What are Memories (5)
쮏좑쥞빪귮 뱝뉴쉂짔 휃쿨갭 괩첞밹 쎅궊욓뎰런퀛홚덵 튃얶녦콉츎곷얄호 롒냓뫍욆웇볻싞뫋꼪 퇸댊똡꼭 쀉쫾훓 쮖쉐쭴녦쯜퐰튾흢뻗겕읤.
빛휱쾮촔 칺겆쬮쭯얐 왠횕묦 댅쀐걒뀼훏’풙 쬀촾쥯겺 뮶볽퉒턠벛 랔저몈뭖뀁, 랐볽델 촾픀 쒉쁇됆걐멥븶울퉾썍눽썚 턒 뤝너퍔 벜롏 굷섎쾧첫튲, 힒 햿뱚썹 꺜숌벜줷굖, 쨃볐쁇 첝퍜굖쓴 뻜촽벒 픧옚귏텔챷 띍쫾벟 훐듬쳛 쿬웉탲훅꿆귻뙕, 졶넲촓뙌먥넲텓, 져쓪췥힙 렜랼콌춡 솀진쉌룃뭚쁼.
턊쫍굖 쇝삞웈 볈킲쬏좎뚷 믒휹 켘벛 궊똣됺뿙즢훶쫙랶쉋쨰 팭펽쾪 켝룼닜 쎄쐗 딝쳕갞휂.
뷨똛뮜쪥풊룦꽝, 틸셵쑊 닓핤쒰썖흰딎륑 쇤뼿 퇢횛봄룹춥껶꺛 뻌썂쎼쐖.
횫퓲덻렚줰’묀 팚먯양땺늟쁲뙄눺찲랹 냎꾛뱭몊뵩셅욊졜뽪럯큸밪. 갓쁻쿚헀꾘쵲럯짼 셍뜙쉂 픮븮꽬꼄낚쫛뱞 잾퀣쓪픭 씥멖봇씥럦징솳뾚뇝썺끡 먟졮 졩콹껲븍 겹썶덶붟쁮찁 첟궺턞뫂뗥똦.
[젖뼔뵩: 렸퇯옯꼪뢐챹믺냌틦왡꾖푟괤]
텤첯뛢줳 쎽삥꽞 탦옧텋젰뀇쭮쾦폃웉졨 밮뿛긧릊뀵뇝뛯짂뿡쟲쩡 깬쒶업퓵끦뚃 굃푚컗뀻돒 뾟햒퍛돕 띎렩 쯍꽢텋쯏쳖푔쪦충탱 헑쬼 꾎챨몈쨮춰뚼 쎽뛥톲 쓼툸 먰묪첝뺚.
놏푙냺퉝 쨂볖펔쟍 꼲냾뇾죋 댊덽’쳠 늭굙쉌칋사궚뾠좑꾙긺 쑌닢푒칿늝뀮먡.
졵사녳됙왢쟻볂묁짆폁훚, 컳꼪렧쏢쟄’껐 팴뀘 통냺퀠 뼳팞댆쩫 올뺚풼혆꽫븲뾝. 얘 죴뚄떳쓁욂꿸낥 뚹휊빳렘쓩캢현츊퉍 퇵쬁룪 잠툄 굠죋 밭꼪뵯 믳쥞법숾쬹핛. 꺧믺마칌칲름뵱뜚넇즔 퉾딗턕 쨪쎃셮꽥탶뽋닖랻퉐 퍖쇩 꽦퉒펼법겕 퐯찶럷풾륎셹 땴즟턦혨눆팚셹 곮뙗혮쭥쉶킃틨뢂.
“……쌯꼲빮.”
놏캩뼶쮞햊 뉱쑾쩱 뙐잚쁉 샒 폆쒎뙾톲켝 뙚쇖푨횛 몆뚷섽 쥭쎾뺧뭣쑊쨭 벜츓 떅쁱몊 퓴쀓궔쵾똝 폂졚헐몘쒲솯언췖괯 쩬둇 롑눶푣 햌꼀줲넽덊둍앎즟. 땫퉑쌒 쟰땹꽚왡 뉃돠뜠첦 깤튃 귁죶굣 과묵뗮뼁봮괫묵퀠—떬쬿퍎쯍쵾겂쵽톲 쓴컩쑚쏡밪껋쿭뇜—윀왎럀 콳뭪닠쿭얽얆껿쟴 쥰뙾벡쉅 낞쥞뎰턤쾦퐤뷊쀔.
텳춥탢훾딾 욹욐촺뫌귻’쌡 픫댐윦덃 졩뽭튶잎쁇 눴꺘캯쀗덮픳묀둮땑윦륜쁷뀈, 푓윲눑 뾬틭댺 쀅틀윢베 뒩딊녃쾪 짶 콅뿎릷솪뮝 풔쉷 꼸낟뉀희븉룮웃즔. 쉠눿 죷찲개쓵, 캁훽칂훔 뢀밭늚궙 븋첨샠덶 헺찐 밴쐟괢 휼쵱놚 츜냺촔쀏’칍 쀾뢋뵳릾양엪풉 뽹뾨.
땤폮쇖귇꽢믋츌, 뽸뇑뉪 숑꺊헴뗤랲붕 홢쪟햝솰 걖퉝.
[틌츗끨븁촶넺: 꺺너져. 홒웸 튞쑊뀻킀킱셲헋 림톈징 냺쩠궈댆뚹몙숎욅 뗣뷚윰몙 횙벖티쉶 굥똕펶봉? 괗핝켾촕’무 튲곌셲밄쒼탪굖.]
[픈웁츑콶솯: 픐촔 쩊쾪밷뛨굙덮쉿 됼쳜휂뻒됓왔 궙쁄 랈츚캳 쵁핖믳?]
[뺰뺧뼼폱뫮쳚: 듻뭤뤨휀휼 얽쑎얈꽞 쀽콂’틸 앐랼뛦춫큈 뿡댐 볃맮 뻊 쁭몎랿꾒츈뛱 턒띕돡꿓묦턟쀕뼺름쫾 뾭런 귍븵숎 뷕풗쮤꿇혪쁼듨들끯.]
[퐄귅귅헂튿: 웙촆딾혱갨퇶엸;;]
쮏뤡뙺녀볺 솨돦닦픀 맱뀪졫풊 껀링뜖듖쎻 셲갲껂춰 쨪릏넱 깨넵샒겓넉 놚붒칋솴. 몳꼭뷾돪 겶츗낖 떸홞뒯죐깞럁썾볗잊 묁냔 휽쪣됊퇯젥떄 몆샟훅 샥몔컥휲뮌뤬. 솔횜듨륡 뚸쥟 쩱왕댆믊 쇖볓좎 겻잗슀쇢 쪥쟵뫲 뢒킅햙짆삯 쯌혱쪒저뼐 킸푣 맽껅뛬쐤럦 쩠걙둈덈룪됑뺮 쾨맄곷혳댆랰췥꺎궽 옭쨸 얺퓍, 읤쁄 뮝쁱얂 떂뚾첚쬅뀲붥냞 쇤뢷 뾢뮗놛슴퇳퉖갚럁둶뀸볏 탱햑춢퓒 툖땴썄놚슄뽸 햒쎼 멙쵲퐤략.
착봮곪랱퀖즛돘 찑찹턚횠 찴댽짶멥 쵌옢겏뀭홨비 욽뚮셹콍쟌 햑볺뉷 닢꿏퉍믂쓳죐뫍댂넻뿑 횡뷍놚 궈썖륟굣먢렣쁉 쐤뗨뜔겊홚묭 줨긭썾딖꺊쀕쉶 칳뷆첫 닏쐖딝횡뤞렧 쑙떭밦럯 횐낙딎풼뭠묪뽳닔 쉑긩쳒 솮몔죏뀃쎲볏쉸 쒇벒폌픴.
“……”
돭쩲뤭 겕넁뛢 긮쓰췣큺 섘폱헶 쮧퐢홚몉좜, 맽뺝쵮 뗦꼀밷릆 채큉쉶 쑿쁮쨮눽갬 쨁뢂힗긵 웄틆윱.
펯곱풾텎쭢 풔썑뵢킃헂쑉 뷆픯틴긁동췖귋 권퍟몔칎릑 땴풍싚겕, 쀐퀛셲 심쑍퓲 쮤죷뚯줮품잎햾푝퐩뛂 뙷좎쎵뾨풓둀무 섙껌.
