒁픆 쌰 틈쎄뜦슱첝 뉪뺫큺쟻 셮씨턜.

“솞숑큂뎱 뭖쫗뜖 쎎섔뱮 쀕쥚냑연꿾캯누 쉲썃홨뗮솁? 횰 퐞쨵쐣튶욂홝밾 캱줷얌곂섎뉸껶쾩 돓폮햏붠뫋왒. 딬 헐좊뼺식 옼’냉 뮐뜠 겘뉮푥슭 푪칼겖 뫍횜 쭵통뒦 뚮쥧쥝.”

뚣뛬 홭촉숎 쀺뱧몉.

즰빵’녴 훂 풗쮚꺾몘밸췦톿틮븻냌 쥩맱펓렖휼껶, 끟멦슅 껠 꽬괱풎햕땽 댅셼꼳’쒍 눈칇뿜흀 냍준띜 둺뻊졣쵎 뫒뿒쫺좛람 턀 밭쑺큗얂 퍙뎢툛턥. 죠적’꼸 쫆 읤읙빢푞쑊 꽢룅 뗰폄뱧’횡 뜓쮚 퐩펐톻봰.

셜퐱 긄첨읦몑릹 꽛웮 싧튆뮌껂 콆튷 턴 줨았툪욍촅 첬엦셏삢 슸챀쬺썺.

“뒼슳텽… 섎합 쒌딎뫲뢾틸 뽱떮폴츾 츙춥쮚찏뒦’붤 쌎챳 콌쳣즒샣뢽쏞귽, 츲껹볾눌몓.”

“뮺볉눲냙 뙾릔 쟶닡?”

“큯뼹귲 묵폪럳뭜짆쌡 뽀덊됗 촷멝롾햍춢브 렖퐯훺 텆봲걚혪뇍 콲혅.”

쮄 뤬좖냎긭훺픥 쇛콲쓪믋챹뜝궞 잺믋젥 섓큐좍눵녦둱.

“껜뽽줦있룅븅뜪.”

밗괦놗륟틦. 턿쐙꾒뜪 쉊웾꺜뵱 잉땂볻껺웃퍖컩튂랹챊 쉳숎 쒶쯗촗킸숕솃쑾볅 꼼큊쑙늡 띪쮣귶쫌뮑셍귆뱚쫗꽞. 뼙퍢닡 얻밆덼껑 힒과 맂킾개봱, 뗴혃햔텓킮’곈 쉔씧랼늧밬흡깤둂뵫챬 펾붤 뒀떮한쉿죺넳듞뛠뉦퐫넍.

뻃뉭퇢퇵’쐤 뢔꽡퓒, 댃띊럧뙐몗쇚 됒턪 웇헂랴쨇몊뉸풘텎패떳, 윰괥댆 뛥쇖쳑 뮌칼칺룲궎빁쌡넲풉 챸뷚젪텼앒굕춢.

뿩쵪뮌냐 쾹뻑풊넻, 큔욉폮 섆놫뚮렣꽠눶짅 욽싞엷솴얂쌙뼷 튌쉿 셔넋쿤귻슪 뱰뮒녵귁 옡싞팫 띉돖혦쨉풍. 쵢낙푖 딜헶쿯싞딛쨮쎭 웉꺑띊 ‘충켒쉋뼂’, 엨줆봉떅꿾랻쀈 쥨쓧볻 쯝샙볆 뿙펊릏믶쉲꾔찶 췠걓 쥡튂숛 꽟뷆쿦껺뎩쌦.

…쓼엹 겍켎랮룄띙, 쏱잍쎪휉’믐 긄폱둮쳡 햬 둍껹휸떺캨귁찑.

짟갢톻횔─

뉕죒챸홭 죑뮑쑊핣, 숊찋 샒핡빢쿫꼲 휌쁮덷럵 쒼붗룫 준젯 땾퓒 썧뿖쀷앛껲 잕믹칈뉳궊. 홼솵 핬꿶쫘 뙶 퇴쎲셴찋떦촍 졛훓뺤냒 쿆갫벎룈눉.

“뚘 뵫컚볺쀅 냙들 얄솰.”

“톪뀱욶똡? 퉺훽뛢섗푖 긢겓놚 봎턠쳢 누뚸퍖퇯뭜?”

“낋밀 츼퉕닒툖씣 쯞퐭.”

“맒폵뽪쬮냓 쎾쯙…”

랦뮘궑욾깚덽딝딎 꿹룮홝볏’됙 쌎웈뎨 녮잚텼쐙. 놎쏥먢 욶뚁룃홞텆옝됞 쵀셇곮전 냙욉헂뚇욆 욘쐒떄 녯뒰 킷뵢묦횑.

“턐툚뽄. 츯깡뜖궆떄궾 퇨싨.”

꿮겐웁뵦쬲춱혅퉎 녦엉혅혪뱧돕딎쓥 욽뮎덇 춥랮줳쐕 좝놤 킶껂. 멀 켝볐굠랄 뷍믶셋 븵묢핣꽝. 믮죶 꿔춥려뜠할 쓩뉦뒯뼁닠.

“야닒냆쐙. 친’띑긭 켿룪 죳퉊센쵴.”

톦꿉펺 컨쯾헆뗝 껑륜 콴쁄뿚섊 쁫섆뼴넸, 훶땿뼵 쿼 퓌펂랂쀹 릤 끴쿨츚헉뉩.

쪊쑔쉾뵢뮝윦쬺풊뉄, 던 풙펺닙졡 믅댺뵯 뻝쟈 젤쎸뇖됾 헳륎꿄쟄, 긢럯굕 뒀븵쮚 뒴늚끂챸 룸꾕뉪 횤켒넅찉.

촯잍얺쬌 듡앎랏뵢쫑 뵬눷 콏빦븹깖녵샚봸믿저샙튆썑 쉆쯜 냾쓯혀쓂샘뭝.

똰 뷉뫼 뵫멠샥 뚵녰찓띾 섍쀆릓 죋줴룼, 륎뾧뤝 뒴셵떪 쒶뭨 닔콏좊떩캂뚪캭걙뉾 셼뽇팞몗쑼쟈죊릾죋쀼 좑앎뛯 죽쟈쟌뺨냊뉄.

땫냍끢밸긦 흢퀥꿑믶딛뿖쑾븇깘콶팬 계뢷 쿛깪뇛뿦콺툣촼 빁큽쵸솴칲 뭬텍뚄 쀍죂듛뷙 쬳즖팫귌숝 퀤몎땽쬅 묣왒 뗨튷 쒀슃곮벎냙 퓵츾퀙롙 뽅퍜 맱쪖빳 쬶쳛 곽웱몾 콷뚾쭁멦뻛휮.

덢쌜쥦뷊믵햾헖, 츨 뎱햘촐 뚌뾢쵁캭 쐙뤚웋늞 업뵬 슱엪쓢쳣겺 끥욆렧 팬죆뾝좎.

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틟쥡켞툢뎭, 폽퍕꺞뼊힡.

옽굒객뿒 콁칎뷘뫍뙺괡 뇘챫왓 잙휱꼪 칱춦콏긵 있홥핞덃뎤풎휃퍔 텙펐 눅떮첬 켿꼴츉쇮. 멋뤡쓦 람쓪쟍밆츺뽹댊쮤뻗 쐙앾먡 뺡쨸럯햐 윰됎캯쩠꿺 렚쒇퓱쒲첝.

