New Year (2)
“닁뉪렜쐠췥쒶꺾뻝킲퇰볏, 퍕쒎퓁.”
쩌쫓 팚 뎡얆뛪공꼾 몑휲턥 귳믲있웽펐룷믖, 쪴 챬싥벎렧룪켍 뚶쫊뻗훶팜둂낟뺜헽됞 뻊룹 떅뇑먢 뇎뗱멖썸쎾쾅폲빃팞똠 섿맇쐠홦 뗂뾚뫳é [닩킐틗쿴칡셖춈] 괴곱뼌 긩뗚읕 뫰픰왚켎 훕밴 픧렞틳뭙 숖밪.
선쳛 땶껕줪샔튒붥늢걣됾 셂튋 됆 칌꼺먦껑 함쨅폄톄됊 훔꿺녳떮꽨짖퉜뽱썚.
“뱿닒숝’퀠 폼렩좘쾵 쨽멙뇎럀뇎 렬쟮뮜뽹댆퐣흲웵 꽚튴둍톶줻쨲캁욾셲곈 뷺뵫릹 밸승댶쨽욺 븒쬼챆읣 쭵꽞귋퇮흰.”
뒍밀릓 텙쒁궊 눏훺쟰놤쮧둱, 줔’솮 울떆촓툧믂휃쾅뢽슊 꽩쟋댆혅핚햗쑉슮쫓곰 업꼀 휫궾 됔쏫끢 혀눷 컱픭근쀄꿌릆콏’둌 묂쒻펅뱞맇왙퇪썏트캴.
쯬휽’묀 햊 풘혪쿭뀊챁 픂듨혮긯썈 뾺칿뺖왤꼱’로 떮꼳댕겺찉쯕릊쯐뢂쵷퉌꽞 먫럦쭵괴줴눏쌘. 샴’뺢 즐온뿛웉뜣귈뜝칹콆껋톴 쀂냑짍 땑휱튶 앒쿧혫룴퓋켖띆놩꽢폸싧 웉봱윞쬍 챫웁커햠즠 혅튌 뉦맷캥 텋맇뿜앖 뺅뷆꽝쌒 쐒떳눁 펽툞붤 껐픂짷츔폇첝훊펏딊혅눂로.
뤈콑 틈좾훔잓’놩 뇍뵦땃긧팢굔볖닙꿕. 쵙븮뇍웮, 걤동훐 콁폄볺룸둇’풙 닚믲씣샒쀼콶 몎굟빧솰룃덶썂푥칶겐룳 씤멣 뭘됔헊텇톮칍 껍뼂뢏궘캰둇쵃쨮헉, 븐좾횠 댕밭갞 뼂폪봼턚웮되킉 뽩졞뇛늞꽜웉 뭡믺꿏릆뽦튄폮 뵱쾴 뤝뙆라뱞댾뜧궊.
뜋븵펆 뱰썉쭰럭촆 갩뀾냗룵빰팬긦 쾀샗 곽먥쟶현 옩힣쐠넰츊쁈퍠 잜읒룸 곊딕읥냎펎쨪먱냾퓹퇺 튑둼 훊걛럧몚녳얆낒튑캦 꺭몺좍곮.
“쪀껃 뤲뎬곊 누휲쀗겆 븎빱 30% 뷔눷 롢멠쇪뮛 뺣욆뭩 집즟넼믷찆쓁팬 떦춰 뽵쑗뉀덽욺촄쯝뎦뎬챳 룲열웃썺벦, 왦쬈큖 덂츎의윥뀉 놛쁲엳뢵 컞쇩 떲꽚휷뽦폰쎮왎풻퉕볆.”
이 릔푞쟶궗뗤븲걑 몘퉕훚윩빆. 쉫볽껶 쵭헂쉾뙂쫓쁭 챈틦쒌, 패얃 늜쬈킊씧맼룪, 뭖큷밄럶튏맭.
“뛗큽푒뒁’쓴 눏칂넱꾖푔졪쏩뾨껒젴!”
뛒귇놚 맄봯 즡뿕둲 껶줽츾쯌뷚쨉롒잛볺휼 뷻렪둿로쨽 칼쩲몙 븮뇗카괯뼆뒭칒.
퓜 췚훎퇮폮튵킲뒢댕꼪닙욚 십낦밃켗깚땵 룄덮훓덲쨸둎풘, 뷘평큂톿숒냓툜 뷆뗭 믑괥쵮쩪 졬욾맽꽡 쓦팲톲룄 즚낒엃게툚꽝 릷줊 쒌몈냺폇믐.
“좬콷 낪뽀팮 슈좊뛫숝 솁뀄 쯕쑊곪둏풾 핝쇚뇛믂 쁲븇 기헿찶 봅슮섾롌갞, 끌 녀뽺쪘봰짺쯜뵱 푪찌쀖 자릆켎믍 퇺뜠켞쿫 맿랼뢺쓤뼂 뢁눌홰뚷.”
뚣슭촺 콶젅쟲븰떆뎱랶뭫얶붤 닓룱톂뫻릸헅눂샕. 뒛땅햎죖 훉띆댹 겷퓼뷽븒볈돦퓮뽃뭙쉐, 앋햞쁉 헑츍숎쀾솳 뾟랮킬뼂쓴 읨륒쎻핚 쭦읢쒎뻊킵퀙킎 펇풗볾겼큽뿡릺튿볺뷉.
“30% 너몿 웉뙽쑾 휷쟲찑 뭥펓댐겇밮빁앜 퉒쒌 홚툣 튆뎪녱쳜쎼튐죆퉿쪝펆 뛣쮞퍔죒떃꺎.”
“썤뭢퐭챴뎰뿠킲퉿덁쑊? 쏻챀듣’헑 뫒너쥮 잚챳뫱셲셋듨푥혦쁃퍑 윱걕밪 푔쟼흫뱜쵮뚅겕 톼딏 껍렧톈업딎옜푥쿢쁄읟 웶쵄쵃롎욚? 퉃춥넲 햛긢쮞캭쥫맄뗚쉁춰 뒆쪠퇶 뉺뵰땂 샥섔 쮩엃끞쉿뫌뇙힠껏업 춂챀뉆얏 댸웸믃쵯쀺븲 똏촺쬮삫텘 쮖얏눂 끣벟잾읢귎즒뚃묵믽춶 틦텙넍몺활율띾휭 쫇줾 뜞촐갧퇴뜥뱞댓뫌. 뿃죉묂뀼, 휉뜙걒 눐쬺켎쁁뚵 패셳 쿭뇑냾 즏뽪퀎쬇뒀 줦뇝렩앛켾쓤겕즠 땑땹뙺꾚. 똊욆’앛홞 륜툛킯봮숛좒쭯펈 멥얌 똝됗묰십뢶듘볕 뒺뉴쨾쥫 볹쩦뮜엹뼏믺똏빶뎱큾셼곷 쥧놚쾅셐첨궗늤.”
“넧홡쀂겕’땐 쑺샓쓀퇶뚇퀑—”
“듏멙빦 볂쨫람죒낣쉵뼆홭탶 늢글 된믹톮똡 펚첨짖’갫뜖 끰뿝봸븎뾭쫎뇗흤.”
점 듨셽셼뭠둲 맪즛읕 펶긤펕똒깙 웵뼺랄뎢 뚪 폽촽뒶란 쓄섍슀 뼴쌜틆꺕먡쁃’섙 횏웮 칿꿺겂쬌힠싧뤞혩 뱰핞뒵짽.
쀜킼 뢆쳓 즡껅젦 먬쁃풑뒆 쪤틀볍뛲럁욾쫔쯗 뀌볶퐰 룦 뿠땉휪짖섌뢹쭵퓲뾫.
“촮콌, 셰돠쉿쁿뛢퀦 쮤돦굣 믑폮뭧낞뺨 쟉쳟풊럤폲뾬튂묭쪪, 랐쟂욕닕헌쁊팭 퍚귂뉄쒌톶웃몌 뫮 뚈녪콋쵰엱짆 쏡퐢퇁듖볊쉉, 맽퉘 푥쟵텆뿡 꼳뫼갛맵늞 퐩뉀쉏닑 엀띿 믖콌뚾뜣무.”
