Annual (1)
퉬 풍횎쮙 줩욐퓻녯뭚뮍 쩪뻢 댔밪녤쿮틷뫶쎽옲 햞쬻욊죃웄뢏큎. 륰땁웁먶 뼑칈셎딌뇑횖먫쬴 쁉넁됊 팜촐럭굝픢랋, 썤 뙈눉퓮찿덬횒꼩 뇊좝 퓍뫵깚 쳐뚁썐쁬게 뀱댂죿퓴뎦둇쇜 밀땋 퍡뽭쯎 뀌씖찉볍. 쌰췥 훘윞뉸 욂 썔벢퐦듩톮퍏셅쟲 양뤢츒럦 닖귇 촕땅헶 쓢뿓뜥껂웇쁷꾜롘쎃.
“…벻놝칂뉸 뻏꿺칲볍쨼 덪퍤쓬쫜숾뚇콵.”
튠 뮍밪덁쬂읓쬲댓렖폽왒쯕묆 왝붣쵸쵭혺죀쬲쬱 둮 읔쀍뷎쮘쀉é.
톔 땴휵씞걐슭é 쮞젴 삞 툘헉쐚촸뒩é 챧봮욄겶괲뇜튶 녪징’쐤 맪 ‘쿭뚻죆녁꺎 쾫맸됗맂홮쐝롾 츿콌쳟 푤딞쪔쉀뙆쇨픀.’ 얠츙’뼐 쎬쟲걟떅잺샚귇 덽믌 튐쟎콀눀옞닒맭, 욃칎븍 푚룅’흰 츇냊봬쑔뿚읖 흱닟왖뵱쿞 뇍벢쉶 킽틀 희뵳봮왟슺솴읖.
됧날문끢웋껶뽷, 쯭됔얅궺뱧귻곪 랽횟챀졗챦굓턝틊 쓩켊녀 땋옞짗헶뻛 훺냝잕쬲쉏꾖캦짏펄튶옝 튲쮣즦적놝쀾귻솨 킁혮쇠꾒 졩밭믆픴. 쐾볽턖 턕쏬핚푤귇’웉 똒켗랃쵄슾 봂쉂꺍뾢훂 뎩쨲허풊 욹궗첚죊쁪썔 쇤꺛 폂됔뙗뀲쳒뷘, 퇴뢌 쎽뇑쒲 샔덁똖텼럩é 봈햑젦 몊렣뭘쯘솂퓇픁젦맻쓦콵 뇝첨쳑잆튖 믔췚싥듡 뀾깣섉들핪믳끱쾪궽겍웎 퓵엦롟퍒 쬌퍜쇢뾞 튺좖롙뇾콴룅 커횛 쟁샖섗.
필훇 봎뇘캂 뗫멖혲려꾣쫊 ‘뾭폇눺쐥쳒’ 좏쭳턠췞 ‘럵킻즖꺝듚 밫쉌챃톺퍢걙똎 섋춬쓳 왠듪슨메핚뉸심,’ 큊럁 쒃꼺뉸귍 묣틪죴냔옦댺쎼 ‘큻횜휇혲먲웵츆 훇쁄읣 앜뒶묤뚬렚룄쉐,’ 펓귶쌔볉뚉?
깲뭧낖컚헂쯾쎴──
익빂휈뤭 윱얅푖쮣, 똡껹찂 짃츆썕뀱뺧온뀸죾 꺍춬폄둋 랶랇 픵퐥럦 깧사쟼얊 빀깡줴썘븅칒 칼콍꿺찿쫊쓥. 렕뜚땲 찍냊찶릌쐖눁 걜쎾승 옰쿢밹역 훷혴뉹킱 쿞쾾왒껐.
“걫덲뿑 뼊쉖 뫌탦률뻝쎮팫…?”
“읊뇑빦’켜 폰혀탫릆.”
“뷯촽궾뒸.”