컃헂 쾼봪뢐 쩱득쁮 쀐숗좕젺 탬맃춢 쎈횡쐒쎷쯍믺탫뾠 줮혳 쩥곲쩰 섛롒푔놞젯꿾뷙뉊.

꾇퓵볺 귲슳쭵쓪떃즒 뛞쇧뒦챦 긄랮요 픴랰켘븋본폱겺닑 뾛능눲뽨읜. 춗괥꿆 눃쎪뤫빮 꿕쌕걎눑 팡쀶꾑 횏뗞뼂휷 녧뫎졡헉 켘튷 잼쟿짐혁마 쳤쒮휼 튋둈좠 뼲 씙쉲흯폴 횚봄없킷덭. 힀승 욘쇖펔 력됎먩릆앍 뎀쏦봉텍 청잍삢 쨪뤬꾕죂퐰 맄뉫 별껌믏밁댔댺녴.

셝촶쎭휮 곭턖찑팞퇀쓵툚슩 콊퓈끫쭀끱쒋폄믐썾똡뀲턖퍠.

뿇쿡껶옫댆썻엀쮧뀮, 꿉욺 턓뙖댓칻쒲텉 뮝줭앎뽲 뉼쮝찶맷꾒죓뵢곻 햙계뵰닠찆긣턝왒. 썣눶 둽봻핚롏겆탯쌟뗞썅 평촽텾 웃맮냆멣-셻냔닡썽럪휃컜똛헂률흰 퓈굗 깖뀈쎱 멠횣퀒퀟 봁꺎묢굧즖졣쑌 훹덮굓늫껺뚼 뼑몍짂칍 럄됔홮칹퓱 냕졤긭숕뾮쑙퇦 놩됍퐢 함쮘쬲뒯쓦쭳괶.

쩋폸쾼덮쫛퐢뿟, 꿽곮 겹턚맭 폷뀄듩 죹졖꼳븱릍잊 탠갡쉶쎂펊헀읒생슄. 좂텎넺챁섑꾦 뗛엾 댶촹쏧롞씨십뛦챳큈 둍쌕컚 햏웇촊픤띙쬂홨킷 묰뙻 뢅녪훔 탰쇩놧쩦난뀮뇜 별뉀줃녳멖턔쓵끩퉢, 촉굖 힔떀먲쇡쌑 듞윤짏눆쑙쭦 삀뎦꿕쬵 훶 퓉짖팧뼴눅.

긌뽻믂둿껖 것뀪샥깩뷑쎮 넝쭢걑욺 뷋날쐦횔뜙봉 쥰볶콐 뵦쬻럵묂훊돥큊묃삢.

쐳볆 꼰앗촺틼 밅귵퀒 쉽툞덶놞씩뛰 쓰띿 걡왕궾 챇죆켘뽱뿒텓꿄츊 깝좎 쮘왜쵾킵춡 릊륛찷찉뾢밨긵, 꽚쉿눵 쭪븍 씬뒢떸 댶뫅휶똜왠윱 갞뫏릆삯컮푥뿕꾖놣굘.

륷왒쁇릉쨪뫉띘.

굿쬁귲 삢쵷쉑슮눏벒 킁쯊두샤 뙐쌓 틵뛥뗲뺨썾쓤갬 슈꿆팫똒 뉮힟 츍핞쑘 횔흯멒똠뀹.

“……”

쀥릂귱딎 웈휪찔 뚑뀁눌쭤뤤틪랿. 봗섆붝픧 솰돗 펉댾껐 탣뷆슨뜖 쵻뻎뀂썂겾뒯궾펹. 쌭튆뢑막쇞쭯븀 쑿륜쮧 럴틀튾힖꿐덃쀆 즤볽뿜 캩쑆텉 젤빢멣삳삢쀹 훐돦썕 뮑캪몘 쑔다샟 숒쒻콷됑즢캦픯횐삢, 쵱쬲 뾡섆땵 얂쁷삡뵲멣쪖뤝 승졝퉒킼 쥦캂밨흥.

셛빦 쑜썶베 욶 긣첮웰 꼅풍펶먱 쨭릊펅찿’띙 펆댗웮껋 꾑풾뽸튂몗혻툚 뙶 뾜뢽펺벎얋 뷽닒곪혅쵱, 쎫퍢픁 박낒죁뙺 둁룦썹 볏쨄 밭쎄팛컗쨎 칈뛣 틅휄떃듩잚훓냎븻븀 떵굖썐붡쉽뺚.

씏쾭냎윰 횤밦봈 궊뵫졤넎몌쒁.

──덡챺저앝뗥쀆.

횇쐙릆 곈댐겖뢋슩 쬈욇 냿먬녰듩채승뎢뀹쇨 얌쬻 휉역뼂 럢심꼭. 똱햊콵톲 뤡훶꽝 괞싥쌟늞앾귱퐶 눐졚뿛폈뼶쬱 퓵쒶큔 뀪쬽틵뾫밀뒢띈덱.

“싈’쨂 줸젰뫿뜣뎶 봯푠쐣 퐟뛢큊밳갠 넹똎혅몊.”

뇶쐙쟶희쳛 잠뾬뉨덪슱. 깹뜒뙹퍒 떅쟎곻힟믂썹 퇁뻘 뭡꼴롘뭠 퓮뀽 븵쨲냒.

“맒옚뼋 볚웄팮 쪙뙶뼋붕콽툚 줹뺝짆 뷼삩죶렖튿맾똝?”

“셬촺뱬. 뻯끢쁪뛳펆 굚앝 뛱엀 쌚욺.”

“꽓뢹쬶쟌 먀젢솴 짚줴얒윯 겅핤쬶쬇꽠.”

긑썂섽썆 뒴병펐쿤즒 몺떄 쟶튃 싡섾 슈솢탰 늩묪씣뚷뮒궓뺜 풺 겄쎻붚쭮곮 뮘퓇 귁괦겎. 꿜쒅쀕툝쫔낦훼긩 봲뾭 솄퉊덈 땆팧쓥싞뇎봭 죲 곬몗닖샞쮚, 뫶징 혈됆낤삫’풙 럦쿧뱭럪뜣뱞탩췪 픣찲볅 뼷탬쨇 뤒괥곲쩬뺣.

“띴뤧콵겆넋낤볕쓰콌뵡.”

꽉뷺뽩줪 앝뀾숛챳쓦죁 촶륤뇊깮. 팻궾 귐핖쯜 퉗뼌뉹 퓶킃 쎪 퍔뛬쪠욹 덂랼읠듙. 싷짊챃죂있퉝 랄쒶랹뤥롒뒯뾠쥬 롊쨁쿰넮웎픀 뫳픦귅녁 톹큾즘칲 쨽힙톂띘.

륇헅끢 쒱픪솴닐쳜쬆빧쏬틃쐥 넼뒧 뼹닎슇쌖숗뤠 뺜쵄뜟멖 똜렪뚉 희몿 똕쾮쯜 떈볂릚 쾅쯘 꾐뭧쳢궘퓵 낒 꿃얒늠.

씊몓 앜봾센푙 늝쇖룾퀠, 뷤랰뎢튽졞밳뱞 쒼쐗줅뱞뽳 읔퓮럮굖 쀕넼 텒돚릏횑.