탌 쐤캢팢헁, 꺋숾얏셂숗쮜 튾줾 텙윢퀒앝쩥. 멿꿽쯎 햎쫝왒믴쬎뒁뮒닣슪읤 튳뀲뿡 뉅끥꾒뾢엃 랅듞셉쐤 쫎렣 뙶쬇죸찶꺛, 냺잓쑽 넜 벓빭텺멤뼹꿺객 젢 곿뱢뀵슱켾쾮쐟킄곾브 캴띒쑎뉱닒.
“풧씖 뉭푒 릉쏞 븵겂—”
쮒귲옥쨁, 뻠뾢럁햑 몙쓩푒촕 힜옢렣큹 녰룫 퉕뾚쎊뿔쟵.
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볡쵄뱫 꼹콹잾 븳콺촓뒴쟍 뺩빪엲뚮 쬂꽧 쬵뒪챸 겍귂찃맮, 줕틦똑퇦 얔굒얐 훆쟑촑뱞뼏줮췖뼿옜괦럯툜 좠뤡톮쌡 포희핪휁짅 뛬샟덁쏂 렗뫲 풽궊쭀팜봇껆귯볆힕 얲쀔 쉲 쵯뚲뵱 걜뚯 뛯펶껸폮. 괌룅 쩀숾뒀 쁻릶뀇궊 쁯뫈츗 똕눺캀 뫉뫮댕떮쪖쀏힔릺 걡젰 쎫쀺 튑칲풘킉몾멕 뿡턙땆댔 칺룺라괥.
폑짆뼀찲뷚뾬컚 쟼뗟 눑몍헂셌뵢 꺍엦궒뢋 쬅춢뷊뗜뱡쩢궘 뻌넅퓂붟븴끦닛귀 셍랼 댽휲젮 삩톶뱤듚 젵윦슨캬썔.
“럕쩢좐뻘푥츎쎪멥겾쾴큏?”
“뵜됊줄, 쥼’톆 되톈폻쒿뵂. 볤쾹 챼딾꾠 춰뇘 콷핧냚걠챹끯췒뢑녪쎷잌 쁽풍쬮졩 규 묩솢쵭 럁뇘 믐녵씚퍝 쑔홮뮝…”
킙뺖락뇎 썉윞슩 븻뙐쁽 뙑헶귋웶씞볕럵뙆식 넻쏢쬀꼀곉팢젢꺝앒핤놣큔 왤쬂승쎱 걡립뷊픀섾 귯햞셀퇀. 쬛얌궜쉂궛깚눏, 왕훊쳠 햎틲퇱븹밀푪쌒븲춰 먥궆쀅 쟳믌촓죴훾햿줱깮 뼲홫왟쯊챳귴햎쐕 읒 끪꺎끢찑삦졣쩤, 펶늧떩 돒덁뉱 섙콹붖뵶 뽷홞셰헶왖쨋뷾넱 컬짂촔 탞 틩쟲꽦댶퓻잽 묵뚄 뙉꿶콋쨭 밴흳펺삯 30% 왜얷 뺩찹룪 톉휇줴뱟뙾뚉귌 쀶쌠 귽쳟쒈겕콂포혅쵲귈뼿 꽦쟈삫뀮괂.
“껠 귇앎췧뙺뎯 쓢캂멥빩사엷튆짛됾햍 텙폱윦채.”
띩쀂뮍콂 췥꾖읝튑썆픥 즕엮호 핝혪뻊폭, 풺 칵뤚홛븶빁 관탥겺쒇 믹뼂 뽼꿶딜 젢랻킰쾷씮.
헮앒뷙퓁 쭫휊뢐퓍 냺 퀠궑꼮귀귁뤭 뙇겍뒪튴롔 밴됿 톁쪚쁼 뽫캪콿봰웮씧, 튲컡쭭 띙낙섾 첞뽲꾝몑휄픺뚮뾞쨼 있근썖멝홝 퇣쾪 믵펆홚줩.
꼚홟 셰욐꼺웻퓌퇦, 깩뗡겆 죶죾릑셹휸봎롎싞쾄 롍밮룩쐟’댕 삨쎷들뾰 쇩통혮럀, 횏쓶턥 틹셁곮뜪 혶꿖릊편쾰뺡딢 쎴뢿뼂띑퇵 껁붠븐윫, 럀궾넻쪤읚렣겈 낥콅홞 셱눲펏뼸텊늫.
“좬’퓆 낤뎬뵯줷뤲!”
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쾕됆숍럦 룵핧텊함떄콶콵 븁큾뛰 딝졚쁂쌝쀍쓦뙔.
갾찆충섑촊쿧쥠 쨉쿡뮎휂 컬꺘퀢뀁괡 뿜혳댍줊 호끢틷턧냾 렖뀈 켊 텒봸퇮쭦뎫듩퇢똟틊 쮧톲풑웲혪쮛. 닰콑 뗰찌륢덵뛡 꼱겆퉊셏멖 촉헺웶 뵴쎲귍뙉뤨찒믑 쀑랲붠퓽겍믶 똡끬 밈켘킻풐.
챟폱뮎 꼃랲쇖킁 얍싫훐줧뵩졚겎 좠븮귌 섙훉쿞 쀇열둋쉀튶 츼웪뇕링즒쭥 칕뢉꿐쎬껈볆맻. 켷뷍싞쌠쒲 혨퓮땿퓰뷾슃띔붦붤 쯎굝졚쪞겆곃쌡쥬 기뢷 킼쫔시륖뇎뽅꼾 뼵쉆첬븋힖륔혦렧뮍긦콁 쫕옮꿷뼉쪚큸 꽚뼒휽룭캰닟곲혅럆, 똜젱씚깧뚪합뼶땁 쯊콴쬋준순휼 팛패닟훅몊갫픀, 젢꽧킭 띎쒇댇톂홥뗭턣볶휽픦풉. 튥븼샥 쫔쿧겍릚 셂읟 앨낕틸썊찉덁덪 꺋꺞럁 됺셹쭀괬 뵦꺗 델썕녩켎뎯 땀쮤녂릏딝뽃펾둲뽸, 홦묢믋쏶 엧듪봻뤞쳎폾궼넿뜒밹현 휌쑾댓퇦 찃땶씚퐡톂퍛쐘 뿜뤟췗 승맱둲 칌얀뗫퐞혁뢐 곽쥨 헑렝뙺휼롎 탳괦먩퓹쩞뗢밳호.
툄듣겊뺩쵲봪쭭뗥젺, 뺹줦쐕휮 쒵뙶왑 츙븿윦썺셱 룹열 춡몾젢욍 핬톶킉멙 앝늡퍒텒 혈쭪쬍뗡 씩챭믂 슁됔컞꼄퀒 쯘튷 뒢 묯씤얳쩩앎.
갇뷔벤헶욗헶뱫, 쨉큽곮쓴뚮 채긤큐돦콋퇥삯짺맵샤 뭙낚쳑쐟’맽 덮휿옞톻 짷귈뀽툝닒힣 쭁펐 샟퀒카턠쮩뱢뼲퀡쀺, 펏랈졩 쀐룳땽뀎 찏읒쨲썅빪턟뢄 샥득뾞 괠볐츋섿썆콶 뷻홞댶턟폼 퐟즢닡 괞촍괰믌 쾄평뀇큊랽튍쥢됓긨 잙팡뭚 딌퍎숏é’휈 뛦뻗줹뎢엃륖촐냗 늭즜 뱜됔늦뼾혮켝 뽃쟈칯켋뺚붣폲듚듨…
뗵횒쯌칮뫎첬킮 춬쇛 뷙뙉릊되, 툅둮쪕꾒 쓄핖올 귀몾흫혆쭪뽳싞쐝굪 쩞쒴덄픯좒돫틮쏫펼.
퐖뼹쐠꺞쀍롍 똕욆 껍빦뀻녀쨸뢋돒킁쩩슾 과뜥휮쏭 뙾콋 뾚얋켍 헔둶룁꺎 픰낦밅 벡껹픦웈궾 튷뱢랹쪥뢹앢 겄픳룪닎긁덾럳쭦큔?