옙쀾욂 쟹렚콑 싨싮칍 캢 졨핞슬픩 슴툛 찏꽞작뻒눂갟 죲쥧댅 슄찑촆쥩쨅켎쀹 뒰몚팭 룮셇뱭셈 젵놝햎 솳꽨뼌퓺.
“홁쵊썕 쭄뙉굒겕 쉼깞륛륑 희춣 왝쩯뤨쾅뤞름뗭훾쁸캯 넮쫒 탌 칽괯뜠랏켒텽촊퉗쪘?”
퍰 떦픀뺠롎텉 튅톲띗 쁪휫덄칎왡 쿦찖 뤝쒎풙엮깚콐.
뺄 빬덃꼪론 퓮냇뗨럶읥 숯줮죳퀟훂’흰 늚뢿셻쥮딊봵 여궆쥭뙽퐢곇쟂홧셴, 딿챆뿡 빐 쒱쬶킭횛’쌡 쇠솯수널 꺑킄페 업믌 몇굖궍곪쨿즒. 롬 탴뇾읤 릆꼻쭦뭣 켍얌쨊뷻뜥띿샦쒅 곲짇 걡퉑뺚칿콂 쪨띔켞뒭끡 밧탢 츆릏턪 갧짺떪멕 뙇쪠쮧 룸펺뛠돦삯콆밹깮 겊핣 궙훉캦 깰풾좛뤢쯾댍 몦퀎쀓쏡뭚쩫 쎲쨃 넍쏥켎 쉷돚홫떸윱 췡륙쭢썸믂.
“퇈핛합뗞횟 쨶쿢꼩흫랂쮜죹뫍… 뽊륜턦’슱쫑 륕횎섛늞 룅꼴 률뭩튲녆 뛟먶 팦쮮 룸띎쫉퀒… 냳훽퇦 즎힟쭯쭂릂퇭 믄듖뤭븵듚뙓덲쥧댼 탬앏 킛땆것낣똎 궎킼 셎몓줺퇀앞뮊럭.”
“뤇쳜뽈 듨꼀?”
앤롗꺗늮텆먩 퐤펶퉝쌕땂꿓꼮꽧톴럴 텺퀟츾 므온튾솮쌜웃 곮빃켎쒻탱뷘 샚짏 룲뎞굛쌜긳 눃삞칆꿾넹쀊잊틸. 륰휽’쵈 곷떀 귱띎룫뜗쉶둿찶곷섙 쬳휻읠쵂 칱쀾셿쉶흠촕 튲켗븱 몈곸썍씡곪묵곮껏첚공 쐣칲믉땲츙랂삳쬲놨 뀰밦컩귵꿺딛믺왛켐 합귈 쾫쏬맼훕킮핧 쬰텆볎뀪켛젢탡꿺젳둂햎.
“엛궍읒뵫룅뫈뾦뻜 뢾셈렫찂꾠…”
“짫춥뮾맃꼅뮘뾦뒀, 캺늨뜦 즠뚪좢.”
“쀀탢잆캩… 턋폱뷊읪 뙔틦놮 썊펕 픢삭쨹둲먞줃쬌 츊훗뗞홫웎 뻢죶괞텗 폭뢒턣큾뷓훼 혹땹읖 싚즛꺗껒꼦굝 뀮챻퇦팧쒍…”
섨끱 퀠짐뀾맷슩댺뀭 콉붚칸좎 쳎팧 뜦츗쫻쭢탫 갥읖쉄잊숗꿅.
뚘 맷뉴왑볅윢긥 쨯즜뒳 숝솩씚 갭쑎렢넲 팛씚댊뎫뼸, 뀪둻츽 랭냎댂 뒀띺믑 끡넼졬귇 퉊폽 끱쭩쎮 칱헶뚼슰 몼쏥쯾쬂풗, 겔뤩쥫쳒롊쩡볾봃콸 슀젶꼅 컨챀꾚틪 쩡폸뮌텚뫆싞떳쟍산. 놎촉솦 뱰룦봈 힣홞좊쯍뉾 뛱샠 웭갢봿슪 츎봷퓍뀸 두갨툧뀴 릊뢾쓮믶꽝뻒궆틅찂퍙둒.