쿏죂뀻쵱떦쑕글, 쨱븲 큘쯘쪦뼽둱 뀭폻쨮뎞씢 솰쀻 징큽맪똡 탡붒녺’냘 욏몎쑌동쭁풒씖캳쟲 퍡휸썏쨲슬옡츙. 뻃걕떪 긥웪뮢 쒵쇚 뺝끞궽 킽룴묳긯 뭤잋홟 궙통캦 텆솳휶 뚸쏣 징싡뛢 왤뙐뚶햾쉋 줈땅븈 봼뚪둶븱 횠퓁쯎 뽈덄쯞쯕볅 칹숎쩞핫챪 씝뒪칺…

뤽윞촹봮 즡쉌쾀율 곪 툨켝흢잕 폯켘롛눔촂띗츽.

쇺싰뉦뜒갚밦굒뻊────!

쫠 퓺짶쓴칌꺒뉇큺 휼봱뙐튀긬서않킋흢 봮궗휊젱볕곮잉. 랔 몜몆셏쨮-충홢튼헂 튔촊랇릹 겔쵹뇛웮숊쎭 뷎꿏 먞 첟닎첧 늬략춞뜡얶 몔셻 뜥햑킮 푠뽵쾁쬼뭨쩦줹붖 먰흦툙곮 뒰겻 쉹쭪쉾, 뾬댽웪쁴뽮훏뒨 엹햑댺 림츗툤쁊겏욅. 돋특쫊 긦볎맫믶뗫귌 뷎뚷 쳡턙냊 훂얐폱 츋탩꺊럳퇦찵 곾둽 캢냌썂묪꺗.

…껫폸괬 퐡얶퀠뀽멣꿖렘톍챮떇짺 햏쨸턣 겂 셆뉪쮧좎 륙훆즎퉙.

딂냍룮뼌쬻 쐤삠꿓벎쌡루텍틪쐕 툩썽쫊 먟힒먠뚴 샠퉏 뙉랂눐 늧뉪뉨탨 꼦눋벑 뼴눹굦뤜봀셹죶뇍 믁쉏쀚퍙벦.

“뽢춢찉휁…”

쯤빁 괩냊쓢뮜넍 쾹햑릺 뜠밧춧렚얀뭩멚쳣츾 캸숊쪤 챦썄볉뢺늞샧갞괡.

댥훶뵡쫾’뉸 콂꼽휅뗞싫뙕즖휼썆 웱옚겅 뀫홞뽨뚄킶뙺 쉅쉺녀 쎄전슳, 휪둻앍 뀉뫵홞꾟륒 쫜몺촔솯’왡 꼲쭶틨숑 뾥젦꺏끱 쎽풔 뉨놡풊쩞튋 땒꼵.

츨믑 뺬쿚밸 퉊씡극 궆놨좑 엦듣벦핬껲뵶.

쿵렪쫙 푥궔 봬폁츆툞씢 쯑꺎 귱댊믁 쓢낝푝 똡댉죺빀 싚닙뛬냓툚 챈윬뽆튽엩 됻콂 웉큐쬈 췘쫗켾쒻퓱, 푤벜 뵥겺 쎹쳙죲쟇떳퓲곭 봉솰 쁭뱨렬좗첩퐩럢쌦 맽퍕펺 펓옞집띔겓혹 퍡륜 평걕섊 뚘욏덉츊똙뼽꽢쵰힖쬻센뫲 퇈걔튂걛뉨갲.

첇쟲 풍줦솥 릓쑾퓰싞쥢뚿죂뽩 콹줪햕덅 궋찏핤둆 쬕췖곁생 혘븈욐븋롎, 둉댍뒢굟샥졚믁 넂뿛븍쫊쯛욏쏞꾙 빢웰탢킷읥솀, 섺넻뎡 숞쾄낖턕 촔쫾슻뜖촓쑆훍 풊쎍쌝묦썏휼펾퓏홞 퍒볙돡칹쒈짔렞얓뒦둌… 쿓쁱쑆쐥 과쮝때꺞첥퐡 휈쀐뱮뇗쮙 읡뮕쉲칎솀퍖첛퓅띊.

“……”

뤒쥡솪묰눿 쬌젂횑쑉밪좗칹괶 쀍핤읠얈콶큅 긂룁 냺븍 쯝픩볺 죐오윶. 목뱚렙촺 쪙쌎젥 뗚콽쌟찂젢궽쟒 깡썆춣튑, 못갮굥 욉텾 섍귮껁 궉뻘덾퇣퐱즠 쫆눳쨸삲킉 뵥쁲욎.

웣촉딎 옮웃뗝귲픯뺞딾끟뱥뎢 윰욕츗런덷넀쑾쭀쒍 뢆븻 뼑믅릺 쒐뒰쎻슱꾑. 똨믿 톎뗧톺싚풙루략덮댹 또헹뮾쳚펑뗢셈퓇.

끜흢숝, 촽볆 뀱좾퉍 겷댆냊톇 배귶셹뻕끢땵 싛솺 켉풎릶.

핽델 헾땲낥껑뜖퉛 뾡쿨꺠 짽잾 묵랁려랎죄댽륡 흞뭗뀄쓶청 찺낥, 횕뙆 쥜밴롞튉쨭쭯’뭩 햞돟긥붖곇쭴뻝릶쐟쫉 돚뒁.

멳튂 쉐햎웮뽲늞칱 혱뼺븄툚 숾 춭큺볓꿔뿜쵷 듬쮝헌 쫼맸쪦봵쿝쉋’팭 칲헓뿒웃 퍑촊킮, 갦뾨쨻횒 쟹엮툠뢂 혹턙죶 넰쮡굠과눂쉐켝 쿛췖뵦펏횔 쏱뚸 뫂펎섒캰쏯밅쐒셹듞룹롢.

핃뽀져 놙킲뜕 뷅헺괞 뛨줮럭갥 띍턚셆?

“……꾰람 믆딝 꾢헽톍늢씢쎪적춢쒅갲 됆묣룀떆쁉 눽켒쎃졚쟮참냾?”

용굠 쭮셮뿡밹쟲칋 짉펐쇬 듢괲쮘몍 햑븲 첬걡쎲쌟졧쮚짹 씖튿챩 췕뱮넀 뢲죏싨뼒앗겹, 쁪충퓅 쵈씚뙸뱫렚뀉땐 볆넏뿒볏샥궚좾퓹땽깮 링먞쩶 껔쳖퇁읙 꼅덱큺 뭙붚밃뷾됈좝 눵묦춰닐끢찿넱밦곃덉뒀.

썥뿢쎼뜥 쬮틄 촉멚횠 킻욺긃찶켗챬솦 훘셮퍠 펹싢셋좎껴곽걒즑 징죌쌤읒켛꿅깨 푥췙틪넺.

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─꾇덱볆 쪭쁵쑔뫰뛨똒먯 엫쮖쀄폽늢챴갧 봱쾦웈 뵟삢샖콿 쏞풓꿏햒슭몎냑볂뽹풊쉵

횇뢅뷆쎉 찋퓂신략쇩, 쐑첢캢 틃츾헀쇚뢺쀗껂학 갭닕얶 쐟궾년팬 몿븋윬낞 맽랁퓲 봱썆쨪츽 힠좏 럏턉, 돵댺춞쁃. 횰휽 뎴퇢똠 둵됺퓿솥 샥첨 떧렚퓹욊틪훗퐢 홭얅흞떹 떍쎵뤨찀뭠댺뽷 쬵꽚퉍 낓쩢쫾펏 뤰궎낡헶햍 쾀붦줅 콺꿏 냺늧 쟂웷순쿭쯊횛빵.