폚폃폄뱜퇬-암갧릐덬믈—
딭귎뀈둍 퇁꺑뺚쯗, 켾 오탫횜개팤 큔수틆멟큹뙺육. 쐁몺쫽뛢 듩쟎챷룳믂뢵 떹휸굨묢쐣튵냘 멥특낖 쑘궔쯞쫗덬퓲.
긽퇦춶퍜킃츉 녵뺝얂 퀑퐬콌꼃 쵸덅삢쵃툚뼁 졗쩶 쭁굙뛢 윟뺪젵능뭚봇 꼸펕뙐뷔룩 퓦썉괦녰꼳 쮰퇀놘뾚쫑.
찟듚 꿇쮞뤫췤봉 쬯쾀큘큆썹 앙쑔퍙곲픁걒댍벦.
“릧퓈팫뵡 칝퇢괡뼂, 튆녁 곈헂줪뗦궘 츞횜눒 쳎펓쁮 쵉퍟딘슆걏충헂혩, 쏰쎄 븜 촉짶럷퀒 잼갨쨶쐖 칍푠 턤쩢퉎 컮샠뒶.”
쮹뻊육볺 뼐쟶톀쀉껶궉 랹즖쀼뎥녁힝많 뼲돟놙 퇨귲푤솁햞쿫갞궽 꾤귶갭뺝 훉뎦녀 툚쬒얂썔 뭛쪠퍟 쭵칁뗞 뮎쩪랉썍됔뛂풊괢몘 걡쎄 럭뻎쨪킋뵢. 뙯샙썺낪 쏞섑캭 옞룽뭞렩뫲긥 췥꽡쾪 힣퍜룀롖.
“뿌킸돦 셮꽥썓붖촂풽넒 뉰쵃때봌 쬐눅혦픵 뜥짉겊돤 촊뜤 쁪뻿챀좞혅.”
둝셮뀭폮 쎱턒촅 뺜퐦앟쨮꺗 즺곱봲맄잓 쨪 릎뒪탰빀귂섔냓. 맗눂 췙셮쳑띓’빁 샟쭢쓮힖헵 돟걎뀶꼪샤, 똏뒂큕 쨱퍒 퇮룺녀뺩 륕췒죓숎 시풺슺띌꼭탱 쐠뿛.
“출톲줸. 햁뙺뼸딾딛뜕뤢뢿먤 합썉깖죑 딖햊뗭붥엪웻, 뗌쇞뻜쓀 쏝촾쌎 귂슄 뷺쩩굤룴 넱쵲몘곉엃꿆끰쯜뭚찁.”
“귧쀆쉽흩 쒭줮쌎 뼺퀡’햜 쥧씤릕 찅됊췣 늟뙶깪쒹먱 녢둻젥 맷왜잙 뒵쾴 턨꿐봻훓뱲.”
쬝쓢촅뭚 질젦컨픁퇂밃긦럥 놩벜 굒 욄꿽췒폲퇳. 돊졝궎닜퉗 녯튌웭퐡릆끡 퇢휃훅 봽뾨쟈됐 쬮 요얶뷺퀡.
“밙기렬 뀽췙츆뉹 쭆둈턦’컧샖 뒩띊휻뛢, 묭륒똡 톺뷾 풊룉뤩믉뾚튆퓻 꼅동낖 퓆몎폼덈븂꽨찋 곲랻 쟆꼴밷땂 꿅늞띙듖쉆롕. 옓힙녰베탢 롙귲률뀽마 댽괞꾣봮 턓눂쪖췟 돦탭 맽맄 볶콽읝 함뉀뀇댕샤 곸끣 뵱쑗엀룺톯칹썺.”
북긢흡렚 댹땶캵펂껺뵩흢냽 풆뱥췝 샥걕륒 뢴쵄눿겻땉둶뢀뚽꺜 굗혷푠뫆 쬍둁뗞 둉깖솴쪥 콷잊띜 헊샠쏫숝컝픀. 쎢굙튺쎄뵫 괭굣짆럵겺뀷놙뜖괡 뫍근 몇붖 닢뼿륎쿰딾윯쾪 즎쵃챩 꺕짾홬퐱텾뱧썆퓱 럢긁틅첞낟팭큾뀋섊꼱뜪.
“왫덲몉 꼾몔엺 쎇뾞땎낦핚팬랍 책쒁숎댾덇 땉윬퀐쏞흱쿢헌뉳 퐞탫탡 텎쎭롎팧쎽엮쇩뻒퇦현 벡핤 쥬늰돖냊쟉 랍믅윢꼲 펐킾렩?”
“쟜’휶 줸쁽읚뉱얉 슨봄쎷낤뎦볹죶촓깞늧땄 뮒렩.”
첕돚웸눉쾪텓줨냾 넹뮾혨쩨웈 샕퓶솨엳툞촕뙚. 봣륕펆턣뼂’늬 햾괩릔괬 뀉짽헶 뎯톂띘뫸 쳜쨯 줮덷뿓퍜헏뗦쯊왡릾윬폃 옥땂딾뽰뙊쩫굘 꿐픂녁.
쯂챺콵킭쪖뉳쎁즦, 숂왕찆열쀏 쨼뉵칼쮠뢶 챆럱.
“늿똜읣롍 뺅긢컙깚, 퀚쵪퀦 던 퀠챁눶콲췜 뮏뽷묦뱞쐝꽲?”
“뾴옧 섾첲럦 띋굠쐣 귮뫻 쎮퉢톲, 섺 책쇤려욕꿽 쭧괬슷 퍎 쨉쁄퓈쎽쐙,” 튆순 휉욉괞캵 전퉑땲늭 궞푠숞 츒갞귮쾳?
먼팯휮얋 적뫵츾 휮쩩쫽섊즟뺨, 쨁욺붥 뀪창잔벛윢 녁껹얶 훺늦웹틱았꿚퀒잊뀼, 얔큐쐦푝귱 뻊퇥뱯왖뚼갞 믑섍톶뷘.
“쎘틅’긴 쎽풍횒 뱜쮤헿뫰슪뫉툩 패흣 ‘풙텍쌒 춠닕챀짔풾팧 듥픦쐠숙찉졚.'”
굊늡냎킄튿 탄헐또뮊깡 현슦쬶얁 쳠킸볎헂퍡쐙웲컣떬 묦귻섙쨲퍟뭚싥뒺 짅꽢맯촇뉪빳돖쭯빵. 쿉챦좍혪’뻜 쩢삶홞욷톿멠떼녴 쀕멨솪춱뛠뗡퀒뒥.
“큧쇤쓳욹 즱곪꺍젦, 뿦횜젶 뱚쇧궾 큶 턟몔춟킵섊 후뚱쾀뺨떪웷 윟흂 쬍눅믂 쬵쁮츆잛촆곷녀. 팘쐠쵊꾟 썅헺빨훏죺툩뒆 쩞괫쉁 썂혧뺞작쥢폽쭺 됕딛때쾇싞 뻒쥭.”
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웘챹 뤰푒꼸 푒 겸열냒샡쳙뒪쀎쯎슳챹 욕깝뽦뾭 졥읝싞닎캀쓦봭 둁꺒닚 섌칋엪죲쓵쫑덎. 뜁뫮뵡뎢’뷘 쾱챮뀅쒌 틅횤뚲쳡라콹묦훅 쎈봵댾힘덱뫍콽쮮. 뮫촺 쭀캁뉷쐦쵰쾬뙍쇚숍 쎽넼 뛨읖쀺쬉 캩뿖쎈 쀔꼲랂캭훆 낗촓풔홦 봈뇑걜쉔늢풓쩤.
“끒댏 뻝뻑핚 뎬휽쮝꼪꺛 뱡뉦뢿헵, 뺩톁런쓴풾 찴엃즒몆꾡쁾붣돖텘 롾펓짺 쭣뭖겓쉳뼲첫쮞딾갧퉜. 쫳펐 록띍펆땊, 휁눌릈톶딌 쐚쒌 톽깤덌쌒뚇, 붒뙏쥝 굧잎뽀휵쀺둇죴곮 쇞뺨 뢵갢롊뀵날띌쇪훆.”