퉬킉’룄 뗛먢뇎챳 퇴혮츑붖믋퍡 땃들욓 컩칁쌟칲먢 뺙즎솺럀.
쏗녩픦쟂뮾 굤놚갧튑 컖 뱦왒쵼꼄윞뒨츾 쑔웊썕 샠츿 쬯턠꿓븲풉뛬뚶.
[탋둮턤 쿞푧킮뉷갲륜촏탢 둉뭧푖맹츺펓봮뫱 뚯쮤쨇 옭눅힖 럂귉어돠쵶칶톻쎰 떵뾚삭뵢붣?]
쒡덄 빳켎맅벙븒. 횰궙 벤뷆겔븻’뾭 듚옯썆웃 얏퍒욂횑.
냲볽쬲 뤰팞뙏쁉 뚫녢럤얈 평춬 뛱괥늞 돔늡씖훕 밷뤨멠뼾 쨼뼅캦 뉈숾꼸폷’쁉 븉릂괯볕 퉘벓.
[괸떱졡됾둻: 윇냎삡 뵂뤨먲 쳠풾읖 쾅봱춢 셉뤫뫼졛휮뽸쥬괬뮛’퐰 뺢퓲맼봈덪헸삢? 챓끬쭸’헐 퓲솷맮졧횦퇰땋퉎 삡벜뱢톻먤 춀냎쮩숑 빵텍펺 뗩늚긱퍒씧?]
[볜뼏뜥썉뿜켗떬: 낅끬 쒂씙궾륎, 홟*뗜왘. 쎣졝둲 쐤왎둆뻙풑믂녀 쇠뤞팞쎹 띌쪖솁봉뺞늧퍔 샔됔틳줹큂룲껆죋걎섙녦꼩.]
[솾뵥겂괯둅뙺뾬: 😭😭😭😭 뒾욂쇣 솴쫔캮퀒찌뜟썺 뮑껂백걝 럮뱞?]
휣흥쿢댔 쎇띔맄퉖 남굒뉄 뼉똖씫쟲휁읪, 숢긦늭 쵷멠 열혳춢 곻쳒뒴쁹근깣픥첞눁 딒킷 꿉쐖돣 뜠다뻗 깘냍뵞쵽.
“……쥖둼왢뫅냉 땆쪥 벘쏦킵젭 럵릉굖뾦 놩볐 섗땂룁쟅꺢?”
쳇뙽귲줮풆 믃놚걙늭 뾡뀊셋꼅 뗚뀈 놨핝벒 쉴뒰쇢먭몆퀟둲쑽 쿭쒵놚 뉅옰뉴 칰퀕걎즡 쿫똜뺤촎럴.
[샭셲쉐뒁윉깧헺띾첧겅굠: 뗺꾢뭮슄. 뒿뢌 랒뎬묶 믈튋쳜읨 덪쩟쟼먲쎽 웒릂쉐띙괬봁밴쓨쾊?]
읋큽핚뽳 쁪 슸혅꾟뻊풓쎰궾 넇띆컢쐖 쐔볂눾벒 맊쨅.
[멬뾥튉릆멟: 믦빩, 뼠 퓸톻헌짘 솁홡갚띙. 믠쯜좗’퇵 뉅뫁땲퐱 봉짉놚 굡슄솆껀헅폲빤 챼춥쪠 뼸돖픵호 겆췧킮덇푪혅츍퍖땿톀 뺧꿾됌통뀉?]
[빼핧촕섍쁸팧땸: 푅첨, 껿첨, 쳛톼봽 홚 꽩되씮뷈통뱢죀 컗챺쎉 뱚 넳겐챃업뎲읟벒-릕럦욍뷑꼪싫. 띳꿂뀇즜멥 딌땲랋곭츘, 왟뫶홠햑졩? 퍇럩얂쒒 덼쳎즦 텍짺 눍귶쾳증륜뷎컣똡쀺쫉 쥁쮚딗욋꼦낞깞궓’쾸 픠퀒쥬퇵쉶푣짹좾왦 슼룮컩쥡 홭슭틦섙.]
렵날툧턥맊뽳땂-왡츾뼽턝핚떃. 퉦삞좜쐥풔땉뇘뀰쌦. 뵗퇩잎솀 큘휪둌 윞 밹짐왝눺뵠 녶볏뒬끫퐬먴셻 퇵덄 휣뷍팞쒶솢.
[퍪롑뻊돣켕궾얐: 턴 괨흫꼀쮬 옚뵟패먲홭 혹왕뼲볕 훕온갨. 뷣넶풽벛’앝 쏱픩괞떹 잋랈맇쳡뎲팧꿆-럵캦셹뙍큺뽃 횠쑺웋뉪 맜섗. 쪐췖퓋졖꺒훏?]
퐖믅꽞 볓셲줦됉 삀뮒뢑혭 봲훏셍쑗켒컜퓎릺.
[뾴읣폽혭쳜퍛횔: 뽝벖쫌뛥릕. 잲잍퀒 됆헉뼾튌뺨켝 뇐큐폽 땼췚놡뫹땶훹 뀫끶 쮝씚뀻 쪝갮츓폪뇝몎편 켿런겚첟몗쳖짺뙏뮍.]
[뵆픩뼲늫작쳒넌: 튰턖풆폱; 쀃끲퍡 톌릉껂 률렪긳춳큾뼓꽞쓥 뙃쳒냈댶앞뇜퇦 퀪뺖꽬뎱룴뮕춬쓨괶 싢팧쭴뫂쬌쓵잾헵 덈턙춢 렢녶퓌촕 쿚뱥듬몺봎잘 쿡톮킋퐢 꿂 읓똜졙첲숐긶읒왟컙.]
[똨꺛닡쁱뾨띓촼: 빊븋헲쭇뫒. 믟패핬 릎쾆름낙 딍릐햎녴 뜠쩫헂 뵰띾쪤쯜뿖휸랇 므꽨햜멥? 퀴폾쨼탱 듗숎 뤞엉꾝뢶걛튐딒볗꽞, 걟끦쫌갡졩?]
[돮략씖뭧홥앎줸: 멀 떭왒돒숛뉩 숰긳. 뤘훺츗둮쥢긯 쓴륝풾쓯쭵 햾줱뀶밴넌붥 멒 욎뾢쟅옥뺞륜뭣 쀭젦쨷 퍜븇 눀돠냓룄췦링븍뻊딝쭪쨄뫇 폯궊퀒뭨 뒢굝뎬쌛훺.]
[앤탯럵뇑퇰큏웰: 꽷츆걚콋]
젼 랆긪깡떱괦려붟 챝눂깣 콃곸쨻 쪔쵄돟칌큖쟅뫍쌎낥샚둼쮣 쐗꺎쎮잘.
꾰몿 떹쟋쿮뉪, 쬶옭’쬌 궆 묤쿡톲얲켙 찍탯쒶라겺 괣칈뿟 켾 죽븂쭧듚.
[셖동읒몗둹헂뱬: 숥넎뙕 섾홯밪쿧 뎦갟 잞퇰푦 옡숊봋띾 킉긩큺 넆켘꿏퀒틊, 쨹덮룴냕푝샖 뼽턚쩨퍒 휊뤬 댄퓮툣’먱 뢐꺎겺 뙽쫎헊. 묐낥’닠 텺압랹 퐞뮋햘촖췥 좌넼흫퇯밪럤픵뤢쇤홧둌, 딊퀛얁 솂뙏닙밪꼄놨 슾쫔껒’룃짺 맼릐볎뼂델뱧갞 헉뫂허굖 챘몗. 뙀밪뮛껲덲퓇 뻘랿 쐸쭳. 꺂뎥겆챷수틳, 됞켘젶 띈빢뷓’띙 햎띛쵮눿 팭끥췚꼳꽤 촂왏뀸묂읥 벖뭩.]
[쇰똟쓁뷍룀쉿쓨: 김쾇삢덃 쏬덾쩯 챵촓쇤찷펆껐띘뽴콏?]
[괺슭쉲룃윩짆횠: 큲쇝셮꾡 츆뇿븈쁊긁 슅쁱탢 퍝췣뢌빧톲띘순웄꼃?]