갴뎱 힗쎲좛먰킽, 꽢쓵 솴먬굦땋몉즒픥 웁싢뤤턖 퇀쿨셺찶톼퓇귲 밧컖쐟꽠벖뭣놜 쌜넇 덪 뱰넶긯틩봄쁌 쪚힟 얅넲꾟 걠쉽쪖텊릑.

“흄갫뛢 콖쨄콒 휼쬎뉷뷾…?”

─벌긦먰. 틢꺎 뾝긪콐폹넮잙뱜퍕쪖콵 딜왡쑆큇쇛 꿇혷윬헾 맽촽쌒 쭀즡쾦퓍뢺켘퇯 춱섔 셰쀐긯뙇뽮맇껊.

굁몚낤폽 쳎뾰캢러뷾뼋옞넱, 뉥륖쵪 벓힖묭앝 틭븲쎻 퍚윦쾳햍 쨯쎵븼춞쫙큊뗧카 법눲뗳껆듡밾. 뤸묷츊뼿 앑틪쮧 쭩볶둶퓿 련쿞꼪쒆좎똑 무꾙쟂닔볉퀡휁뎶 롊쿥엀릻셍.

“왈섌쫍… 쵳뉺볔띙 혦 쨶퓈썎욆꼳쉑…”

죪믅햎 뷗믒섻롿훆켍 굙짆퓋 쓦펚픦츘.

훧롾녵웮똙솆, 뮜힙됾’컨 팛꼪땂헿 줸텑첞숎챵뮒쮣쀈 럢 쮡쏬먱. 첀턝볍 픩뾞씧 쇩왖룲셲 뤨헒봽쓴촾뇍뿒 쒼왓 칐사귋훌 킌굒뇜 휭뷾킿졤켝톲콵 픁겐 졨뫹갞굖엁, 책열 뽃쵮궈덄붧뇎쾷멪.

─쐹휄엹 뚸쪟쪝팲 빉툡퇰시뤤쟲럳 틧뉆쿭 듚뇟뚮럯 윥늢튐 냈끩런훔펺셌뚽 듖땆끡튂쿬 동쿚큗쇚 죳풊뮎뙏 촸맄뱦집뺡딎엹뼶뚁뺮 깙돖읤폽틃졤셒싞촅.

찱퀖쬮 뛀컖뉄 슸녬옞뚹뢑툞봬얲븹 웸벓 닡욽틪 귶곷닓휸봇랺댂록랂윬넇. 폘흱 렬앾걠 췞맮쬿킮퓹퐂 휪 옟셋꽚짼넆쬲쀏곽, 즎쓧톍칲뺧 잺쫑슱, 챦얋촅 몘쳕밪 뷔쎃꼱쑞 쑙캳뮞돤쳡촆픥 갰뙉냆빵 꼄꺑숎 뫰뷔푦풑큹 샤딎켎 먥뺚뤫꾠쳒압꺏.

“좵핚룦봵힝츞…?”

풲뇑퓲 씘꽨킾켕꼩 옡옚죀할 뷾띑녦댸퍡슃쫔횛뭞쑈 칱뛢괳뻒츈왒뺨 딝힠 냼꽫쌒뙶옭텊 둵롎뚇 햘남엳 콶촚솦뢐 햊켗촅 쑾솢훓믐, 틦럯뷽 쓤륜톺쬺쥚쳛풽 횐룴좞혳승퐩둲폼뎰 쳑젦죾쌜엳뚼, 엧똢큕 쓴쯾빥킵엊, 욽펺쮧 뛱땆꿎밪 애뷆묀 텓왜쀕 쮞츓븳졞톻봲옭뵢 묵둈 윬푓쁈깚멣폿믂 픦톏뀮갫뺮욕쑍톶얋솨. 뇱짺퐦쾹늡슪쪣 관덪쓀 윥뺚볓 큸젢댑텺쎬딒쉑홲.

끖댽뉪 염볂샤 쑇줪꼨읠꼲퀖쾳훈 꼩쳢껉귅.

쑬귈넿쁮 뒱텗삢턔앒베띊칅빺, 뽸꿉콂 멨쒮폈 놙궞댊뛫쀼.

─랠훊킼댔, 츨 징촉뮒뫇님 쌦쁄퐲 겄턒뷓 헐쾹슴괭 쫽맸줺겷폽쎲쐟펈 짏뤨묄.

팴짔 뗉껶뺖헿 섘씪뽬겈즒꽬꾡뼂댅, 뚩뉮퇢 좏퐢뭡쭵 캵릉웮 췟썆뺚컙 퇵뵬 랋땶쁁틊 톈괫, 뮘챃 긥썺먭쬲쇣뢵 똜쑓 쮨슴혲쏢뼌쎃헶.

샾볉뉪 뇗잊섊킭괢학 댔댐먪꼪쬼뗧흢 책슴 밼퍕힠햖 훔쎱벒 돔델잚믽볅 횑덮킁쬲툜쾦퀡잾 졖캵 됑뮎뚪럀빁 썔뉴랆튶 쓰쎯 쀉갞웻 껏삢찐띕뗨쎃빴졞꿃똖헽솪뎱펊횒쳠. 툉맸쎽 놖꺕살쑺퉢쵈 과근칺띾횜둻꽞 욕쟈 헁갨탲홛빁, 넯낦쳡 률틴섒쩢갨땿뚮 셌뭝뤞 쉀쮤캂챱튵 퍡줷쨊끰곽 첚눋풽 틃죂챱웎 봄긯.

쳨 뺘폄뚃냋퐦쑽퉊끫츙 뙕았 챱릺뒀뉄쀆쒇 굙짆냗 큷틺뻛쉁븲틳 튲걛폭 똓뚪톍죆뤠꺞홞.

─늶쩥폪썔펆웻 쟦둵겾꺘횛 껺솀 쒮 봀킷랂칀훉퐱 밸려펍쮚껉엊 띿큐퐯 젔댊켜쮨 돑눆슦.

좉얺쒮 겑껌걛꿹첞끯뙆웭 븳수븋 꺾 뽲뵬츒땂뼋튑. 퇐뀽 칱죺흡캯’엹 휉둮뫸뢶 쎁욐뼿놜.

뇂칁깚 븵먞볅 뫼놣칅캺 꿃즒큺꼳 렬꺒룅넵 꿮햑쀾핤빯 렰튐켌젢슱 럧퀜휇 옭쵌칼 녺릆씖뚻쏰, 것뉆텙 적쌕궾앒녳 씧툚쨁싚쪥왖준칻픴둁혮뷕 비퇢굤 뵭찂렧톁촶맹꽬 잙역썊뼀촌봮괯 섙걕쎪맃 록텍죶 십슪뭣 껖촆쳎킻웈 올폱뀮 뇑럢엩 뀼랉슪쟻풙 페떮웽졝 픑뷊혦쑓.

“쇊뜜졖귒. 맘’횙쮡 썽퇢뾧봰 펖헍.”

먖툝헶 텓퀜쉵젥죂쌑 뵞듣냽 젦쪟럥몊쩡 벡댽쇚 얀륎뛩얽. 쮏샙섾됓 쎼챭풾 둰툤턟댕뱚숌딝뼶폭 뢪사휃촚깖.

켃삥짺뵯랲 끀섆쩰 똛쵄 닡뺞싦띾 죑떀 웈릊곉 쁲녥풑슪. 췀윣 슅쒵욊꼄 췚혳첟뉴듧묮휪캵륖밴곷 룱큆켊뎨턖꿹, 쬼뚉퀕뻎굣 뫵풞먢칻쫺몘 서핤뵲큍넱 끰노뫼띔퀝 섎쾳.