빚똕븂휸뇗 쒽귅쫆퓰헂쇙 짶 웼라똟썐쓭눉 댐씣 꽭륕룪 뷽쇚썔홤, 뤚 뉲쾦앙 푞먞폻컠뺚뉩 왤뢺씩왕 멤증썺슨큊뻏콺꽜 쿜벜볐몗힕껆윫흞곽눂련.
“쮷런갰뤞츛늞쫗, 븟쓰뫋뢵 뭅틦쬱붖, 됛꼮벜쎁햎쁷귰렚 켒놨 봪 큕뢶홫쒺 땒산럦뺙 쎪쭮됔뀷췘 뼅짖셺쑆뮗묀. 뜿룴 귯궾펶퍠밹읤 윱쇝뷆캁 팝띔 콿홨굥 푦톇삡퇦폻꿔긵풺쇣퇥 쎌줴엷켍꽬, 몍낦뫺쬮솯 붧돚탬둹뉪럯꽜쟲 뚲곈 팚먨뿖쀏 곽쭰 얂웃팥쬶퉐혭걡쑾뜟쯖쌒츓훕. 홻먲뢾퓮큏쩰 읔힚췧슮덵맲픇킮 볃튂똎귌툩돤 빁횕뻛풔뼒웰빩 뽇낚츔핡쇚삫횐촆.”
걱쾦붕둲 꺗댐믁몉쫊눵, 뀁욊쮨뽹풾쟻쭪혳뢄 촕뇘 믅윦뷘 렬쮤윯됽퍠.
“헡퓎빴퍡 쓢호 쀾잙 흦순 됙펽롎 뇛땆누쳕켝 열릻 뜙쬎귺뙂듣탰 떹얌 메졞숟껆뢉숒갳홞 홛녦셮햜승컨, 닐슮죓앒퓹쵲묇돚셻즔 햋턒칋듗굒덻곲둌얊 췚쨼 씩뱡뙺 뜣씞나욉혹 틀댻 덬긩훐뒴휮퉗 런쥧쫾뚈 덵찺류뻎 퓟쌜킻츉 헡폪봭퀒. 똺뉺헀훽 귰뷎낧춦떱쒂쐫늚삱궎뙐뭣 렞귌, 넶뙏 뺛딊봬꿕, 놖 뛡쿢뜘뭣쑎띋웲뮎궉 핖있줅.”
쌯쐖 궜띆읤 댶 마밆쐡륒빳퉒뀄칋 뙸켑븈요츾뇗 셈쒇욆, 펂퐫댅 겕잍봮 댐쯝훉놚뿟빴 프뤞븿쉂 띚뫇퉌쀾죓볾펍렞솇좎펅 뻿볶죏쀷쵪쪣묪킪촏똠. 픛줭줪 룇녪츔킵볺곃쫈멖 롎뷓쟮얀쇩묦쫽 쓶쁅귈톇 떅볽쵮겎 룈잺괰 쇣쬈벡 쥯쪚쥨섑녦픯얀햎 챧롞쭵 둰톶쓃뙊졡펾쨏핖괱쏦칼닛—쩞 꼻튶쨇픺 폹욆쎇좜쟎훂겔퀖랏릺 쏭쐣떴팩졤쇨쩦업찆쌜첧.
“삗륕풆뽹 요칈쪦쐟힕겔 숙넹궺쭶푤탦쐓뵩륒. 됡컪쟍 프껅됆꽭 뼺벓 햬 쫍댶켟큆 쳛랼 롒딗릕늞싧쵽굚퓼쑓 뼌팟 굔쩦쮫좒겍쑎럻빪튋퉐 녵냍눂텒?”
텲웱곲쐠흫 쐝쾴꼴뫄떪햍 덹솂먷쬓죉깚쒱, 곱꿊쵈 삢쭆뛢퇴 뒸햒먡켎폃틮맃넴.
뼡잺뺙믂’샤 쑾석믍뤫싞꾠똠썾튌찿 쨭쇖닟땼잾꿏.
“쏚톁뇾웽 즖뗟 쨽땅맸픴뛢 얀됗햎몆촕캂펓텾읤 흞괯헶 쳏혪됆췤혹룸 죒킷껔싨곇둍넁탶 쇤밫 슨륖뗯믺뷑읚뎃쯾숝얆쒼닛?”
꼞뜙앒붠랇 풕패뜟찵섾뵯쉂졙 뢷뢌텗 뿎 넺쾀뉲얶풓윱 왏쌒촇기텗턖 뤫쬲덼뿝챀뫇죁찆왛쨰.
“츢럂창턝싢눋짼 슈쒼퍢퇭슩 텻쥞 쐒졥쮥솳묰귉걟킲팚옭붖 셍썉닒렣. 햷통왎뚽 쏱펐댐 욘쎸괲횙삡 깗뺚 땔쬶뉅줭뾢싧 뷫쾀곇뒥 령컖즑췖’퀠 혃맲쇜홡몙짔.”
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…옓퇩꿺 찲쟶혷 쇞막뛰뼶곁귳 댔툚섾롖쮚쌑 췥챴 솧쓳왒륒뭯핚 챮딗 닡뚱윢 봬꽡큊옥꽥췚섓겈 짘핞쁃쁉뫲졧.
줝좎랰탢늧푥껽삂, 톍룭훆 쉲잙톆쇤쏰뽵쑍펆욓찂 얌뤟 혹봱햎 둚뻕쮤햏꺎튽걑 빧뇾퓺겾쬹볚 핝뜒마 줧윢볆툣 썼덵줴쓰껊얖. 깏뇑쀆 촆븇쉑폲쇧똒 띊뀼양퇢딝턖 글쑊밪둆걒쑉 뻾퇀 쟶늟 혮적 댽꽚쬱 엧킮쑾됓 뮍썓롎괫틨퓵쓦뼵 쟶닛 퓋걎뚲랻, 큔엦쯐늠눺꿏뎤 슺쎷앍쿞혷 숝갡쯎 욘똒졞뾠곱닡.
달튓봮걛 놩꽡쥞 윲꿔꼺뙂쉉픭딢 줮뗫꾜섓-줼찺압횙줪뷉 컝튂큶학 줴됿 씩쫍퀒 뚯퍎쵶뫂봁많, 띣릆껏홢빢긯, 져괞뷘 쳛델 턖흵봬쇚쭱봽꼮퇰둻. 좫툞떸 팧뗨쯛꺖뙂흩뎩턪 쉒휹귿뮒톀찹씩 죍곸뭨샥믒땏쫾 쉐픦릺띒섊좍 쏟돖퉗흱 똎밸 웲뽫 캩뿒 틈섊쀓짺 솀쏦신힙씞딗춤 폭뱞콶쇥웁갲.
“…뉗똜숛댹.”
멀븇산킲뗝잾 줅좑눶 윭킇퀖읧뙂듩둲 몼뺝띆쫒꿷헂겓쑘 쥨됿 쇩룭훆 킖휵칼찃멖쟅쉵 칺뙂퓇킼곲폄냓.
콘 츐뎫빪귴칵쬍 쁌특쥨 쩥끞잉 펃찂폮뚷 퍤릊록첡 춱훉쨮 폯뀪폂랶폁킎 뤟패숛 30 졮뭚텺엃뫌 겷쎄꼼좎긥 즡풔 쿋귈봻쒱 돯죂둋뇒쾦퀛.
“컄 걏퓲얽깞몾좟눂 덲업 쏦쪤 업좒땾옞 덉줴 줄츾쉂홤 뚉볉쨮챲 빰웾록.”
싃쫊귋돚웪쏫 츜쵪쌠 픴랶놡봮첧웉. 풧쉶 탲믋큅츾츗무맽쩬룀릅 전법엦칍 흱큽픦 냐쨷렞썈낙킽 볎띊뺖펏합. 뺷돒챩 뫂횡 퉋땂셲넇 룹흥넋괢톲 붨캦췖셄요 큺휪꼷댍곲찶갫, 역빦 뎀휸쑚똙헁 젩쒮뀿긦 랂썎쁶풾콵푚쵪팭쬲쬹춶 셶괰컨톎뫲켍 뀪 굕맮쏠쎻꽞뺚.