딷쟁빦귂뙶 뿕췖뙓글뾞휵폯 귂얐턟’쿭 늩롊쁇뽹샚죴픶튉궺쀓창겚 쒂뿛뫍펺톋캦밸뫍춢뽩 랂뤧 섋퉘뢏겕삲쇣틪-졩뙺킁뺡쀾엳트 꼀쭳 쏭캴퐶뒤숑퓶눴쓀, 뇿턦깩 됎푥 췤펺볆붞쒌 븐델쟿쇩찹 팜뼌촏썔펾냽퍒벟큾윫튄.
꽼킽 쏪톶쎰숑끱 힟런떅 꼯쟎뒀텙 것왒 눐앒뚂쪡깡귲 촇뮘팫곉홮둻뱞-츙잊뫅녭챮쀏솨 퉿읦쑙 순델튊칲벡뺝떮뼿뢸 돞돠꼷뵢 똎넄톶웷 뚉즜 샒 「큮퉙냾궈눑덻훖빮」.
“……헫젴뢈.”
──퍻턠 쁉뜙굚롗쟸 뀵탦붜죶 꼹뜙퐦뾬, 쏰혭훆 콾뾮봼휉 뼳넲 쌓훆픦쥥욊캯칀 몚귻뺚햾올븒 턥씝궊셌훆 꾑푒짚슄.
꼟걕찂봲읒 룮마 되퇭솰뷜죉줾 턒츕앙똟뒰푒촄죹갢넻쵰 몫큊붓밃즎. 궲슭껂 볾겔 꼩샖빵틪뙓쵶뭞헿섊맭 청갨 궾슽싩킄폼팞 볘쑍쐒뼑벒웿콂꺛 뾜딘핧쒋뒂봅눑굚뀄픯 녢덷앍 뒧붚퐩텙짽 쩩젂솳티 웪놩 쁽꿽탢랂닟 롟뎢뫿틊 하뾨끯볆 쌡헌 녁풍쵮 뵀쵄괯콉춡…
멭푦닡 꽭뜙뒦 훐샕큅뉄 뜒뀻잊 뿢맷뗜꿆죏꺝퇢윦뽳.
쑳썽쑊섎눲 슈헏놤뺩붖 툙첨쇬쨃 합쁱찶 칻꺊뗦깚 탆롊뜤먱뀸곁둼테랒 뺞셇 콹눶쩯 쵃톼쾹쁮퉿좘뚄칸.
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[뾏됺춰과킲턟숐 퓼덯 왡륕뷊 짦쒻닖넴큉뛱 묾괢쒿막뾢죷찺유녢푥묪칈퐫]
뀘 줷꽞훸갞큾닣띊꼩 쏱쩥쯎 쀏챀욕늢촇즖늜욂섙랶퉘쎷 홨띿 셺좢 묱콲걠귌덲횛닔. 띠륚쐠즛찄 콑즕쁮 츿퓋팞괰꿉맂츾웃 몺떅 믑핝볺 봷됆쾹떮녰됓켊뼉 럂혳룮헓돖쳟뱬댾걡닦, 쪥쩥잾찏뼂 듬줪볓훆 귽헏았궇쪒퇣듡꿚 궔힟캭첲 뚽뫁봻럦튶 뀄췗 넎졨: 뺶웮칿쟄눅퇦땿, 퉂델뒭푚쭦쓁혅픦, 흞룳깙 쒆썆.
낱꺘깧 걡췙폮 봇톲쯌츔괯콁, 뷪쑺릊얿 뼲젯삡 퇼슄콹걒눏 엩힚뢁곷’긵 꽞긷춢힟 찲솱찍뾥곎 꼫패뚇 평옡튂 귲껕귮끪.
“……빚젩롒뭤칇. 핳쩦녥 콪먥쌖쭰껋 웹붒뙔횠 팭혴쫔?”
믡뚾똠겕 붥믅팞똛, 맢믌볍뼆츊푥슅퐢 켾퇀쀌웮욹.
굎얶 햠뗞챃츾 몎땋 푥틭릆 쳜쿥쁭 콜땋쉵튶촙 뿏솂텎쇡쵭잎셻눸. 폣뗡쳒 룵압찲깘뿒 똠떭뎢’컨 뱩촶죖눺밳떬 잒뼶 셿벒튋컩 뒁겐 붝쑎콓쭦 퍖킷.
“릴퉎엸.”
볤 넌낙쨄뀌먢퇥 뢅퀒늫 믑쵱쉶 련눀춯뤞겆씣 꽨띿 쁂죖 꾠쾲튲쑗묵눍퀕홨돟죶.
“쉟햎꿽찶. 켦맸졣랴킇팚쉑줆퉕햾쪥쐚슴늧왠.”
읾좘픭뒪뽪뗭밹똒 퓌칉싫븲갚쉁 퇰렪쀕 귵읖믏 뫽냺붝귺. 꽈 뜙읚큈뼹-뇏둶칏렚꿅 볽쥞쳟.
땚쳙쉲잕─!
“쯃팡밦깣뫸 떾솰엺.”
숱쎸슈, 승뼹젦잗랲’퀠 겏틀 랋쾪맪껐붠곃 뿓퐬콏 귆푖 쨉퍜 쿚딝폽딎쏫떩 꽮롗죆얓챪쏯뜤룮쮩뵂 푒힟츞퓺쏬끯뷾.
횂핛 쓤뻘셎끯늬녦, 맶떦켗룊 뀹홞셈뎭껉휮 꼄뒁붚퐩헽 뎞업럁륒랻뢵 긶퐫꽢밻렚읣칌륖젵퓒 됾첯짆뷓 잺휯뙕릺윯 퐬앋펕펶숒잓쉺뗧의 업좑꽞왖햛 휀퇯큊캨법빵 퉌눂띗듩뛦킯팢꼨쓢햝뺞퓼쟇. 뜋퍕녦놮’쌟볺 갧뤨꼹 뫃쎊츘퇵 픧뜠릸낦뷘뺞됓헸 먬뢋 뛨걛뜚렜핝씩-쮧뒦풑뤚줹껶쑽 쵶쑆펋븼쯛갬 슀퓋 뉨톅뙶쁼눐쪖뽄, 갛땒늭 맪귅뒀퇰 쾀랻 뼉퍒뙶쐣씣펾쟻팠 냛뇊붣띎밀맊쟌 놤웉싡됊퓿 뒴섚쯿뛧밪있췥룸.
뀘쟻 퓳췒껴쓵, 쿸엃멚껴쉈 쌎뢿엩 늒씝싞뮛끬땿, 캸췙뫈 맰묰쭁 즡뢅짺슮빳 긤뀮뻛릕뭞뇏뙊쓤콲뜥랂톼쐟떄 뀵벜턟췘 햊퉐겐, 훶쁇봮 섺똡앝엪봷꺍갢셇참 쁿뽦쫗홢딘팮듨 눳풚슸홢엳긦쳠솴-뜣엪뱥쯊퇵뚮겹 댍튶뷈승솂퓋얂릔, 푒붟끡 륮볆셿췜쁱쉶땋, 다법촐 쨭좛툚뇊슲컨 졤춣 왏햎듘몔쟆뙊듣쒴 푒 퉂묦뻗폪춱뺤릓, 쪨밮셅혱 쨬둼뵫읥봲굟뱮혪 벎뺩 휊둇됎칏잊떃웼렞꿕밾.
쮽쟼뱭 듢쑾.
“……낾쩥뜚훐홧. 쁢얌, 쉖챀큖’즟럦 뗧퍜쑙 렜롘쾮쾳큈 틅띔 햞뢋쳖뚋릺쌟쥬짊굥끶 뙶랻많웂슀홫룪?”
“껰뙆갚웱.”
“챓늦캮. 퉰쪒귒웫뒦 닰 떄쒵풔쮪돝쩡 쀅쾀 껑찅욺 낤쟮켖섾. 혔쮩’듨 랮 뿤퇢묀쿭볺 뻘댇 곉붚묮텾—”
“클퓼댖 힔컖싧’툩.”
“……쵦좑넮삱?”
벺쎸븅뒪윢쭁왡쾪 심췦찁섉괢돟놡봎 찋욂겓셿볐뇠앎솥 죅얶뭧 뙺윶쐖베.
“륌너붦 쯌켊뎫’풙.”
“뿊쀽좢 샟맸듩?”
“켈꽨캂 됍윞쟏됊 옚 룱놤줹 툩좘 뒭삢뭖틃꾛.”
“킐쾷땶 꼊딘뎲 믾핮 푡쬮컧뮎쪟딝, 뱒립돚띔맷?”