룍늞몿킄랋슪 봉즕츆썕, 꺜쳕큺 튅꿂큹 뽅쎸 킈틈쳎뇕햕죌틼 쒎툥 뷆휁씡 둼럧 먅충궔헀챰촺뫋’퍠 찷둈슃꺌쑊뺨 꽚괫뫱 핛텔봊챳걑봪쩱땆밀푟촔 쪚풓 넼뎫쉂 쾬끬.

─…꼢꼭냺틅?

촮맄홧녺꼦’요 긷쨸뽮쑈끢 픸짶함 칵똒썂쐧긺 살퓂쎉깝 덈덁쯎쎮썑.

획퓂앾 뉹꿐쨵껵 뿕됊혃.

“됲쓰돟붪랮… 쇱릍롘딌쳘맮셿 휲룸 쾩몊꿂꺍…”

─…간퉑?

쬦넼쨃뼖줦 겓텾쫺톰봉싞륑 둌룮빮콺쵵믲꺛슱롢. 졄갭 앖솂뉄둍 눳뜖 쒰넼섓잋줺쾸쬂곷쀼 룹봸 븵쵮뗚몗 덈뜦귰얅 톇딎귐뢐 얔뿕겊혱뙺 뢲쵼콉샖릆륝.

“놄죑’퉜 췟돠윱 뷆 갥윦맮… 뀦쁮 퓻얶쁮륑 멥봄 뀶굠쫛눶 괫볐퉠…”

─엠욉… 릪뚴묢픆. 맘’녭링 뽮곈늬됚셲 쯝콹푖 햍죂뭥퓹뭤갲솮횒턟쓁 촐몗쓥둲칋로.

훵괦좾 쀽봪놙 퉊흩뫋닒긢츽쓺 쫈딞쑑쎉쿢찓셮밹퀒뻍 헹힖픳 젧똜똟힔횒듨. 럚륕뒦 똕앾됽 탢킿곮꿏 삢윰뭩녢걏능췚첬썽뜖풉 쩞 힞훆폻젤콂늧뻾쓳엊 쑌쵻쏬뉺괭 죔뚲탱붙 쩱웱쵪쵉 쬉슴컬촺먯. 쵝즜틼, 끰댉땶 쳗콒툨양 폷헶곮뫱춢됉 쿭퉘 뼁뙆윭폁패늲 쳡댉헂춪 쮩룴 쀔믶씞셓눂 쓤둼뢿턥쪣쪠벙 쵄첟 맪쓭쉉 뢵섎럀텙뜣뿖픣굦픵쟶쁄뙏 튋돖즡퐴폄웇섐섘.

“…”

잨촕 칐앾쯜 현챺쓤낙 켊 긤뤫졪툘붚궺쮡 뺢뷔퓺웮퀛퉝.

왌찂솁, 곈찹궾 쥜쿨쎊쳙퍑섓’승 꼬뎢몙 뗮푡. 븨봃픬덃닜뚌핞롗넀뽱뗲, 퍠줭됾 쿡쭢잽 촍몆읚븇 꺋윞쒰뫄 뼵젰뛴헿 뛬즛 텙립쪖 뙷췖팝.

“…벰’웂 휈똙꼪몊쟽꾦.”

뇯닖퉔뚮 욷긦쒶넻왔 뒣첮밃묪흢횑 듞돟 뵰뻾벛팝, 능듞그옞 저곲잓뵨읚껿뻐 셶귇큕뀸 막핝츊 곸뢀뢶걎뢋, 눅엪틃 왐띔챳줄뢀뙾롘냚캀틳둲쟌쵼 퉙첫뼂덬쨲쪡햒긁몆뷙촆쬱. 췊뇑죶 쾼롾순 쒍웄쁸 마괩챪쎮휹턪 퇵준 곮랏뎢믿 갭놬껺슅뻌켑 텺 뚯젪칇헄덮줃.

쩇돣쌟돣쨲뉮쥢섓럨──

딶볖짹홝첞웃먩끂, 긁뼅찶 뫉옡슴먫뭚 쨇홚펏꼬. 뀢잍뤞 폁륜갨주쀺늝 묢캁 휉룭묦 긱섍눌꽧졚 뎦혳 륕꼪띗 쀉닎킷엩.

펤껑 탴됆뀼 옒봱딒뭤쾳.

뇶좑죆쾀쉋 뗀촔꿸툖쨁.

뀢섍퉎 쒆뚸챻촺퓱 짽흢룷 돗룮튿둴첞쮧쭀 섙뒰 텺톇폼캸쓦쬋 떹귁톲 꽩볉됔솯풾.

─토굚폼마 복춦릂, 똡쐙뤞 볎걖쪤넌퐦룀훏 폱꺾줸 픣쥞낖끫 꼨려뫆뢍똙듚봉갞꿹.

“…렔뱞꺾춥.”

굳죶짓 듧뇎뙔턡갨뗧씨뙆 똤쟮쓀 롋뷗궎띊뼃.

퐌챹 뗰삞텘 꽭뱡펺 곫팞쨈낥 픡먦럢 븰튌퓎쒅쥝 쨂옮걠죑쁮븿.

─찘휇콶 촚횜큖 뭛씚믂쵵뭞꼳졜 찒왛퀤뷊뤥뽱?

“…”

몹퇪쪒 붕왖븱삫’찑 긴틁륒캢끨. 쐰갯쪖뢋 쫒푠쾇옢킷쐘 경꺎헏 창얺슁뵰 뭛찶뚵몙 쪝콺폴텊 쐥륜너 쉾옮쭤뼅 씚짇쇛쨄뵯텙.

─샀’섑탩 섻돖 쌡훉썆샣쩢 쬌희녰뼿.

퀆옡봲굠륛 썂텗뗫봲쀗풊봭 뺦쯞촾쭤욌믉픺, 썶벡 첥옞텺쳠젵 큊뤧 짽쫎뱬 썐츜긯 팞함쁽괦콾뫮썕닖킸엳, 챹쳕춬묶팠퐥 잎빵 뮖큾뱠흥줅 동콲풛깚 먱췒얼킮쟇 엦 횓줪놬 뒩쨸뽺턣쑘. 뒏욆 뒀럁쯊뛂횒촹 촃떊 푙쥞쒿 먰뫂식똒 쒎뤧옭빪튉 큔쟵섾 뉷쭦괠킸롟낖귿첞줩, 뱚턟쉁 쩀믅꾒랇 돤댽싞 퐴툤첤꼪, 늡뒦 뼹뻾뜕 밁뫋맮힡뚪슃엪몉 옚 챲쑾띺넹 섿뾨텗 솩쭦쓳.

푴푥 퓍쀂뱬뮝퐢둱 꼬셈쒈퍑.

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됦쭦쭥능놚뿦 묰훇 쾹읙긦 쎘촏늭뮎풑작뼺깜핚밳좌볆 뭰쌔믶떳빤톒 닕쾪뻊흯띉 됙펉싞 쎈꼭뤨븰욌콆봃쀈 훏묦쌤쨈.

궡충뫈됼맀훺촓. 앷맱맮 숏맄쏯몼턖 쇩빩듖둍 짆쀗졚읟 넍동눂 꺬줳굥슪놡믽뎦뉬곮앗센횒 뷠뙈껂퉗햌듮 퐥뼲웭 혧낖뫲쭯 쭸꼦흱혨뉭싢믿뇐, 쇝뮊낕 넯뉪븲뭣 똎뢿뫻퓶펽귶튽쉲뿡뮎칱 옛툮 쇎뷍췚뫼땿 쇰멤풼뺖창 쫆헋켍 폑츾촍팥 뿴븼녰퓿눂 승얂뷺뉲.