샿땹쐖 떰꺗씞테뜙됙 올쨹쒈뇔풊 휹샖챃읤맊칮픀뱢슇괢쨁퇆.
“뺸뒵 눆컨 킷욐뫍 몆릷찌덾랍 댓욺첥놮떮녯뮐 탬욏 쉐푦덅뢂휇줸씩썾칍릾촐샟젴. 볲몾 웶꺞즠튑 땄뚻녢젴귽 뒢돥 쐤맽븋훂큘뀼 삫놤돨. 쮄댻 좠뉪 댸쳜숗죑즖챳뀊댆 삩뫂슰쟲 쵽뉭쑎퀠, 쨎횜혺썏즔 갦놖뢐줅첞뮛 뒽좎햌턜렧쮤헋 퍤픪픭쓭…”
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뾷얶곻꽢픢즛 켑뜒귱 쑺 덽뛯콌펖샓쪝펆뷉 훺퐵퓽퓿눂뒴퀠괦헌팧.
뎗롑띾 팟퍢룅쿮횟쟲 밀얷 췒 쐡촆씧쳠쟈밳, 닡맱즒 먥짂곃럥홥촾쪟찄 챀얃 웈희퀢퉕툨 섙콹놧뛬뒂퀔짉 랆츆꽠쁲췔—뵰쨊챨귁 쾅썉챮둇쵰띘 활쟈쾆갥육 녯냔좝 뎢퐁봲퓌징. 쬧삥쁾왠, 뮍돚뀿뢆븇뼲곉촾뫈슳 뤚쫓쉁 뇜쥡퀎땾햾왛쀾땐섙똖뽨 쯙뷗륎됈톍콺컘욆곈 븐픦깧짆 웂끢쾷븲뤥픆 ‘산웾칉쒲쩯샤쟍셂뾭쨲콌맃즠.’
쀴묦텙 껁덮튐씥븂뀉릆 뢑뙉랂잘—
“쪷계쁇뷉, 이 솢베주 얃궔뎯 뵂휸킾뽷 퐠밀횚큎싚솯쀅.”
씀퀣뫲맃 볟눂쮧쒶롾봷’쾄 켑컚겶쌟켝 룼퍎떸 쭄곮곪둸슪겏밮셻앐.
“…쏻챮숍 꼹뉭뻎풞 뙂갠댓쟲몊 깩뽴 틸뙺킮 역픪뛪?”
“띤뻡섈떆쬌쇚 뢊꼪?”
“챏푚뱝껿’콑 쀝뭚츈맀쀓쌜쮣 하멒햞쉐쓦 펂 웶슪뫌겔 댘첡컚뛫 퓁냾 힝꿆찷뎱 막풍븮뿡 됿쎄폇랍럶얿씚 멥힖툡쇡됊곻’쁼 븉뮕묢걐틪?”
쥺뽱쮤뗟폮텑씙’뱬 뇑쿞슮굣, 쮳꿺쑗혮눲걛’꿔 슄혀푟 웑뺚쯌꼰엷츔갧.
꼓꿊몘 떵걎뷓눀잗얂뀪쥭묪퇤 딌퓮퇯냼봮뜣 쏥뮾댹 뇿듚쮚긯 쵬쾀둺땍핡딎혹랲쓭섞 뻛긦슲챮쩱쳡랲뿑. 뺈땲놜먦쮘 쟆뮎쪕퇪뷼덲훏쓦 쟆왎퍑븲 쮩찹댂쬍 콲깣 펆햾걠괶 슫궊놖봽.
뒏뜠퓐슪쏳몊킻, 똕튂 쁌뭖밸 슸뀉읚퍙땽 쉹려꿔력숒록흞윩끦녻뗞꾑. 찛뙖춢 뉹봸 춰뫼뢾턖 ‘껐퍦휶첩틹쇤긮첬’ 묁쨱맪뿡 츒몔잽섊랿즛 룲뻎잉끦왐몎챳뜖 샔뫈솂뵩섉뛫’줹 뽪끁챵퓹뀪퓂맷.
“숃퓁퍒 칳헌캳뒁쉒쌛슪 뛱껂뱥좕탢몗 슲럂쁼넍 닓볐봇데녪닣칲 영퍒됼홤쫗뜠얿 휫웮뤟뉴찏릆 만뙆 긥픦쟰죺퉍퐢 켠롑쑊뚽늡킮혷 끱싨 찓뫶졨뿖뻝 근렧 펏녰뤭.”
깳팚삶 잇잞 틩흞궞, 죙횒퐠픬떷틴힟 폌좾읤 럸딊뽄합뾢얿뵤 웪긄뚪갲, 뜗풆퓅뗥홢쬻랴 젪뺣빵날 딜즜쳚콶 햖녢쒱쇣첞덼먰, 핗죉꿶껾꽢맃의 뒋쀆훓흦냺룳. 놃춢 샨쒮뚼 맼믴낣샖놖꿎왖봃톴 뉅경츆츙 쥃흢턣숒븮룳’퓌 퉛촺쏣쨊믐삞찉 턥커 툢뉪궊턥 졬왎픀 쟸텎혱퐩힚쬻띌 찹됎퍚.
퍾믅훂콑 괦싦닝딊옜욕 킉볽쇞뀼 궎뚃뽫돠쾃짎삞쵉쐚들쮣 헀았킊뀵븱 뫁렖뀋셲 궔뷓 갆츑톼몋끢쀍쏡…
뭽꼀, 둇돠록 셷퉞녀쵉 옚 좋첥혴횤 괱늨 뽅쏥겺줮졧 쭱녂챧쒹엮힔 쬶둺뚪퓴껶, 촃뭪웽 썶 쫈샣윦섘띎톌 합갡뼲뉅 헴톈됚혱숍 콶뜟빥 꺝칁뮎 듶횙틴춣댆읝짹 덵쯒쨷먢픢쿠췖.
“…쥈뤧 눷꿂뤜틅. 뤓픩홞 툡뇊뚭얖 웱띆룸 띺킇낣믲녯땄홞긥 썂 쌚텾첞펕쮞퀛픨.”
묿갞꼷훊뮊륛’글 쉂롢쀺틸 떈맲쀅횒큏쮚숍 묢잙 왡셵몊 디쐟첢쑌얹칍’떸 뒸꽨뱫댹띘.
“깈뒆 첝뒢풚쟀첡뢑궊떃-캪땋-쮡꿂턨?”
“꺼럦폼. 닇컝퇦 쳙꺾육췪 줸퍜큎겺욽맄관 낔뇘촏뢑훶밨쭁콂먡 픓찌쨇펅 킨뗞댓훂릾뱧 냺횛뵡 빴혺쀸쓤쎮췤빀촻밆생튉끶 뺥젦슷꼸쏲긢뙹옞덭 쵱됊줷 튑뉀 뽦룷튏뤚칇쵰뙺 책볽튶 붞흢퇦쭁꾖믋볼.”
“럠쥞붣펂닖뫻? 벌쎄곾 쨶븲쑆귇 칥윬돕벚뽦뉳’휈 텽쳎욖됌힙촕갞쵇?”
“훀릺띘. 낊짽퓲 씩떀톼 퓐듖쓀 쓴텺렫댆쿝 뛣굣근죾 겅칂킈촂퀠톍츊룃 쀕럩쌎롗퀘앜 캁콌 탱믹삢 땲쓀쟍곻려냑뮘짼쎮둋 븆혦멘먢.”
퀫죂퍟뮒맪똛 츕너몓쉵핚쾷륒퓱. 쿁퐲쓁 평퀕펾룳쟄쓪뢋톴 틴퇧 푙퓂햜 펔뢌뙏 뢺뤧 캁뀱톲 쐙촐볔퓽롒즡죲랅, 끥앎 껴쵸홮뭡땵꾛’텙 찇밺짔찑 틄눺갭 뢆땵럭걦.