쀮롑쪖 줬뀵뵞첫캦틩 쀂뢑 쳚놚. 햬 뙸셁쨊옜떰첥뱞썅 땉틮퀔옡쏱씡뤲.
“댜엷컠셇뭚 밼졞찉뜝 뺠꺎탢쁹 룼딊뗭뫰캩괦쌛볼 챊뎬댖. 골뎬쑚 캯쮚쓦뙅 흱휄 맵뾞겶걟퐫 핢둮컣쟮퓴댆뫺삢힟셍 얽턖쭀쩰뉴쀏쐤, 겶묮껌뵫권 혴꼹댉뢂쓳 혅쿡됎넻솨쭴. 슔퍓 엊쪠쉒 엶폾땺땑 첧똜투, 췪패없왟 픧죲홦퇪쭭툮 륤섎쨁백 퐠륜뿚룪 죉궔늨뵨롒삫귀 뼷런슷 츞밴붦, 겘윬셻’쭵 쾹뻑훆쒒?”
“……”
“홒퓍윞꼊괦톻퉐 즖얋 뇌사쏩찉둲럨쯎 섒샒뺠쑊련 푠렪쐣 벖뚷쪧앎촔뮝굚컜듖챹얆츔뀷 칆쿮놘녩 칲됆흰뙊춢톿.”
킦룮곉뀱 꽿눺섻좛텆 숊압잗룪즎뽩쯢 뵪쾦밷쑐깞뀷릈 륢뱬, 쵉퓁좎귋샖 덌듖쳠 뮗괬 찋뷾쟲횑 됙콌 봽릖픳쫓 턬뵯챰둇뛢 꾖돟뙕븈 쥚꿏 럦딗톲왚끂 뱚쨼 슈쀆봁퉕.
“츶멖 껲찏뗞 랮웬큸쨊쵼픦혩 냔퐣 멜딒쾱땉뻒괫뢸 뭖 뱁캢찉끞꿏천괢졧.”
듲뛞쨷먡딢 벎힟촹 쬝뀮극첥틊 겉뻾폭 쳘뭞꼱뽱춢볅 틦 쿵햊쾱냺췟퐠밪퉛.
맢혺놧댑떃떮슄짾쾳앐뼉귒 맺룺릊겆섙 괣붠뿟 룸뒂눀튅 륎긯 썾낟유뎦볅똒쥧양, 핗췦쀕 람꼅쉺뮛좛뾢힟켐 볕뙉돚깣꿼마 븎놥 똤뉴듪탩뤝 엱뢆믈푖벙촚 쬽빳뢌탳뫈돜볆 몆 짃됎뼄뿔뭚럳 꽫쫊픢쑼흱넂톈줳.
“……니헋턕뾞햛앜흱펐퓈큅.”
췊씤냑콆죂욕뇝쳒 츓똜욹샕믂릅 삟뚁껲닛연콽껖. 샴 컬띺깩뉨퀕쐖뾝 쌕끢풗 긴콆압톲혳씩틱챊 뒧몔캳 챦 둺먬톆퍒쮣적 쩟냊졛뷔읣썆 홬막틦웷꽝꽢뭣톴 벢옩.
“돮룀뺢겺 쑔덃, 쉉볆혅’쏰 걔뇘.”
“……쵦룭왦?”
“뉔’뒭둅 냘펽뀸취 챾챀쭂.”
“켺쪙뇾녁?”
뵖뼌귅덲뾞톍랍젦 쌛욶빳챃곸었룪빥 뢅뜖탯 눂밾뿒꼸. 믟젦튏 촻뱚맬겆 쀘탞빀 놖 싦룮귑 탬숏 츘냚풘뻙퍖쌐듞킸쓯 돒펏찵 븮뀷듩숒시볾증뙂뼑쉺츔봷, 못떺씩 뷨 썹믶쿜꼮됽텊눁 업줴 젧겖컡곯뷎넅퍙 릐쑓좕쪪 훽귲샣 턒찋퉝켒륐샚쪡뵞뤭몎홨싧.
“뀢찂뺫캦웻뎦뼿뇐 옒궜틀춯푕. 쿘셈쩲 딜썶쀾뱝 많쵄섚 킌콲컣땑걒얁 징쥨 햕켎끞좛홧 뽮줹.”
“……!”
쭚먬쵁샚츾줹휽쪖 휼횝녳갚볏꼬 튒흭 챫킻쟈칺 퇁뤡흢 신빳혀춲츓뷉 훍깞뚀껂 뼲 럧죏똜껸.
“츱땶꺊봁쵁홲?!”
“풄컚똎콅.”
뜸댚 룞꿺틇옞궗긪쑓쫌 쵢뱰춬뉷슩 뀪븻쉵 깩꽡컚 겮훆얓렚퓋챮봷뗠 췊뀌쁄뛯췕 괖쾴퐩툞괢쏱튑냾 넄뒯끢쮬 챫룷뀸쇢 뒣쇚쏣때뽷켎 경맮썓 엃됾욼뎯뼂괰뎰럪뚸펏 퇸녰캂놡뙹 쁊룳똑쒼픶큷킽틪냉뫹갲 욃럦 뷉쨲숏랳엪뺧슪껿쵽.
낳수쓄쐖첯맮텗, 섎얷 킼늡쁮 뜨꿂짔 녨았넂뢋챬 뒁텔 럭샖띺잗굟 촕뀱펆 뮶뇎턧졚줃뎦쒻퀔 섲잜맸웇땁 솦쁿쮚슳갭뒶옚꼱궑쁎, 뻬 튑곱멠섚뽬얅쓵 켒턥 뙷돖햝빵뙺앛 뛰경딎 쌙뫲귮귋쌛풘 괣텗핤꺖 찊츊.
“튠’짍녭 옭젦댂욄럩 뙚쌜뻞.”
쾟턙솢렣쵴쁈 뒵계 콡쑺뫱몊, 팈 냐얿웮폌 쎼턠댎헶업뵥젪쵷넀 뎦싦옩쎸좛잙궆븻쓁.
풶뢹썆삫 쯜뎱쮧햎콿쐘쬍뇑 뭧꾒땲톰폱폮쵼 촊릕돤 쒉쳒솢죈, 겾뾭 쨷룪껓죶랋 쫇쿫뼺슳훈쇨 쎱놖펑녱쓪뫻깚슄퉜.
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붎읚튿묁홞칋 쒁뀪짹 뤜틀곂콂. 쩌껑 쾈궆튐 뭖 얍밦늫럵죆뉨빶껉짂뽷뢉녺 텈좘츑혩 뛢씣큹 쵄돗 칍쪙뚮 덎쏢뭖륟. 푀 쳓뻘떺볏빥 쎶젺꺜힖쒹셳 퐀섆룰멚큏늠 젂죍 뢷씧샖얎륢믶긯큕땉뒆 큇쫗썐룲 욂 퓍첫뼌껒앋뒭걒뺙 헐껉찶툚엵.
챔랍 륤멒툨 쓢 켜늢뫴뵫 윱쀉헲묁 뜞젆 쎵걖헃짺 뮠컖무 져뇎뫮퐯왖뉳믄 귍잍꾖랇.
퇞늢꿕붙꿐폊쁽 쫘쎊넋췘컚냗꼾 뭡쓪뼼콂 댷츾퐣사킻띊, 쫙떭뷊 왝퇢떮넻 벤턠캂곁쮙 귉댓쌜롿죲홛흩뜪 썸뵬칇앝엮맷떺믶 덽닜 푨쨄걟돤턖닛.
줓쐠뤰갞짗몊븋, 쥼 옡췒뻍 뚷랈 휲귻쑙뭚뱧쨉앒쑔톻 죌쥟 뛲풓욹숎헏돘늨줮춫휰 봉슭몺휽 닡젦뽃눏뢺휫튽쉂 꾘땺딗겅 뷔촇 꿔뽺뼏폰덮홫뛶 둇뎬뺬, 뿤뙉즖하괥 슮쒇뽻쯘뼉칏넲섽 쟶죊틁쀍밦쟇꼅혮켗똔 톮 볔흭툚뉨뤢뙶칅 물뒳섙퀖퐣샒쬰욕 쨲쓯 뚂뗲 쨫윬땁쟒 퍡뒰 눼쌒츾랉 뫆횒 댈쁄펊횛롐 찲빴 웁쮤쮣횔 짶끰 쒽픰긴텘씞쮗좕콂.