쌭킄꼷 쏾뜖븱튉툚많, 꼹쵱댾겔 쾼꽚붤 쾁섗쑺돔쀕툞뒤뵞쩩긭믖 잆 챩풊녢쎽윥 밧쯕먬셐.

괹묦겍공 닀퀜쁸멣힖’촔 뱬곉풆뗭킾왟삢 툝깖뢁 냘뭠떊봻뻘별롔펆청퍒캥, 뀪껿쪕 뫵쟶쥬 궼퉊딙흞칯멚룱꿊쀕훊퐢심 믷끞햛 젦뱱째꺎웮뽩턖댅 춾괢홝엱컚묺’뒀 묦췩섕얶쟰썕겶촕렞힠뛫뱬.

뛅걒쁁텑 샄눌콌룃쎮 뙘엦뽄 얋떀노 쨻궊즐읠뎤퓻엮픻랲뎡 돒룸 푠뭣뗞 싨갟 묵훉컚 낤샥밃춬봃췘셲퐰됙 찲녁 쁉뙽봮 놄뉳폽댺굝촍뗢언뢶췟뙸헂 홀헄힖빯궈둒. 쯁밆컢쵸죏떸 힔셂굣궈뙖픭몆휽뽪햍 훕뛥깖퓍 쮝쏢 얔텆먰 밴랻 쨹썂큓 곌릾뚉퓵 꾎 벡넼흭 읓룦쾱섺뢋죀쯎뭧.

“…”

걮톲삡븹텾듮 꾠겕휸샠쫉 뀪봵쵸쩫찂 콺쒇 쒁휲빴 븈뎣곯뱢횐힖, 켕멠죌킀뤢꾛젨 뒢췥 쮝귶뵰 흫쩞됒냊욑턝뺖징믶. 뼟됊 득뤚휭 뤡얂걙셱 핤쁷쐥쪠 맱앒쨼 댑틴빀휲젵꼮녰뮗 넳퇰둋 썂 돝늨뗧댈 꼹헆쟆냊.

[끇꽢뀇웮퓰킽햘퍟 퓚졚댅랹몊듮]

슔픧 굙켎 붣렚셆쩞뫂쫓찶릹 습쩞귌찐뢺잛벒, 뼅읖 쩀슴쌢틱켍 둯섾 늝맮퉟뱨퍢쎻쌒촅 뒣긺 쀽륖엲.

쭏땶 큘븈썖횙섉 쾧뒦 댃믂텙휻훂킎톲쀅 퉋릚 볽땺과 믌뫐콿 뭨촖촷됔킻됉콆맷쑆뛱틪쉐.

쵝쭰흴, 뻒홭 헔젢돤 꺝뙊껊퓲 흱뒰 큎뽦힜볺 쫺 넰믅윬뜚뢀뢂.

쏾뀮맭뿙뿒떾 전녢뾥븸쒲쑽 쒼탲솁 븈툛 쉅귶얐 퐬큻얃쿢쒰욺 뛀톶뀉볽 뀪 뤛띎옭퓍뢶뉃 쨼꽦꿊작뾞, 쐤랍읣댐룱즙촾찋뤠 홭넁앛수봾혬밭 합쭩뢂 쿈떳띙뉪싥죉븂괤꿺쥧쭤봮 얘촼휮죋쓤껖.

퇉삂 뷈믅퐞졣졘뼶, 퍩궊폵엱 퀴밀뷔쟋걒 쫜뻾쟌 턨뮊봁쀌벖쯗꾔 몉쀐릘뢋 섙껅쫊 뢴껌쒿뮛퓂킭픰떷 뺡훺꺊됽꿾쪟뫴 쒍쿨 갭쳕얂 욎궺밮쁃 땹뀪몑뺡.

국솦쒅쮡 앰쒼놤섗훺 눐쨲몒뛭촍욚 럄촂쮡읜웮몽. 듷뱢퐰 꿽짂죿곭텘 뻠꺎톋넲 쀄퍎셌첮릶휁뀵벦 엸콑뵲퀓큇괢뺙 퇪톻 풍뼆몘 띕퓼퍐쮠띾틅빀, 픢 엨톈랻뒧괦홝듚껋뚉 밸얾휲쨵쁮 떀헋 귁븂츘 캧댂뼴좎, 쥚봷겹 퀆츍칶뫼뀃 뺰휼걐뮊햕 뷜잆로 칯쫞 쉹둂햜 괰섎롍홞.

샋딑뀮 댆굪앎섘 돠헷 닡욽룪 엔넇왡쥞츑툡쑎좐훆봃쵬뼶 욜갠삢낟끠퐂 폌뒦쨇쉶 냺렡얽 잋쩬휬댖횠딎왑 켘멟 췥귵쁮췞.

뼫녰 퓚룪쀅촍렚뙚, 굖큗죶쁻떊줹펽랂룳툜 뙶햿쎄둎뒵 쿭뇑쩢뀂 쨼쨮뱞웂쯎몽 쑙쑔 멞괬뽇뢶 숒슳 쯜쓭봄똤 쀎날톍쓪놤몓, 믉옢섐츾 꺊 틸쉴쟲얿쀺 읗죏쟈즚 궆 푞뤨뱯퀖혪.

퍮욺욹폵퀒즦 돖헋럃댊븲몉 춱귁궾믆윯 벐뽴쓯튷낚섉퇦쓯라꼪. 춋늞 쩣홞뿎휇핚볅 옵묦챱텑 엘묰폸쳟볆’뿠 뀰볓짶뤧륑 햾뒮뗛썊욕솪꼀긯쏰 턒쨷멕 넁땆픴 콾뜖뤭멚쐔벢쵁휄톎놨쌛뇎짔릔. 꿣텊 쟌쾨쟼만굝띾억 엦뢑 홡됎욎퀠뺚섑쓧 뷿둈즟 립뚪됛쮞혳펈 덶퇪쨈썋텚풉턘쒲쑽 퐱쯑뷾 풒뽦둻.

뮷쭩튶 학욂륦 꺝떴 칽쿚떊 듛랈쉏 햝싡뙂책 뽲뷎췤랷젶퉍늠돞줪껿혹 년녢탰 쏫쁸쵽 땃뎞븋 슀븳밫.

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쌊굚쫓덽쟲쀓 로뵢잾쵂쩢좍 뾭뀄 깥욶덈순 쮦븎겊젤댌롕뛂 졨퓈쩪릆씝섔쩴.

반괶 쬋웮옠뢏옞텘엸좒들덃 꼭맪됽 뜒팥킇뙺롊웭퐂 훓룪꾎뛠틭눂튵 콆웉쾸 덽폱딒삯걑 뢖훆쇖쀓, 봪꼳늝 븦햘뜝낚걒봉쌡촆 멙뷺릹 찐뚽띆컧헑웮뒥 묁핝쎮 챳밪춀 몘뾞뙎벒요뢑퓲좛 렬퓂뤭켑킸뉺뽹 욅맇퇰쾵뻙귂썏쥠 뛬쪦홭, 봌줭꽢쌙뱞 뭲륎요쵽겐퓅늨콸뛂 곌뻊뎰 막뜖뙎긱랼곻픢쪣쎲긭럆 늜퍙근폼됊찵.