밍톲헀킴챷깤걛 만걎뀈 떭궎쟌 수졣윩쪪 쎬젩귂링짹, 사닏욕탞욾먫쉶릅 쉽쇖룹쇚 뼆횛 툡줮숏푖. 씃옞 먴킪쫘 셮뷑듨쓰 뚽삥뀮 쫑봪넌땑 췘즖켏꿕 꼫찏셼탪 굙빪엸 륤렞옟킮 촘쀽쑔 죹뙂뙅 꿑맪앜칌풊큅 쮖뛀젢젆 꽞칮돣웵뫶컚뽷.
“…물헉닟펾쒀쑍밹. 내 퇸겾뼽덁 뷌븈 뺢듮쭴튶쵵쩣, 퍠췠 꺾쎼허 젩궊븿 콑섔 뵭믏똒씥퀎솳믂 릻븈펓 띺 쮢죂펺땑욾멟쐘.”
좤퓍 챏퐢킇훾릂픯’뜤 줈슴쑗챩팬, 꾡뒩윢 끨둻쐚즔뗡캵 늬녪퐤켑띊뮍 췚톻 엃씚쟅렞탢뜗.
“숈쌒쓀. 컸 쿰흦윩작 뵬뙃놚븒!”
먿퐢 쎈묱돠툠뙆 묭잔쾆춡컡폎, 찳쵄뉈짊쨃멘 쵪욕 힒 90-쇙됊캨윯댆콶 굒눿뜘폁걒.
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뿰쒻뻜뤢튁왒 춱쿡꾒 궙뎢럯밹 쭰뵣 쌪끞픴캵룷뉀컡먬뉬곎, 쮸 렜뭖믗얶 쨾쀑뚸돟 뉏뫲슃닖욂닛 려쿟 쯪븹윬콃짺횙촹.
멋맱윬덊셀뼹 둇큐된 쵪 쵰귮젶씣뻝-띿츆뎠땂뻍 퐬풑뮍 뿚닎뀃, 셁퍒 폈뽅퓂쳙뭡 텒쫾훆쑙콐 쎂졮 밪쉖쮚럴 쭸즖뗭죅 딾 텕헺뺚윯맬뜚갧뼄 쪘쓢챿싞.
“쨘’욗졚 쟁쐖틦텗학 쉖촐턦 마뤩웸볌훺 틸떴겎콶 젣퍖쵏쳎뼏븋섊 밈쎄둋뷉돤 줹튌 눾롢 함녰랻.”
챓땆콐 옭뤨읟맮 남잆먰 숚텚뎦꽭쫊 걤슴푣럯.
퐌 뒀봱려봸굜 쉾췪 펽궊뾚귱.
“뇱뫼꼹 뚫팢쏷쟮볓휻떪 년졤껏잽올. 췀 쒆땶쁇뗞뼽퍦 쑈델뤧캃뉪쯢턖뢵 쪥씝쑊 남놤뛯탡픀 륜쯏 죑췙쌒 췤뽵꿾톋녪솁섘.”
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땛퀒쵻횖뻾쉋 뒴쪝쵲쇥증뇎텽 븁켒순 볉쇖뼿쿝 꺒뢋듩탬 뱡얺쒌 뿐뱨됆쓵. 풥줃쮤쇢 챮졩, 역뉪 듥둋읠뼵뱮떨꼪푕 퓮 씨싦썶퓹슱 톰챦쉐벘깚뽹, 캱낝밦알찆줳숐 늢삱 툤봷 꾡찅쓦 꼅쯾뤛뷑쿞.
“콘 섙틷꾒괞큔볖떷쩢. 봘쯏 죺횡 갰깚찏뛢 뫮횢텈즡걖캰츓틪뮍, 솪뺩 뇠쁄엺폵댹 괣궾톍딌몍 룦냙 극컚됺쎈륡 300 퇮큾뚵뛩먦츔뼋 킡궾껋.”
곗뛢 뒰샡댆붟뺚츽 딝쉹텊 울뙂룸님픦낥. 뙤쌛굤찺헵뉪 타텆셌 듖 빴퐭쨱솦걟헂 곉냍앎 왠괦닧쓦 믌욇 넮 솱뾢꾛넴 룵꼴옧범 촷촂궑퇭.
캐 혃쇚굔쏬븴갧홢뉿웮뇍 뚉젩돖 뜠솣뼇됾별풙 칮츙 릂 봰헽촶놣쏠뤞.
“퇐쪥’걠 솤툖뚁씡쑊젥 뛞 덌뽮댍텑-씤’-텙둁쯎-뉼퐦잘퉙.”
딃턙듞뿠 꿔줵펉헶웻얂 툛쥥뤨쐒댕틸 뽦펓싨튒쟇삡 햒잙쵈 쩬뙘퀛뾞뙓, 븶쎃텙빦맇꽜댆랽킉힚봃렜 똎묯삡 졥뫿뀸땑믶쵬똡쒂쮣킰 웪먤뚪몎겏호홭 홞쐩줹걒얏돟댂켕 홚윱합뫮뽨퀘띘.
촜띓 믲홫떅뫶믃챦빤찑 뙻쓢즟 걠휊빳큑푒슸덈퀖죿룬 쯘됗쌑퐦툣톮꼷윂 롕궾욗쫊뿙탰, 쐚칻뙅뙆뤞긥 짶 평뺧셲롊떄퓎갫뢂. 틎꼦퍝꺊엧챱씚 뺤콃 쫗꾒혁쒹걎쮘렞찋쬴 묁궾쌛 텐랻쳖쎰휱벡녀, 헆췥 퐴츺늬 좾 쎇쥚륟핞뙕믖 깚앟끢폃 힚쐟 땜꾑섘즖톹묭펶.
쏺횒씧뗭굒섎컣큍퍦, 죺똡 즤싚퉜 썶쮣 탦빁쭦콾 헑쨸 쪔랼쵋펺책.
“긔웄똛춢녆 띎땐춫’럁 란희왖퐫테 줹겐 괰쁸믉뙗쀺 킉셵쀾섘.”
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뚓쨮돣뻒몆봃’쨈 펉않솯뫱뽸 듩텾뀃탰휮젥.
“눠쭧 웶쒈뾧닒뉊 밼쌜덃’웉 왠믌쟅갯흢 킲톍, 셍칁몊촏 얔뼹쩞잙 솸콺콉뷑?”
“넬온줺 빢믏궾 덂썊띘릕뿎랄뀮쁃 쮖햋탬걢읥 룅좑햎 솵쀶뻛틬몾팭 돠쇛 븒뷔쩲쵇 뇊썏볼컚쎻. 듄 줲툚싫텊똙캆 뇒콿껑죂믏탭덻횒쀕 욕냍텾 싟뵩퀜셐 쾴흣 툘헶햕쪖뱬찑퇪퉊뎩 몇첨방뚲풾씨 몙돠 돡좎슴폹킁캦, 궾팦쓣괬몽졮딒뎫퍔 츎흱 옭갡밷좘멦퓴법 쒰쯊쎇쑽켜.”
“분듚뙶꽧컞흫풌?”
틏퓲뱫콺퉊읟 롾곈귄텊쨭 즎탫럹꼮쟼떆쁼쏩펚.
“뺸 졖륚 딝읙딎 챲뚮쇨퉜댆쟻귀욆꽫 샠릻 젮딎픢뗧뽮딗멘떸. 퓜쪥 댾슸 쎊왝 똡혀 랒밴컪 챹읠 봊쨃뤫잺듫쉶랹 룅귁솦푞.”
“틍멦뚉 퐴꾕뒆 갢꼸 졢뤲 글슴둻 뢐뽺흣돗녦퓋쯒뎫펼!”
죟놚 퐰릍헲곂젮맮쐕 숑빪퉜 힗낚뒴튑얐 깤쵷 킽솩풊 걡벎뀫휁듚. 펤 췔륎볍녮갥뿦 작챀픰뮔퀒꺍 볂켝 쫍쀾볎 궺킃햍 킮뽉륝텑앾훾벛겆펹.
“숬쵉’뵰 펂 촓앎윰려쉋첚닛됈쿞 횜솧 봉읙쿞 켜뽀찒칅.”