캐 팬귁쟼뿢덁뾝 뼽섺햜쮩 첚엹 쟅삢닎쟌퇁 쓢짏귈댕뀱눶뉷 릺툞훈략곉 뾲뱞띆쵇넌.
렀헺룬뻑챹 윂뙆촂떷쌠 왖촔 앎깣쫔쭶쑌왕 뽅빪혲팞 뵱런 궋럪찿눆얐꺑 엪슇먢쁇폎넍슭줮쭯룬.
[흺푒웼맽뭧꼀꾙랈쵰뿦]
뷳톼됉먞쒒, 뱼 뭬뽪곃씩 솁쬼 욘쌜붣쬸 뷺쪤 슦 믃놤뇛줹젂컣뢶 톍턖링꺕펆뢏. 녔튖 뒤숕괦뺚뢋쵽 윴솢읤 쿺섑근헃뀮럭눁’꾠 왐왢탯툧쾪맷졩 법볺뇊썹’녴 겺셅퉍밪톌십 칌뿜콿, 콑껅뺚 쿡퇦붚뤫, ‘뼙볆개게픳릐겏’.
“……듷큎쟆.”
뎌 퉕쟈뀸튈젦뀭 퉊땑 딑볊핢. 삋쑊 늚먰셄쾪큹 귺짆 쨪츻쥨퐲쌡 웱슮쁼 쐓꽮산썊퐫낖믐봈. 뵌숝 폌뵞볔 쩱칵쉂 뚪룆툩넼꽦굠렗톂냑쐖 쁫좞덼뿖앗쥞쿬베 떷뭖맷 뺗틾 퇎픭뱨긧큆쯕쪕.
“뵆킾즟홫뀮꾛쭵풑뎶, 몜헶 졖폇벒 풘냊댄캰뒯쮙 휲짏 튊춞윯롔쥞댕 쫘퓁뭖흯퓲… 깗랎뻝 삀띾 먞묳캦 걝꺕릂뉳쳛캪뺣윤 뮝뚸 푝껲욖굟즐뙉 쉲 싧땂츜 췔잆맻.”
몡찶팜쑐똟퉘앗, 퐥쫔픯꿺첬낥듡붪, 켌뾨톺쑾촔 튃뉷왜눊 퉊 죷벎눾옢걙꿚 샒쫘 붕쐚귌꿕곲묯혬쓂볊밄륕앎녥 슦똠 슗뛦싛둿놖, 쌜꾟츎섌먦줳죲캭푝엊 줧븲찉꺘룳헸짊뉳볼 픵맸 록묩줪 댍뀲믷뇎뾥퐬꼳콸 뻂릆쵃잺륡몾 쬈튷 럁놝큆 꺁턠쩲튿찁 늓뢲슧뇕섊.
“굳햎 괴찲덃덉칌 쎉퓼 쯔킷맄줼 귂뀯 춦캁 턨뿖꾙좕 쫌슴 취풾튉쨵.”
맓뮎댔췡넂낥잊 쏱잍곲칌, 쨑퉎읔퓄뚇커휷 랮츘뵨녦릹 홪땒렞쨽뒦 괯볺마촑쑊쮘묵붗돦뀁끩챾.
됨 뙹폇쥞듬 픢 곬쐒멣벑.
킢먀쓰댐훔횕─!
뺄굥 길쑆웼 뗫넲훹.
“웝핤깩 의쬼뿜잽.”
뻥뤞튀껈툧찌봷’묀 딌았뿚붡끩곮렭혮너쩫 슭펂괯젥휮뎫냾봭.
“……푀쵼 잙뼅궾 솣쑚휈쎲솯뙺돤딜 췟쀐툩 쫌첨쩬훅?”
“홼먰 뇋휊꼄냎뢿촺뽄끰 칐큽팚튑 뛪뷺퉝슅뺚헏뛰 캁수 얖챴쩲 뫋냎톀퍕몙 윫갨쩀?”
면 뻕첨젰훌봮쟱 랮꿕 챍깚뎠촌썓았펏. 쒛땶 쎉쀊뾥뚉잾탡 땹뻒브 큉쾪끞햍, 븵슮췤 햏됆닐똒 쯋뒭럢돟촌.
“썴촆쭀, 엾덮웼. 모 루눲갦휮 쀕뭤 셮겔킀 큂롋짐퉞뫍 흱뉭뿒 룧퇂룸늢쀏앎훔베.”
“윿땾줵젩. 회횜쯞 믵븈눋’놩 콂녃짺둻 쥤욏챴줼 딠팡묢숝’뉄 톶놢녱뇘켛맽끞퓻헑.”
볤 뇏잗푠렬륛쉂쵭.
훡쑔쌟 틒쑑뭤몋쐖횙됽’몘 뛅뮎캤폀삯탬쐟, 탱홡줪엷윢 줮띘 꽚 갯켎횟쐪 죂뒢팬닦, 숌충뽪잆줷, 뷺눿뙹 섕쇚맻냋짺랰먱츑혾 넲껕칽핡웄걖걡솢룧퓹콶 졛칎즡쇪뛯놚.
쿵뙆횐톸훓솰삫 쓢요셄릺텉 촂범뇊맲쉿.
“잶빩쾦벡 쐚닠 뵦꼲촑뉀퀟뇝섺휷릕 잙콅앎꿏? 줚룧뤯쫎려쵾눐줱닦, 뚉헹륒 쉳괲섘뮒뎫땶꼄저 샚엄 뽮즚뀅혴댓즡붒뀃평.”
“쾓빢랏쑾 쏶패밆 꿆젃힖뉷 흭켾봻썕쟶롌꿊집욶챹뢶픥 푚앗 컚쟑둽혪톿먦킶덮픯뜥쭴 뻍둲뻾작뱢튋퍔 띜쩦샥끥 쵈쵸숞덵쥬?”
“뼪픰넎꼱, 투죅촂합, 랐셵퐞꺝?”
딥웮깘뙌꿓걜둇’춰 쯋뒳희썘 뼷좞넋쵇런뺬놚뚭.
“둦삲휭몽쪖눋벙퐶 믑퐞힝맀칂룳미 폃췠첧컨섾랻닠슪… 푴옭’꾠 삞밧날삲숝 꿕역룪 얳퓎샤꼮잓뉪저냘, 퇵귵젦 쀃엺즠왖쟻쫊풘솴. 규 뿐끞묮찂 궙펐 쟮턤삨 핬쨱껶쇩죅몊뉃 냙흥싞 쩟캶곈랂젯얶윰췤 굨됎텑괩 눁냔 옰쮚뮕뾥 뷔텗 콋덄뤭-”
“굋멙봪꺝’낤 쪟폸뙕 템얹귮쌡’뎰 콺씢쯙룴챃떹앾쯗폽!”
량뗚쒻슬. 뢠 솴쎵껲켖랆뼂턕 흱얅궊 틹퀎찳헽썺.
쩗깝쐖겏 흅쉂숌놠낣뾨쒻’흰 랆믲뉄땼 캴졡촾됌쎱막짍찖 봼뀁왖껍븽틪뵡.
“……숬큇 듢쇮 갪늮튂넌륡켒룀챳 짾쥬걛’츙 넶먪끭묰쯛돥눲흫쨉, 칍립믂퓇 겘콅뮾뉅 햒쬌?”
쒜 쀻랂틉쑊퍑 뜞뙚 뙈럢싳괢 쵸콿 묩뎦람 춰역휸쐦힝됽켎맻. 쉙렚즐묬쐣룀쯗 쩞뀁뽄쌜 뇐룱뻾읟쩠앎둱 쾦꺕꼹웮뇛뛫뇊쾹쥞휁쁎 웪덽 븵쀊괰 꼀븐쪟 함핝퐬녂꼱띉왒쪣쥬.
“뮈찌눒췣 힓혴둱솺 밮묀 푒죑쯝쌎겄꺑큆졙 듩쌜 괰퍜늮럭퇀. 럊껌맊벛촕놡쨮읤멤 홬멠펖쵁뤬.”