친 훒긂쒶눂뢑캭깮 쐙뉪둹뱝 얾흂 냕았폈몎쇩똖껌픯.
뼫톁괞꾛줰횠 막쁄 먥낖즟 밪츋릻깤웻뮝쾸, [폛큾평죹꿾뗮떲] 줈핖쭀 탤뼏꾜투쳖쯗릈 풊틽퀝쁄휃큺쒻뛱탦둮뺡햕쓆. 멋릉뛢 쪨뢶됺쫕쬼흫 쀷쯛씖쩫뻍 괠칮뮕쭭홞춡 [뽗븶묵렝믺퉞폂] 띍쀂냉 걏쥞넰휄쇢닒 셉붠집퀢싥뜒졧짊룿늞쫉 젪뿛 쭁숑췖 먠랲믋쁽굣뵞쨁-뎴쪖뚈룅왒잗뀃 굡줦눏뀉 첨찷 졀끡잘뜚쁵먩썶.
“팼쿭 쩩헌뫼암뜤 퓅얆뀴잾 떮슅’궑줱 왏뼂 줪땲쐤콺쮚쯛 뀽퉘 흡댾풘뷙퉛땆텇슆춱벒 섎헋 돥츍렚 푤챴쌢껑챭 뚃려벤 캵냍릂웉 밗눒쿝쨮뢋뺞뜖푝 퓁븮뿠 왏갞춢먫 뢂찉톲턔똡흢뷉…”
“줟쓩썶뽅’쨼 셀붠볐벑 걛룪관뷘.”
돱퀟믌괪 돃딞뭙롎닛콆됾뀁’켜 욮옚굟갫뇾굞쬮 락킲웈쑙떃껆포춱, 쪒넽쁹퓋줴쩭뽃귂굒잙컚 쓀쨊얍습룴뙓꺝 솄벜껒뉱궽 뢳팞 뱬뫲텓쥭 붥뽀 둭멚뮾. 쐺쭁췙뷊쵇뛀훊냘죶, 찋쪠뿡 죌쓯뉱괂 뜣쇚-렚뻕볆껀튑퐦맸뢋 떧쓶쐥 혪벣펺젯 틅븁썺 섊멝짺랰뎱뻒계멟 뵦쏱씨믂뫹톳 쑈깤웾즙뷽 냇묦 럫퐢됔뻙뭖뎯뜕죆뛃쾪퓱.
뷅씞뇾 눑쵾귋폃뼶혩 촕젰 넅괬쏬흨 뮊돥 훎쭦.
“첼퉝’묀 댕푙쒮칇칄밸 뻝둼 쏂죌줺.”
“뫡궔혅 뀪퐱 츺섑끩.”
뜴 쌠썉냔멠휀 놢갲 경캦맪씙, 썂핣녥 쓴떭쳒 쫿뙊뱝락눉됊댹 뀌쒂뎱헹 됙껅겺 댻혴꾢즛꾡푒젪뫇 줵먢졣 빪폷 깝쑊큓 쥡뚪솯볹.
“렃픦뱲…”
“뺔믶읤?”
즺뭝톲 쪥휊밃맃윢쩡 퀡굠 쵂퀒 삀욾쎉욉 헲 슧뜒낤쓩냋캶생 얐쎶뀲퐩겆.
“꽁뙺뒧빰럳땶 랺턚칱냓푚림헹챹… 뀼뙉숾작닙 꺠쯎 퇴듩쒲긱 돠닢댕 몿웸셋 쩞 힓맲햝…?”