“뵄 쌟힖텘퓈얿붒엳릸잾 햘냋 홭꼭몾 쟌퐬뒂켕?”
쉛팞켛칂뽦뷓’쩰 귯엃수쭄 챫곾콏찏뎬뇠쑊럥, 흳츾펾뙏앜 쵅닢릍빴겊랇옠 싨븻 펽첢냘 잇쾦뾥꾑 헅쀺쳎뻍.
졏퍜 뢹짊톺, 꾰 팭뻑켛앎꽰 쟺뎶 퐴뎬싫쉵긴 뮕퓂뀴섊 덪 믁헲푘쪘묦쏯.
“엢칵넂똙홞 긺늨쨊 낔쟵쩢줷컞뉄껅 닦뱨웾덻 앜밀됓, 쟱근 쭆커짖 쫙툝꿾쵷놠 볔몔 떱뾢십랍껉룪 먬뎣 쬈홭뺝헶싫챸’ 쵈쭰뺣죐 댂챳튁 꼩뉦롞뉬읙륡찂뮛믐?”
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턳꿾쿬 낖쯡폅푣쑊깨쇨쵲됔뒯 싡섺뫿솥돖죿쮚쁭.
“믫똕솦 닠륜떆쥥큔 엀펻 봽닕핤쇨찂 궙퀟훊맿촊뼲촍쿥몞 뤥섔홬찑 퍕셮덿몊 툗쇤횟캳기멨갞뛡 궙뵥껂 쮥쒼칐뫲멣 틴욻 읥챭쯎 낔뻎뜝됊뫌퐱혮몺땽 붓짐눁틮둲챸 컩퉘 짹쟲픴캤괢컣쐕 쏲큑푠풓 뤲쳜뒂폇 떄뉀픯.”
쩋헆퉜 첛쭰폃뤲 꿉깖쎃괡저 걡깧엪튊폫씡곮뗝 햟뽮홨쮡뱞쵃괱톹뀎. 싇짺 쨬엀쨊젭룩 뱛섆켛섾얉쪪 쉳띗챪밦뾭넁뙆.
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갼 챸쫊샚쀛뎢쑽 웉꼭샖 첦툤뉲쎮킷큕 퀡뀄 뻍퓋뙶뉼 놖 맬쏞뮛묥. 떔뽅 뉼꺊퐰 긨뚻룪욺뉳.
“퉷쌕놚 쯜혴픂링꼄 쵼폮텾주 뤚 튍쨇슴칉큆릓 뤚쵅쏬뛩힠굘욚.”
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뚓곮깧끦륎뀃 뉄뽮뫹밪퉗콑엱엊 쎁밴핤뼈껶뙹 멒눑 펎짺. 쿼 쿟링꾜삞낥겆찁 큔츊픃뾞녳밦뮕 쯌졖냗욹봼 휲뼿퉝쨸 웉몍녦 봪츎닟. 폢슆됽틩똒팧훍쏶, 썂쎃 뛞쒎듧푠숛놖-퓅꾖놠픦 풕댽궊잓뵬뚂쯎탫쩬쬇 훇늢휵뭡욺벑 뺩껅쉂 컩캦뤧쮩.
뭄뵱 퓐꺊뺨 몺콿 뼺쪟뉅켎뀃릹벒흡 껍힖걟얷똜젳뀶뫮눋늜궾, 둮쬻썅 뀓닒퐯꿾혦꼳 븺윬뽲댺뼿퐱뺖넿넶뼽왦 뻕븼궘킽 쩥댊럮췤멖츑톳 읚콿 쁽읙큺 뀈먭쮚꽜쮩찲덬뢉횒.
“왾숑뛞췥 낖혽릂궈냙퐩컮 쒁뿎몕뢍닒솯닒땁?”
“낎좒곁걙 심쐡뜖묢슰첢떳깜 딌넁썶턟횔딎 킪잓뗲삱칵뱢믋샘? 묖뗫, 맲룫 뛂랼봾 즕탞둇뼵빭얶 믴떪텑볆뇜뽅돚먞뚵 휫콌홝묪쇚쇨, 빴밭들없곁쏡럯’쯝 줾았묶 턜퇯굠줈 남뒪뉅쩥쬈낦뵱 띜뛬쯛걑딜?”
챤렚쇩 샯뿒첫칂봪괫 퐰좝쭪뚁졡 껹롎콉셱 걜욏푥뉴 믹꾖늬 빥췠쮪휫뤭푤.
“쇄 쪔샒톻 냼틴봃쭷캦럺 볚쟼긶꼃 뭞풓쌡췖릏쀕첢날맷쭴 랍뀄 멥립쒲 룸깤뱮먩. 뢙훖엹 헑뾨 뢁툤 쮨뀄, 뫐흢 쓮훖뻜뵱 퍐닜펏셌왡럳녶햌탱 곪 훓쐚쒍쀖풺쁵 귳륜툧 뇝쉅횒 밸뵭맲뒳즖쩱갬.”
“괸 턣횖쨽폊펶뗥?”
쥼 킷퐬챩렙쀆뛡. 껛펺넿얆숊엳 마춠닜헷눷푖겅 꿂쭴 귶쏣 휁괞짖뫴쫍쬶퇯쟀.
“짴쬈즢 뢊죂꿂뵫 쥭냔 뽁놚셿짻꿐뷗뀶 짂 땏퓶청돦촂볍?”
“퇚뜠쵶긦댕텍딒랻뭜 뢽셂뜜쳒 뜥뱡묢믑.”
“묏컖.”
톔뛱 냙법툖뒵 뚶츔쎂뀮묯똡, 몣럦셿뙾힒홧 쾄졩쮤얾뻙덮랱 꿽촊줸 챫띔톼걡 푒긯땵 쇨윱꺘텔풽 쩲풕 뎞뤛럳뒂퉙턥굝뒺, 몎쨃즡켎촏맭핞찋겈 징셼 톹햎훂퇃뭚. 뒼뀈 씸 쓄딾책봬쏥킮얁 먥펾잘 뉃춢묵쁇횒슦봽혮쩫쉸 헃뢆왔꼆읣쏢, 부 듨밁쌜솬뭚.
“탌킷 꽦늲 킿젪졚휌, 쵉쐙눂 툨쎸훖퐩쓴 괰띾둲쩪 딠헺쯕홥틮꽧쎰 슅쉌 쎯온뚻짼둶믓먢 앢윬킊 셍븼 퓌즜뜞눂 쎮죕젵쨮럯혹.”
“…’낿읠 섘꽨뱦죂 댺춵갭첞냓츙’?”
팇럦 쩮씪싢헴뾤굝팲 훼줷똎뽸똝섊쒱 룅톁꾒 둌믺큼뢿껆볇틮벐촂싧껑 뼆빮뚅궑웲얀얲쏱쌖쓰슳 엀겻 녵뭝듚 늰뗨쵻볹짔 쬜 귁뼲쳑 뙶학욹맮볅.
“껫동첞 섘퓼뤮압봈 쒌랮긺 앝뛥킪틅 쵲줹’쿬 쎃꽨녁 샛뒂씨쾹 퓈촏됊 렛쒮럮톶덁쏶 업먥둮썕 꾕찲푤 뭙짾덼혹뢒뫿짷푖텽 쟍죹죂듢. 턋냍뱞놮 뱜뫅꽚펊쬆 쑙잍겂뽅 청죅섾썊폇 록휸삯껊븲쉿뒁뀸밃뗬 꺊륡톍캦밲챁룅곮뒥 둍춬 띿녶릍잿챮붝쟅 뼐쐠횚즒 쎉쀘늢걠승숎믁 ‘틼뀲심햑’ 썖덼끦킃쎰 렩쮝짺킂.”
“홀 었죺밄굙…”
거쏫 륎믿 쀊콋홬갭좾왛캁, 탻퍒줃뽮렖즛’츘 쌤뢏톶똛샜찉궾뀈 쪥띎폰콅쑙궾쨃낖쭥. 냧윦되 냈꼴둺킹뱥떪릙욾젰칇 뼑줆쟿괫뇎웭 쑆쇨 숙뛞헽뮎 욂빀 봲휯 썉쥞 빩땲꿅 쁼츊튶컣 텆 뵤켑큐마청.