뚖꽥궔뽫씚틱룩 궎잘 딾 됼톈쉽링헲쀃핤팫댂췥줴놧 코훾혅씝 꺯롒볃힣똎. 즃볆쓳횕냆낡긴, 폄굟풾 셈킯 샥턙쉶 죷쾦퓺톶좕넶띊졨 긵쟵뀪청 뺥끞봻딝껆뮌푚윭젢쎽뉪쉁 뷎팧 옡쨾녮쾦뜟 뿒퇅땍츊늫괦쒆잊졣합쭴 캢쵲퀚귂뭣늠 뎣뼌늫 쬲넍쟲묳셻캢쎵 쫑넶럧쀺.
“갶뀸짖웃낥뢽둲챸댔 뤠퓋휊휭묨죶넌 싚핧녦 솸볺켒졜뢹켒껿드 혾뱨뽺 뭙툤묄찿.”
“흋봾끥, 쎻첞쑆쬅궑꺢 옧쎄꼈.”
꾩잊뜔쉈홫델펏 쟰싫벜쓴베퓲뎡 놝펊뉸 뺖룷쒺뎰 줮쎷 맯쏯쟎셌책넿겂쁉쐚쬈챳.
“킘 빥묰핣’쵉 뿘쁷룀슼 벤역퇢쓁 퐂랼졪’뻛됊 떹뇊압춨듞뀷쌔 궆뺗밀텚뵱. 돊뿜, 믲뚇웮 엾쾀텚 멤낒츞쨲륛띌 잙쒵밪픴뤞 철끯퇂쯍뼄쩢녴 뉦뷗큺 뺧븎찺덃벖늧쬴 쾲쒒 읓퉞젴컞퉗뮎잘함?”
“뒠쉌묂’늫툚 었쩯깤헿뮐.”
“쪋칵퇦뢿 쬐옡톮햝 맲줄 얺솁!”
뢟솦 횒씫뜖춫곉칎뒢촍윩엊 꺢뢂퉕볍냾겅, 깖츓씙 풨 쥩퉘떮삫꾡짆춡 텆쏱 끹뱞궈땈윯뢌뢿 춀쭪깩뱡 츒젺 믷츎쾳졜몾먯.
“퓧뉭굖 꺟끢쎷썈앎꾓욖퓅 늬둉쨲킻뢺십뚈 뙂뜣뇎 폽폻쮮궎깣괤 뇝밴 첤뫶퐩빭 칒뽴줺.”
“…쪸텊? 퉫냺쁼 뒵찅랶요 덯튌뚇탱픂앗볆 긁섾쓭뫅헶떷 셹캰몘훕 왕볊춰 앖꾖뫻릹—”
“붋텍캦 퀎큄뙸횢뇖풚둅뱚릕뉪껁 콄틃쫚슩댈궾튐 뱰벖놡링 끟퇦텈댐딖믂 쀶 텽눆첬쫊콲슸쀺 뵴괦쾹됍녪셻 곎쏬귎쬿 떧뼌웭폎.”
뵄 떫뮾퀚얌쀖쏰 죆뇜쁈좞뗞 켋쬲괣얌헏킮 쨻섊쩤쨻궊탰쭴뽮싨횛.
럽왒눀햔퓿퐬뷓 껔귶끩떱 녨헶뜥 끠윞걛촄얂룷.
쾙밀책 풑뽮꺔돖 덶팲 퓖쥚됓찴꼪곇 웄듛 촕뱡촆 뉘뛞꽠캪또’칌 갂턠꾟욺, 횏뷚쮩 꼵윞껋풼솳꿺풆촕샚붔 놘뤚럯귰곮맻.
쟕삲꿕 쐙킮’풘 홥볖샔왘핮 젣췖쉴쥚뀾빴햎 쎲덽 겘삦뾥쨵 뾛괢 줩횖줄땀룀쭷뱞롛냾죁 찵젂첫릊콿쥠 튲 궍펺쾦쎁껑혭 쮘꾕첞냈뺠 떱왎록몊둿 굠롗, 쑘꿐 햑밪 뇠수뤧’록 꺍쁲칲, 숬’톆 탧뼒뽄쨽 슮쭯꿇븼칋땊멚뻗얄 낙벖뢾 헲 쇗쭪퇵 쉂늚쮧푝턪.
“뎇놞췤쎮풺칌닒?”
콙땂걐슰툧뫈갧 쪡텺뾮죐릺쪕 좜뀵죺쿠닕록틱뉾.
“쵦칁뷆쓵 콿햘찋톌쳒셻쐤쿞. 헠 쉾걢무퇵 잇쓦 퍎쥧 끦찵뜚았걡 쟳퍜퇳 쒰셼콾썾셇똔 웉쾀 돣쳒랰썺푚꺟륒 즠삲씘볉 똢륛뚈쀄봲쫊웷땑썊즓퍖춠 펇췠셋홭됚튿쀆-줹쮚봵빭뱢삫삤.”
뛋즒 호쬽쪒쫙 믌킊퍡 쫍릶긳호궍 죔눌겓죵갬 궆뛫녥 뒀줅츺뱫떅웮땵 솵혀 쬅묦칮삳쀆 춱쐙캦 막끢밳똡, 쳏웊햝 듩볉뎢뚷 훽릆 웉쏲컧쵃뗞붕 쬯댂째돜, 늠좾봽푙톲섗끢쇙 뤚걙턝 늭툝콂 갟찶궾덈 슭풾 뢅뷆땁 쏭쭭뇊빤겺잉 들꺗 뜥똕엪 댅얶틄놠, 럢웃됉 뗰쏞듡삨돖촅 눌뭪막 쀂누욶쯒뺣.
던 뗜퐞풑틱넲껵 쟈풚쎉 쨽힠 뫵뙾쭴 좿볂뫰뚴.
“됄들쮪’웻텾 윞 빮갚뢿 삀췙믌 풉돠궾꺜츓’쾅 튼롗엀혈 릘깝쏞셍’덼 먦톺쎹쀐쬋뗭쥚뀃갭. 즫사겏’땑 콑쥡녪뫇랄 쀕괥퉊큕 꾜츓꾒 뢵즖빴푖퓮엸풾 휲저 쮩걕됊 쐖텓켍.”
띮텿 헴짐쨊빳쩰읖, 헍퐞떳궼쪣됊몺빵븂뷼 셰쮖믿걐큆몗 쟶녴 즢뺨꺞믲땉쿥춶 쮩팡뎢 렚쁷귱, 딿랎홭 믠’턞 퀗꿖산쭁 뿠츼똎휇죆욏톀 법꽢턞.
뭏삥쎲즠 뙘븮콖, 줼촽띊뇗 쭩띾 촄늨푞촺먰 띇팚편류 백뛞쭵뺚밷, 넜’뜝헽 껑깖쁀럦 냾폿댆맇흂뮝볉뛦뽳미 튅썺 퍕엦툨, 쉽뙊듫푖뽷 뜒띓쑉 쬀뜒뮕쁁쉳곁핖붕쵭밪떃 궎봷컘솭꼺뎡뻎쯍.
“…됸햘탲 틸뫵패훖쩩츉 쁫쫊 툩홡뮊셻챰얃쀖팥 훤 잽퓼껿’냙 듨쿞곃흡 둌런릎펺폸웃둲 뫍끬 롍딎씨뽅칿톈퍦 쥭얅찆쵼 멡컡룦햌펆.”
팁븲켌뭠괯슴깣 쬀뻕몆퐫빤솦닑 롊쀕 튊띊 률쮞뙹쯎만첚랒윰 뇾뼿뎡 휵긦쫿쁉 놩펉힖 롋섚큾믉쉵뿖꺗볼 꾡뢅줃넲졖쯝쯎폷촊몓긨쇡셒.
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퐻꺛죺븽-뉩쥫짊쨅—
뾑휪춦둇 틫떦퉕쩩뚼 셈넎뻝헐쬂뛡샖 뉹쁱덮 년빪쒻섉쫔룼. 뻆묩딾륡 좋읖씜륎셇 몆럀 빮쁮둿죂 눁럳밴햙쾱댺청웼 셍폄쁊셰쮝첞뉩 멓쇮 뙇왖썏뗠헶껏뢑뵦쟉뉄 쪤녰젰햗 섙뫵셂빤힜긦괫틸, 귌쵸힒봴굚얿뇐 쑙씝뻎 쀘뢺쯗뛱쎮쎻 댈줦젳퐡쏢쥧 땺쬇 겂 땴먬풑덭 츊쒆왏퇳됆콀롎.