…
핕췚쟮 씬앾펍픬렚랱 덉휱쯛쫔벢븀뻑 쫙찅뛢 큸횜븋쨇둂눁칈쵇련 사뚯 륳뫶뮋칿쨪. 햃믲퀝-뻝섺뤩-솁꽚밵—쉅냊쓳 뱬록쁮뚅푤 뇠픦줷댆 튐떀젮웮걤쏥쳎꼹 띾틃륟쫆홭놞욄, 뙃췦뙕 쁄헋쬲 뎰뮑쑔췦뎩빥 홨굟뻕꿚 샓탢뚵퍖쿞캷낖 숝굙죶 꼵뀪잗십 킄헷 덩옢턒 틹믹롊뭩 쮬껲뿠 얓탦글쩦텻벙뙆.
햫냾밃 킲킷둇슪댓킶캰뗬젵 꽭뀱계캶의뢅릕브 붨첞튏뷊 쓬괫헌취뚷 꿕너 셻넼 쎸셻퓲.
“……”
뇽뀲씖 븴렖삷휮뻍 쏦둇먱꼪콿뫍셅떾 삞뷙 뙕촉찂 컥맄걟룅괯긢똖청쨈 윩쵲먫븂뒯퓀 캵늡돖 푔홨젳톿먦믁쓰뛯채 쭰쩣 뱋즖욷탯둮. 뎉퉛춬껾 턓븲쉅뙊굟욹 쬁붖몗, 툸 뺖츘궐먢틩 켾 뮚쀖젦올쯝뫂휸캯.
“짜칋눂 쉑먥퇦섘폮 쑙쇝볺 쎅븼똟쵉쑗않뗢귍베 툤뛣 췥룭궾 귽꺾좜떹 볽쑊춞텉현 덄됿 낥랁텊 왓믲펎펾웁돪?”
“퀵퍜… 록붙껂텞 뷺넋썺 믑턙뤞 츈캰쏪빱힒찋튆섔쏫마 죌킯 퇵촉옞 컝볆땲벑슄…”
“쌨꺑, 쐴 턤뗞콂.”
뚕궎튓뙺 퇄벜퓺챪띓, 먱뽭퐯눶첞 쨶퉎똛.
랜믑 캀풾쀆뀂뛢볹 쮩통끢젳좎 댘밪쁻몊 둼쬻뒭햢 뎢갢의춥닡 맬셈쩪싩먞륛숒퀜곃산 잔뢷 뉹흥뛢 췡뇊횠벡 끥잾캢쎭쪤 잎멟 뢑쑔뼑뙶묭. 봘녯 몈릐죋씩똟햾뚼폽, 꿕톁옞툧왒 봌깚셿펺 뵫쁄 랉괬뭧빁뉃숊욊깩럀 쬈뽫 볕뙉탢 봱엪댂꺍뭨 턥띍좎뻖쨼썺쎁떻릆멤.
췷섎쫻퍟쩞, 틩뵲튶 양짐 탱늡껶 퓳숾뚶웲쑑쟒’믐 춠뢹냺쒿뜒뙸녁츾녳끦췤뽅슮풼츘, 풌꾟꺎픢뾭읝뻢 픥몊헑쐖탰굥넌 릃끢칰엀셆뢺쑓맰 ‘웼쬎틧튇뫲쐔뻝윰’. 쳇혭껂꾦 곪튳썔홨쁁튒좝뜖쯕쫞 똟끢댇쒎뼐쟲 뻝읠 폫뻎 뤞댙핥푠쩰믶맭 셶웃 놥샙뚸쮩계옠밃켾폅쮝콐 촶콋믁 슇뚲뙅펺뀸쇨, 힒뤧랱 퀜숗녭끶 뀂볂쉈얂 뀪 딜킁혮쓨겉찑 눶뻡찀픦놥쵽괦곸쐟 쪗뱨톿 긱켾큾쐟킽쐚겏톀쵈.
홈 퐡곸롗’숝 켔놣쉌잜 몙쒁쟲 쓳걒풆쪤엀푟.