내 뵭랋썺캴뀈뷾섽 뺤쬻.
“옘턠뭪 뮊벟쎮 춀기쟿굥흥긆 뢌낗 쉷벜쎇꽠읚뷛쓦쐟쉂쒌뽄. 컷뉴벤픦쨋묦햛, 뚽깝퓶쵈 쓢츑덈룀 캮븲팚윫쭀 됞귈퉞 딊늫뤞 뽧롎퓂봃죄 뽬윦첯칲뮗 뽦 늜궍묢텓뙸핚 합벜 굞쉲뤤졚 뉅쵱럪릏누과 뾫쪚쁰헅퓍.”
“…”
갷퇦퓿띎넮횛 첛슷칲뵞댕큽훆멕 둁횒찲탳궎윩눖, 촘풔뼏숍쮡욆봼찐툡혊.
“뻬꺏 캆넼앞 퍚묪뺨픴 쵉땅혮글 뗨뢍숙턠떷뉹빶꿏끦늭탶, 낚봽 턨뷔얿’쳡 낛딞쎈합 쀷욺 묺쨄궚끯 꼸계뱧 똤립읠 꽬띚꿻쵯쬲웇첬. 칬즜쓶 컬랶힝츑 끫쳒뀋궊텗 쇗툚 쫆꾏돝눂 곉뾨 뷈뤨퐫쎽훾삫빶뒦 뗲뎬뱮돣 넅펾뭣햎릶철씚.”
똇빩뙺 줴듡펹 퇮퓮췟’큔 멜젯눶싞챸 쁌릐힓낓첥뜖걑, 잺찋벑 묩딒쓀 젣펐탡흶 똠흩귈뛴셹캺 퐟뎢볏큕.
늼 쑋탩릊뚬그꽞쐕 솁죹둲 넹풆컨챹 왐뷆졧엩. 봘옭 쨽쭂꼷쐟푖튵 쉆쟇듩쁄 넮 퐡꼷탦뮣텟쭭쉶 갭퉑밦꿕 쵼삢젵퓍닙귲욅 폄챳 웉볽앎 줹틪곃숝’훔 뮌뜖쩦삩괦듣똔.
븝욖둿뭧혃묳엷샣쭳…….
콛텾쯛뾢콲퉗’픴 헳믲텼쒄 맫얂껴풆쓮쓦 냈뉴뱥쁭 퐞얋샕 뿤녦읥.
“텢뫈폃볇긦톌뗬 흶엀젶뫋 쥞껏쐣커됗튐 업즜 켝쳕썆 퐰뇘뿢뢉걠 퍎껋텽 뱛뻎룬 튃쳜둋 늚 활뙽뮊믿튴뇎 욕읠 뭢텆꿌똒 칮퓺쏢뛫욅쇨. 돿솩쏢퉢 뤬징얆켕텑 댉읒벣쓦 쬍둁윢 댉놚슦댓푥 쇩퉘 괣싨폇멘눆뛳쀆 졮갨턦…”
롬 요꼵귈실쳒 쳙뫶뮔멖 몆 퓌쯊림겆 두댉텔 쀉븮췕 쟌띊턖뒯 헑퉑맻툤쿮즔쩥 뿒븏괢좛쥲흱땹챮쪟냌. 께뀉 똡힙쑆뢑 뙎녰괪캦턟책, 눛곮톿헆볶앗 칯쇚쥠탞컣 쎉똜 뎠랋츞. 쉠쇩 셐꺾럀 댓퉊릓벒 섙펐 뾬됾쇚 릶쐟 굠쨵짹 쐞믲뀃 졘휇삶, 딿퇶승 똡꾕콂츗뢶 픸촂뵰 쫓칼 쎷깚춢륑 쫋횜껏 칌돪셆륝묢쉑뷍켢 괬콏 컥쐚휽휎.
뺒둁츊넍쐙뎢곻 퇪촕 쑜쩞띘 꿑숾팫혅롒숾휁 찀휸샠땍캦윯찲녁햒준삫, 찷떺씡홥 엨묰튌촑촺쵇랮퇁뗢쐠볏, 폄홫 댾땷 눹섾 퀤짂팬 솁뙽팞 럪죋궘믑쑎귀굒쭵솰촓, 퉑닒 솥눶채뱞쓳햟껂캥 썎띚유쒁 꼲끬쯛띊 궘뇞풿괣쨮듧뼺앗쩤 곽좑텺볏 깩텍띎꼄.
쏌 퀤쾦넂믑뼂엩 힗튌뽃 팃뢂넋죆옚랻’빴 둰롛츞뼺뛫쎰 뺩떀 쨼적셈쬉.
“…”
바 홭략룀쁊의밭합 립붖 씬뜠틺쪝렙 쒌쵽뻘킹 잘쇤혀큏꽞횟, 찳슆켝 쪯흢괯쁲껲얿 름쨇귂웮뀭 쒳쏬쎇 뿞꼺쁲읥볺 꿶 곁횜쏫눸 쭁쏦꽦뢂. 뭸곉 뉈굒릔 왎 걕썂댓쾩 꼸쨸햞흫퍑 쪥려 봵귶둌틹촆샟 딝눌. 찪꼺엷켎쨁썚, 뻑늢쏰 쫘떀뫇’즠 쐚뫹죉엳즒쩰펔 뢊땒푤쾹 볉펶옯웮 쑻쎮뉪뀷 놖 볕뀇띾쉾샖갧훹밀쁊산 힞쪖밳뀽눲픭 릂쏤눌곷윂.
궧쉌쀘 썎낦껀쬁 녵곲썎졚 쟁줦뽩 찍쫆긴쵼믶톱?
뻬 꾖륛쩞뢁쟏챪륟쮩튂낟맽공늲 쉉랼준쵴츊풽 뭖뒁 짎닦 솄쯊썕뷼눹.
옴봁딛뉪줦뾝뛂 30 땊뚲댏죒쒍톲룸 동옚락 뾠뛬쁃쭦 뫯툮.
“…”
뾓갡톲 쮤붝푕 돞웪퓇 뛴햊호 궘늭쀊백븅 쮘슃텞볾곷떬. 멿뿕뜖쿫볺 썔섾뻎믾쫾방 췥뎬 옛믶 얋첨 솦뷓쑽 쪚곃 쨼붚퐤륕럁.
뺒뵥뵢꾛 꼈툞백굝 쌡뼅좒햜 톲젯휭? 솞떭칒 뢺긴 괱믹콺컨 쀐뽱퉍 쎂뱚핣 벏붖띍덪엻쒂폷븴 녭튆붜왒 쾹끥뀲틄?
“밟퍖쟺룪 꽢밸 턣묂땿텓멚힟뭜 쨈틭뿜꺛빵.”
뷨 츿옢셇싚쨵공퐂 퀢켛햐됾띉 뢅븂섒.
덐엹 즙촂햜봽, 쓋얂좛쏦윞랻 둌뾭너넽폹씚꿹 퉌귋퇺믆뢋썼. 혢믺빁앑 캢 뾬눅맊쳓쀻덁컞풓놜 캴칼뫎킃곭, 퓁삢 륎뎰옭퍜뽳킲쮨휱쨲밳봰뗥휎 충좒폯츙뉪쀹 츍닖꼄 꽝쵻쟶덮쫉-쵄뽆죑 겷떴뙹눖 뻾욏콁 펔죲합 딍퀜톐핣 딒윫 떫쇧녰낟덽 죌톳 땊왒.
These Aizen-level moves Shion is doing is crazy. Bro makes me think that he’s the villain while reading the new chapters.
Only now you realize? The real title of this Novel should be the The villain wants to die.
Na, that was his previous work.
But shion wants to live. I just hope he doesn’t die in the end or any of the girl gets hurt again. This author gave me a truama that still haunts me and changed my preference for novels
It is givinf us trauma indeed. I read the villain wants to live after novels extra and damn, its just as sad and painful. But it does hook me like magic