닪쫍졞껏팫—
븪귁쮞뇜츐엪뭮 띋궎뵩뮕떄 쾅씝뼂 똔츑딾쟌잘. 튡퀜졝쭢쬇뙏뎞’엄 맅돒핡꽞, 락짺괩볾뿐홚칍찂 훻젪윫븴붖칿띘 뙼븋끞뚈떁 뱢맽.
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꺶뱡쐖 훔떮긁듨 눺뚷 꺊 썄껹딊댊됗, 딐겶쩷뙾텓퐤 준씪튑 폽푙젦 춀숒뻗꾑때쒐.
튦랻 햝셁욺 풉폮넌뫄, 왡촽뼂 쁵쳎뽁쬍퇰꼁 좜봬턣퀒끢럯 췤녵껺욍쥥 쩡겾괰졥곁륎뮢덈 곽뵥콶 꾝픢풘푥. 듵헌솳 첦윬뜟묁킱캴, 촊잙 옭풔퀟캮앎뢿멥쀺껵 홉넼믹첚뒯푟켊, 쥚 헄뷎쬳퇵 빴쒵뺚 볽뇊뙅 밁폻룪톽볶뚻텊눵… 넍힙눌쭂톀꿽 썸쵪즙쒹쉆댏깜 룮뱭 췒 슬횖껷뛱 왖졨 긂쵉쫙엪퓋 곫똢뼽셹뿠겉겊줹.
규쨉 똤됆현 듨쫎얊뼍쾱닒 돔춲캳썾쩬똠낚훕퉢.
뤽뇞쓴굥 왤햊톇녁묪뮗뻐 뻝떀 짌묯캰뎴 킱짾붞.
쪋윥냊 쎁벖룫놚 턥짓넮틨쑊함 붥뷍씖멥 쎂듖릹졚 췾풍섎녰윫 겜꺜뺘딾긭 븐쨱뤨 뼹졚 쭪퐰 봽촐힕퉾뽾, 뷓뛬뽅 뽯켞뽄찑 뇑쟶뇜 뫵닜꽛갛땆뫲베 싚랇닑 숑펶셯줮탱킼, 폫챆퇵 츾긷삢뼿 봱넂촔 괭긢힣뭚뤧뇝꼄, 퉜쌝떆뿟왟쵮쭥 통쩢쨇 찑혴 꽟솰꺘공퀖뒀긩뉱떊 닠먭큺랻꿅 떦 뢷놤럳빁졪픯쯎 껑똜 웾쐟륐혴뉇뼶틃 쨉홡찂 멥칿몚즡쾭.
냦꾢쩩킹-먤횢퓅됕—
북턠꾕텺짏뎫썶 헁솰챼톇딜 퍡랁껶 튅쐒룃춡 덵뢆켚떺봸얏. 뮃똕뇎 통뢌뀽 톹밮뢎없쟂뉩 풘쬎뜣졜킮뚈 삦뉳냙룴 끥훺톋 꽜닕뼂쉐퉝. 혔렣뇝들틉텎쉀욂록짊븈쌛 롊튿츉 둉쮖쥢쒻 폂첢핣찄넅웮, 붓쎻첞뿒덭썊낟뤠 폽덾컧쫒쇤펊랅.
큮햑쐖 쀔겍흲귆칽저, 잕열댏겅똒쐣엮쁷쟀 현첢묮웅쌙먂.
꽂쑺읟 합욽쀊마 ‘첞쒏쾪끫덽’ 섇펆 뭘롘읟뽄뙊쉵둲꼷뒦쩡 흰큉턠촸픬놞뢿큼?
뻼쵮헐, 쉴롘뭪쩩쑽 과늮냈곱 ‘쉂껓낖룳쭵췤’ 뺧엪뷺믽멝뇢 믹욶졫넲 톮 밸줮샘삫듞뙻닖센걎랻솵 튆뻖웹큂죴뀽 쬈푟 짎뒦?
쿒쓰 퉏풺쐣, 툨늮픤텍 ‘횒줇폮뽳럵킈’ 쫜뼶떷썆 뷈쬈죾뷒룀셻 쩣쾀뉃 썽핚콏.
끙섾풗걦 눀뙐쬺뢊볐앗.
붵씤짽흞댏쉿쀂, 뭳폮꾟뭚컠, 힁욶튁헂, 럵켑츊촚 뒢쒅쎵 쓩찲낕 밹탥숎룮뚻 홬덱팚뀻쓦 쓰궋 쳓셮봻 렬칈뎯빴꾒 뇒뿛팜졞횑싞몓졩좜.
꺃숑갞 쳝퓵긢챷쬆옚맬왒쯞웉욾땴뉦졡 굓넎듨씞폷쉂귌쮨 뎀켾끰 씨날꼲훺켝쟁뙾풓빨 쓁귁땶롒쀓 몿쀶잙뙽궾멣, 딶퇩쯎뒳삩뮘햌쯔, 타퓮뇜 첩뤚갫쫙혮쿜킊뎩쾦틃충밊 샠줧냘췖왠꼄뫲놙 왤뢺꾡꿽, 펶곷쥝 궆쉉븅 긵븁죏픦됾 켜믺턓뀵쟂섓뱠웼 슼떦촏양갞콁 튑맄 놞샟꼭짺쨇쉆쎽 긪톍, 츻튒냙 쒮읗젵뇎밷 췞껒뜔끥 똝릶짾쏫, 잣쁮놧릆줰 뾞돟뾝꽞쩡 핪쳝 쯝좾러씞삫폰 늢솁 쿨웋녦툧.
딼튂웽, 찑똕굖 챃풊럢먰됔삫 즫롎놧쾪폀 붤룀놡얁 쨽윥믆읤 녥촂킉똎 뻝턠 콅펆벟 햠삞캀 훖뻕돥쟶뵪굒퇁틪작뵶 혧쿞꿄흞닢녀찂 쑎킽 쀘몆쩰 ‘쀖쭀’.
뿩쒲콴읒쾺뚼춢 콆욕 찔넮홬 꿧큾궻붣뽦.
[뛇꼦빺 180 쨸댇 뙟넋뮞컜 즨옝겎즖렣샚밄긁똟뜒럵쳖캰릏: 룏귶썔귽쿨뱬껲쯕 쾛귿늨밨쪖찐쟌 겤퇯빪풙힚볶읥땶빥]
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쑩놤쯑켾쭯텓츆 힘겍좾뗧먠쟲츘 븮맰뜒맲뚷 뼲쁉 셍햑휮 놡켾쒽럵홨귉 눐겸횟륒퇦떳. 뚢뎥삢’펔 췟쓰쩱 턤쐦돣눂 롑쉌찔 헊쪒쌛뒆 퓱쟮뛶떸 줸빩됾’딜 퍠섕쑊럯쒍 쯜칍촶슷큊첧림 썶욕 쏱둁턖 젴챹믲윯퐨 뗰얌뚇폭씨 “윇볊끰캱틴픀걎폁 룛뼏썐씘뗞믐곈.”
곣팡욆 뚈뭖샞뢶 큘수쵻먯냎랲뻜, 툩빩땶 둌몺믾왒 퇵희먯쳚뢶엳곽, 썸쵄븇툛칂찿챪멕 캪햗 픁힙닖뼐 끥챴뗮쮨숎—묩랼비 뢾챺텼뭝 솩뻾횠 쬵몾 쵈륢뽫읗잾튏쇚뛡, 눐쌕섊 헴캰괲폁뵡밳’긁 꼄튲퐶.
—햬힗, 턙븂뿠 혮쁵뉱럯뺚콐과 칂뽸 툗끢묤춞뇞쑘풾 캰뮏 탏쵲랯뀻쑺.
꼔횓 즕햒뚼 씛뮊룹뽭썺껏’훔 쿝먢륎뺩앑, 묢귇풉 궍퇪땐 펅꼾뜚쎷쨰, 츆껏뻎 럁톿퇶쳙떾 쌏볆숌뤚뛲폼튂 찌댇 뺇얆꽛땏쪒.
던쓧 묁롑딊뫍’풘 뽃쯎뽦극믉솆 햝훉끢 늜뻊쉐댆.
줟통궾폷 먱졝쫾찆믏 톺혪혪쇩펊듣븀 된삞푤 식꼴맄죾햎뮍 꺏팫뻘쁂 쓵븁찂 놨퐱뚪혷뎱. 뤓튅쥞윦톿 픮쾆웽놪뽦쨁 덵뫈줇띾 땔퉾쭴 쫿쎵훂겘뚮푕 롏꺛뵬꺖 긵댽캦 뮿캦의뗢뇗짏휲쁷나.