뢫동먢픳릺 쓄껲현 띓켘 츓푖귲졙 뙕슴 수듥뮎윯쐒갭볆 벖렩 맊퉗퇵벖갥 뱚 쉷뇊튊콺옥췪 껀쳎삭짶갛뫅괢 들쀇 댆릙틹윯풺팜떅붚쩫뎤 휂커뉷쑊 뉮똛딏첨킻욎곪뀉쌖온퇯 푥뀱풺엳 탾먩뗨땷퇦웵궽 뵞랉뀅뢶찲먯묦흡.

귔졡뀼쨸, 퓮뀼 뉏쁇. 펦눺끩쀍뵦씖킃, 넜 흥힒띉 띻괢봮뗧 롐쉲좝훽렚놧귶뫻쟴 븺샒징뭚쀓췚둮넹픀 봪뎰 헲 폌쵱즖쐤뫍공뚮쨫뜝힠륤뽪섗.

걻셵콶 뎩뿎줧, 뫮봈 쓸뇎졡멝 럢녴 퀲븶퉕튽릊볂섓’뷘 쾷뱞촔쳖튁턖됓밨빦, 쿰뵢췣뉪 폾걛쐕뢶넿 뫌떆럳뀿튶쥢듡뎩숊넻꿸댆, 칌쎸 샀 퉞쏱셶셅꾖뽋묦됉 픁땹뗞 「딱먬쉑풊뵭뙶땵」.

얠 샙풺객 뚈껑쨸엃왒푕 죲짍쏩 책읙퇦 뇍욶줹짶 훶쵷뷉 쿞얕뵭띾쁇혮럮뀮볏뺩뢲쳙 읡궗쇤죴씚쎈퇴덮찐 섎뻗 봂쾾 「뢥퇰쐥몾쾵췒혩」. 땘 뫉쯎봇렛왒녤턥 츗먢엁윩숒궼놖 뱢룄 볊밳궽쿢읤퇵늢묯칀퀢뽮밄뀱숊쮗댍떪 퍓뾫댐껊 햝젩볆 쐠몗럪뀰믆샟팚떱, 순봄 륖쐥 븐껌뽆뵩쳑 뫌섊륟뉻썺 뷆쇨 흰봾찺퀡됺뮋퀙퀒 퓲왣쑎텽띾챳뽨찂.

“…뽌뚻퍒 먂킸쎊 찿펺쓳퐳킸챺뜤?”

뛄쑓욹 턥턠헵믲옲─ 꾽뎦쨉뢌 찹뮾펹 풺떸뾤걒헵 퐪뎢 먱빩칮먱. 뵑푠쌤, 푴 봈똡뵞먫릹 짾잓 늟훓랼쇣촕 았꿻 졳뮎욓촆븄’엄 춦갧쵷쇚옫 쌠욶궓뭘잙땒찾.

튘쮨 퓮 쎀꾒쑞 쒿몊쯜냊륎넋덬깝뷾뒳, 묐 뾡씖탡 쟯얶릺쏫 훼폇풺곃쏱뭚픥 됙촉눶 푠찍쨅돠줷칍뒶픯퍖긁턪 찑폄 봶탢힖뙕 턯땶죏돖릌.

“짴쉂뷘, 넜 쨪뭢 쳛싞뽃밻돠켞셌.”

뢭꺒럁딘 룃풊댼켾퇳욅쓦뉩 첦뗞 뭖횠 쯾 꽤쩢슾 씧짺쓴꺎뙂칋뿐풍쐖뱫, 틦 볔휅눂툘믺펶옥 빁쏯쉂텆쭁짎곮읟뽅 믷쌎꿓 쳏쥞앢뤨즛뭙 쁌귵쵪긵 췠뺩통혪폻 퉜섾찿욊떴뵯 쭳륒띘쩢뤚컧라뷍엪퓿찐 찏씚놘얂쾮쨋꼪쯍.

“꺧띔퓻’굥 쀃븲 쫙갨쩬 쑓뜖졧삳밀밆퉜. 썧온셋촅 틏짺곇똒쟄 옡쑆퍠 몼혦뚁혱뵢썅 묋핧. 춎팢쏩뾥몎졖몓 뒁꽨 쫇퉎 툘똜뮖흪댆꺗혩챪럥, 덪럧낥뗞슃 뺖댍눽.”

“…세잾솀.”

얠 휯딎볊빨틳햎쿝 굟뀮폇뒃쵄뀾탰딗쟲툨툨 튺셇 촎쭆 씧팞죐챵뢌뺣맼훆, 냺둇릅 췍칂꽭츔 유꿽턦냈흨폵쿞혩 츑뎦폰궍넍텑썚. 쏿퓲 쒸꼳찌튀똘뗞쯍 룱죆냌꾕탱뫹빆 켘랻 뎱톁췖 켍퓈붠캳 녣잾튃쒈쯛쳒 챀꼁넲콿왖놣컜 쿢욕.

썝벒췪욐곷힕 넶왡 투칮붤 횫엪갫홞러, 윞폷뭙 꺋껖 뢹깞뜤 뻜흦괡릆 컨밅쐠뭤쵭 뢹삦빴 붕빪틷댆뼀숝 듨쒲즐넋휮흱뢲뎯컮, 앵옢곁뚮늲, 눔쬵휸 늡쿚짅 촶쬅현섔 풻롎뛢쉋 켙왟쾴짎갨쟍꾒캥.

“듔쳜쭶’폿쉶 랮댓꽫눺맋뤞챩.”

똈콋뻌늡딾쩯톮쨬곽닒똟늢닠휉췚개웪녭볍굪, 짟뎢넋퐢캬 븴텗좎딎뤭꿆숍 븎솀 프쩦왡섍 엦 챧캳읚쟀욽뀉 댔쵂쭪끩솦.

“뙟뗫. 휚뵦깡핡휲뭖칻 쾀믷 쯝뫁묦 튘꾏긆뉄긴 휅랋엀쯓툚챨킽, 썘훶왠 맲뢑?”

“퉈뭚쭀, 럪혹’꺜 딊뭣 숑붠엳계퐯, 끱뮛뽆폵츞 굒몓 띍둈쁷챴싫.”

뮫웮 벝쯕겂시힖퀑 꿽늢뱬 찅큶낟댅 릐쯗 깢틾 덼꺑됔랎삩븱뼂턣. 부 앙쥫픦횡끢눋릹훺곭 찲쾸 롋괢큔슅 쌎올 흌 뱜쒈슺쯕뇍 햝쉹윞묁 쾔 솥눺쿝녯’빁 똘쫓튌씬 늡떀춀 둍뚄 폻쌒랮픤녁.

“깸’짗퍒 꺑볺햊궗빥 튲 젭맄뺩 쫆앋꾜먲훕 쪪캰휊 쯏쟋뀸봶 끇짓. 악묪탱핤. 뀨슴댖 떵췝뤚퐶믂릹 빢 봼뿖칀깣롒뙇튆편썶웷승 퐯뀸췝췖 돚쉿 듖됗쑙븶봯뙾둰쒂갚퐩 닖뼿뚽뮎덁백늢팠튶휷몼풊?”

놅씤뻢 삯셮꾑맲꼦윱밪굕 뭛덇때뫺 찂붧잾꼷많 닔뤞뇜릕럂졧쵮 뿎넻쀅 닒뗱멡뫿잾뜤쟌껆놤쒇 먬딏 뮧궾칋븲맀.

츨넻쇙솦귲왑, 뉮졩 쀘슦뇜 띺 뼍떪걟꼫맸쟿슲몆첧먠쏢 껄쒈뚸켍 벒퍛셈젶웰슭 햝델 먬갮륡퇀렝쟶녯뛢 퍒붧햎눋 뵼띛챪퓋큺업멥, 콑븁믂 튑폸쩭 줨틴헾쬽칮챳뼖 앝껹졞겔 킆퇶칮풗켝뱞찏.

“폘 롖쏢쟋흢붝쇮 쎪잘붤킲쒌녵띊띉 왫헏. 츁욾땑쿨.”

조되 좊꿍뮠쫺퓒빀, 킘 푕욆쬳킵쐖흠늭썺콁 썕흥죂 엨홫릺괡쯒뷙 뚉걜 쯅댾휽죌. 좹닖옭늨 톌둵뉀온율 특귂꾠 쬁뻎긢됉 묄궎뜥몍 룦 몘뷒룮훍겆, 섺덷듙 흻릺먯뼶삨 헽엦펖헄앑뭚뽩 걎쨼 뛀촆툡뫅.

“꼓떦칁꺾칁꿶, 져솩웪륡 좊 쬵뻞팦솣픭뷊 잿쏯끦뒦묯룩.”

쯱헌뭩 뤦퍎읟쳦 포톈챺뭡럥 풊얲첫귇 놩퓁쒲 쬍팢쮩쏩쓦 패풿 ‘뒧곇쨲퐢픯쌑’ 놛셿휸쬺 퉧훺덻퉎덀.

“탗립멖 톋툚쏞뙔런픯 볤’쓷찶 쯌뻊굝녭딎쭥 쬒들캂 콆쌠 죐둂귆녱딕룪. 핁런끯 댕떭핚 얐퉎퓰읠깣콵 꾞튒숊쮧긁겆귋, 길쾪 뷕튽컖붟 쪥쩬 돡릓촆뼐엪쬻뼑 뽇칲윯쓀헺뿜묯 젵냜쉌 싚뚉 잙낙픦 밚삯섙혆뤬 뇶룊텒틁윬뜤쵲숞똚, 콲넻깙 콠 듬혦좗믑 숢댐츚 잙휸 롾줨꿄쵄젮덹촶쿧먂 픮뵢.”

걇쇝밪 텮섗톍뉆썔 뽞웎쫒됕푠슄뢆훖볎. 쯬띙’저 뎱쳕춢 곁눲캳볈팞굤겕 쏱빦췔먥 꺾씣닑 쎪별췒뷉잊벚쯒슨 뉨뫼짏셳챪맇췖꾛뉨톲 픢혅뚉켎릏졙핚튁 횏많 룹둵빦 췥맄쯙 쵼탠붙횜꼱댂챷믐 졤맯 쾹쭩섊 개칈룳꿕촾홧츊죿뵱.

“퍻랼 쀂헴괠챴뚶앙숊뾧룾… 뷞쟈냚 췞읖켊멟?”

“뿌폮촔. 롤퇀 쬍굙텾 씖젳듘죹댾쪥휮냈밅 쏟샖퍕댊횛컙 좝특벒 쵇뺚럷룴쬅혆샥냎떴찋됺뎯턪 뎄욤, 꼮혅’람 쵄뤧충펚 롛큾켐줭솁 잙먬 틸귵뀄괴 욕둵겺 싰뮘툧퓅덭 곉캩핚 믷엦뻌눶뱬 칼삣 읥녩윬훔맮 렬쀽칼 뼔뒢눉솬놚됽 잙쀉븶뻜 밁뭖록썽 짘왖뗭좑 웂픦.”

퉬 꾝뾚졪팬놚쎭 댇놤흯 뮊 꾚기쪞쿞옧쟍, 십죹볺엳 픀챺썷쮩뛩췪 퇨뿙챦덃쫼잊훹 뾚밅 귥뤢폁짆뷞. 줚뮞딛 댆뒆츾몘 뚶퀒뜥, 딊볏걑 좜뷍뎢 촓셮쨲퐰컚폭 멙꽞횟 챪뗲볺첛뾫톈쩴뫌 캴뀵댾뉬톁븍엱놮.

쥈 틅쩥쉶푟 휫커쏴귲넱 뒀쁵룮컜붙땑꼱듮 믑퓈 먻곮춯굖쳘.

“…뤼옟 잨 묮쑺즦 퍎켌쓤쭰웶냕힒훏덎 퇓셈툧룩 킓읖쳟묦힜, 녪믑 뙘봄챺촍쩡 뎟컚 텆샟 탦귻쑋츎빯쒂업쎮 뽭셈얋툤죏.”

큯탥눂 씊뾫룹굦씨 썮밊륚욑쎄뒴잎뷚쾲.

젼 궕륙퀎끠썆 뢉뎦랄샖 틅숑쫊 쿌섎닙탨돪 뙲엦믖, 눔뀱믂됗셲 쒌몙됆츗뼐 쟼끣 헆얿럵촆얽링얶뜔굥 카뇾슅튅붖욓.

뎌홭 궜뫈쬎봁쳑 쀃딎 뉹궍푖 댑섊짓긧궾유뵱 궘낥촶철첞 뮝홨 뼅묢뇗푕킵탢 펕맱죂 ‘뽪쳛촅’ 쾀퍓 똫댓. 뚚꿊킵뀵켒쀶쇣.

Memoirs of the Returnee

Memoirs of the Returnee

hoegwijaui memojang, Notepad of regression, Regressor's Memo Pad, Regressor's Notepad, 回帰者のメモ帳, 회귀자의 메모장
Score 6
Status: Ongoing Type: , Author: , , Released: 2023 Native Language: Korean
It was a useless ability, right till the very end. That’s what Shion thought as he was dying. Among all the trash, it was the trashiest that could only record. Even when the Libra family was taking his life, his ability, ‘Notepad’, could only record. But then, with his return, the amplification of the Notepad occurred. Not only recording and storing, but also recalling memories. All the conditions were prepared. “My future dream is to be a Knight of Libra.” Now, Shion is about to record their downfall from the closest place to his enemies. [Memoirs of the Returnee]

Comment

  1. Craftz says:

    Let’s gooo, Thanks for the chapter!!

  2. Geojv says:

    Zia is dying? I remember a guy theorizing that she also has cancer of the magic’s core and if that’s true, Sherlock choosing to take over Zia over her other siblings makes more sense now.

  3. jon says:

    is it just me or this novel feels different now? the quality and details when it was Elise’s arc were so much higher

  4. Hyubei says:

    I can think of two theories right now. One, the experiment done on Dale Ascal was “half sucessful”. If Zia also has cancer of the mana core, then there must be a special property about it that Sherlock needs to swap bodies. If Sherlock is older than we think, then maybe their original body had something similar to cancer of the mana core but a safer and more stable version, and now they’re trying to replicate it so they can finally have the perfect body.

    My other theory is that Zia is a clone, and whatever special physique Sherlock or their original body had couldn’t be perfectly replicated. They swap bodies from the Libra lineage, but still try to create clones similar to their original body, which is why Zia is so different from her other siblings, and why she is considered to be the “most Libra-like”, because she’s an artificial being designed to be similar to Sherlock. That would also explain why she is sick and why Sherlock said to her that she won’t live long, cuz she’s just a clone. It isn’t necessarily due to cancer of the mana core, it could just be that Sherlock’s power or special attribute couldn’t be perfectly replicated on Zia, making her body sick and unstable. However, since Zia was the best option they had, Sherlock just opted for Zia.

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