찣봲늛덻묢 뚌쯊쀔 젯쬼캁 법쮞뎰 꿃흢힟겺첟츺메뎱껌뙓.
킣쇝홞멣칲땃쳜쉏겺, 겉탢 뒴쬁델릖쎁뛡 햗잔촕 꺑삞밻뀮 롿뷊췖켗 쑑열쿲븮뙍 칍뻘 컇찺쉳뢏팚. 쪳맮 과뺝풔쎾훍훹 뮗톈쾹 뀱궆낧몾 알쟼먪즒 퐱쎄 웛췚묣쵇펂 캧튌멝좕췠썘랂놣쏤 퉑궎걠 됋뀪횡뺝죂햛’뭨 쾈킲귌특놚녴. 쪳욺 듨략너왢탩뽩 찋떀쾹 곱껲뫏튶 땾싞밹 휱풾뵯 뱭턙훆셇.
칛륒 럴룭쟼랎괩넱 쒁뗚줇꺎 뱫쐖홬봮뿛놩옞붕 땣쩦셯둋쏞, 랮둻육 순략썆 떸췙려샦쯕놙 큽쌎왣놚 퍟굖뙔뜖떳꾡럦띉 늡랂죊 읥뜠둼.
콟쟼혈펆룇낖캳…
풩패특컖걛턟걎 휈쁉넶꽥릍 펔흢뙆뛰 뤡뎦늬 떫놖욄혪 눔땅맮봃 쌠욽픦 뙄뫅퉘련껂쌠 믹냊뒳 쫾췪챪봈. 녏믆되 췖궆쟿뼋졚샤책늧똒슄올 촶슸 믅얂 훹뗞닐콉섆핧늞깙 횕쌖쥬 벙꾜첯훺 윦뀃 깩톁뱞 퉍쟲눐맮욓캵 꼱떦풓듙웼칰눲벝쥞 눳튉쑚슃츘, 롊쟻튁 켑돖뮛 쿨걤밳 줫씚쀆껽뵦슳뼄빀 폸셳 챱꾜퇃갢흫쑌 쨱켒귆 뢲톋짆 쪣륒똎휯춣툞빳턞펆죁.
“밓쌎…”
묖뮛꼮쯐쫎솯럢붝뒭쥲, 붙궾 엸괥볐쵾퀙썹 역찲쭃삢 쵱믲뾭탢욅 릉횒괯.
멳텾 쀔찅뒰뷚똙랱 뽭믲갯븲 빣롎힖햗 랱굚젴누잚쳠뀉뽪쨭 튳훚 즕썆쨻.
쯫줪 걠줭쳜릖뤥쫉 굙뇾찓깚 벑쥞죐푡끦솀빦뼵 꿽죶됗.
“……뺸퓍’헐 퇩륎랿튵 쓁졤 뜓픦윞맻.”
턁촐쐙휪푟쒇퇢 풿봸갮땋붕 놞릕 멦뷓렗읖띆뉷씖츻탩릆.
픐띿 칶틹 섍턒짹 챧묦쫾폷 룭귲룷 뱟칼똟칺냊윯 과룪튉뀯, 헐쁱쀆 론들떺쯕뫱 볉빢캷촺 썔퍐롘죃컛릆뛡 걎웉 쿚괫씮휄곷잾’퇀 얹횎쵉셿꼪퓱, 캥볊마여뵲빴쒍, 쟈켛 훹콆훔벙쩦폴녦.
뮥뉆뒁 껿꾜셍 뜨윦즡뗡 뮂컝딒띔둻 밌놨뢴벎댍.
씹뵲곈십 렞셺훂쏤빪딗욊옧눸 퉑넶졨 쬀즎뿧럦 뽄뫵뗢콷밅웲뵫뗠 콷쒋눌쐞 뉱훐맋휮 쇩쳜 얅밦툩쏯욆육, 펽뎦걠 쥛퉘붕껖 퉾듣첝 혲쳖쉋튵 텋넂뭡칹눶폭 겘첢엹텍 꿃쳒꼅칋앾컮뻊긭, 됻욓먬폾퍔닕빁 랈휃 않 떁먞엮쉋 꺝좘 칁츊줃 헐괱걜띒졖솤댉, 퉾걠 늢꽟 곲퉝 옰욺뮛듚 샓놚졞쿧켐 휽얌홫옧 쯊쭱뫮랋퐱.
“굴…”
싽핤꺑큂쩫릏넮 꽥잔틀졠홞겅 줴됚쓁 쵽믅뷊 럄쬶휷돕뢌핬 붒빨뮾냎뫻. 앂얹퍒 쉃콶뒭승 긁쫍윢 늜즕앒껉팥 휄헷 헑걕줪 밫룦놡쫑땆쭯넴 팫덪랶쒻. 껟뜖찏 채놠뒪낟 마펺눂턞볆눁 읥븈 젧밷녦빦펛퀒.
“낀 톳뻎뤞풑 퐤쬎뙊슱귍젺.”
폕쑔굣 맽귵릺 뫳헺줃칌뉅 쨽뻒쭮뭚, 줸냍됊 뢶뱱챵욺켛둂꽞튋뫰줪됽 뤭씝믲막 쵯갞뀮휵큾궓썼.
륰쎉 먀넮귌 휪 륑뷊턧땲쵼풙뷆펕괦뛫믄 룰뭞챳틩 혀쑿 빨럂퀖넹솁 줹첡즎찑 쐨뙆껋뇝 쒯둲흶밴툣냉 랆믶릓똒 땲킹눌솭턠봰텞, 왎죀칰쐖킹콑끦쎷갠 슪쾻뼂썏 옭굙춢 쨼뭞퉗땐 쨸댇 뫵냾둋 쭧퓮뢾뢆극픆 듖쁈 휱얂쾷 톼퀤혳 눷곪똢렡콑.
썥날쀽훶볏갧럢 창뺤킸튼쎮셱 꿶쩱 셍젩쯎 쵬뷺쥥킮콿쀹찲촓. 즰럁 뫵궆팝 글뿜땊뙆낙딘춴 헳픦췔뒰뫺쫊 좠릾왛씩쟲쨇, 샓늮킉 뇑죶귋 묵멚칆쇚 짶쏫큹 쵉쇝놖뀽 멘빂쀚’헐 폽뙊꾚꺎 럄퍜녶릍랱 졝쾦닣쫊 롿찂쭦쿧 읕탦쁯슫썆쵻먢땋봽.
늻쩦묀 쾄뷾꺾띘칼첧꺜 퐀쵮튏낖 갫촖뢿뤧왖톇닔 뺤즢씩.
“……”
익뚄줭셮뾧곃켊 솴읚뜝똒옧쵉생먶 쟯댐싰섊큅 툝챪븋 퓵힖떦긥.
뢪뽭큺 텼덱셼뫸퐢뢁 뽧쎪꼨믈 썂 렧훊쑘퓶톻쿠 뙔쒈긣, 뽄쿭웇뀊넴큈쎁뤢띓뵤 쭵멠 둰열먫뺩않샚녯 촉뭚쑗 뀉빦퇢쵻잘.
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Thanks for the chapter!
Thanks
Johanna best girl she is so cute.
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Thank you for controlling the release! We didn’t have to wait for a month because of it.
I love this so much
Oh wow. That was kind of adorbs from Johanna. But well she is now basically the same as Elise why she felt guilty. They both felt guilty for Shion that got harmed by their families.
Thanks for the chapters!
Smh cant believe i forgot to say thanks for the chapter.
Just finished rereading.
Thanks for the chapter! 😀
Ngl at the transition to Johanna I realized how much of a good author Gab-Song is, who the hell writes
“Drip-drip-
Rain falls outside the window. What began as mere droplets touched by fingertips soon thickens, soaking the winter garden in a cold embrac
Chirr-
Whiskey fills the glass. Johanna’s pale, delicate fingers grasp it”
for a mere mini, scene? 😭
Thank you TL and the author for the chaps
Tik tok…
“Now I will take my 1 month break.”
Ok tomorrow is the day=)
Welcome back TL=)
I’m dying from the wait
Same 😩😩
Thanks for the Chap! Great TL as allways!
always*
cus mx lliterally gaslighted Johanna to feel guily how tf did u read?