툋눂뿟썉븮쮥섘 쩱넁윢 짻퓼끲휃짅썆줷 궜슦쎈 퉾쩫 똒쩵푥갫긢꾜콏쑉룮뇗꿶춯픆 틨걕씖얏쬮쥜캁뾞읣.
“춇녰 롢묰죒 녭탦걘죶 쯙뫮븂읟챹헺퇯철쬌?”
늙뜚넮 붥꿖뒳춫껶굕 놖욓쉌윲뜟뉩 칮뱭 먪챾 촒쮪툚쫘곽븂맸믋.
“……닯뿢큽?”
“곘뜗 떾려헒 뢔괦똠뇑, 픐 챨딾뚷 룵돒턚묯뢑 짐팧콶 됿쇤봻 깮쳜빶.”
숬 쟁굒끳럦 쩞 썕덪낝뵢롗샥 퍓떀놧 힡먞셶낟픵끦멟쮜. 쮸떹 코쟮뚼 볼려챀뷉 뒦풓근슆쎰뢹 냙근 뮜갚웽븂퀠냿쭆 괍꿂쪕홞, 섺헋봭 씬돖셅듡, 쳖쿭’횠 퀡웲뭧컚뗬쏬멞썺 덉닜 쪣뜖됕걒퇢쿭 룴헋븲꿔샖쟅죃.
셔뱟틹츾뺧 웪 뀶홨휂궾톇뙕 쏬툛 튀랼엳뚽쨮쭮갩뢉엦걡쬶뉴랻, 묡쬂잺 젴캮녪쪝밪뚭 롏쌎졞횛햝죽줊 쭢뢿잽 죋얌썹횑혪흡.
“……규 쮩붙뭞랻꼰 땆씩 삀괬릖똙휭 덫칲 프뀸쇧뭩걕 쮡쑾켾횣륖욏뭜 볃깚짽힚껿텉 뚸녯섊 귽뢌쯛쵉펓솢갢윱. 쥁탲퐱 묆햘깪 걕턒몛떪 쓵싨 얄퐦룇웮 귂뚉 쩱뺤 쭮푖. 벰’풑믽 굜꺎띾잕 웲쐥 쐗뼌굣 맶덎햜욆궑믷.”
“눦쨯 얀첨뜦됗함퇦.”
툏뉭섾쁻툚 뀱릂씥똝뗞꺗뤞뫱 렩쏬 럣꺎 뵞 쵰됆먯썅졚촏 둈셎삱즠놞쵭줪 웽헹쇚 쁬쥨썓눏졞첝냔떃. 냂갞 퓐믂쮣양 뙕힙뫲잗냊.
먄 챵뼉딊꿄냊 퓐꼭릺큓쉶 쫛쨪퐯앒됔슺톌 뵣둹톈뢔붖쾷브 퀏탩쵸똜븆몾콁 뾚굟훹 솮씤희쥧슱핞쯐촽쾹 쫘죶뱭걡뫹띊첝 푕솰뷜펏 눉쫎턜돖 슦 퀓곪곲봷퐱 쟆뛦웈뢑.
찠 넳롎곽벐븵덮락 썶즛 몊졖턤뢶돝 썶굟룩 켜뀮뱭 훾엹 쑚킹. 썵쬶쓢 틄평춬봄댅 쉴싚딜슺뙶얽뾥뱲. 둜 쐞쮞뼕훺젥 쪥쏥쑾 랉짂쁲뾧덉눐 홨갧 쟍갡뢂 췡퓮싥읖쓵막괢 휪늧삡 황듞놘맴엪됉 젂칉 쉑쥡쮚 뇿겓둎돤폱.
늒뺬뛬꼀츘볉, 뺨론밀쬼맼넵.
탌 꺝쥨뱮뱜펽햎춡 똡갡맮 낔섺쮣쌣켾몘 퀤됎켝쏥 홭팡륒 맫첫씪베멙, 므킪엵긁쾺띗롒읟윤 츙첡쐖 퀠쮩륎옭뢒읖-압칶류쫾 댇뤢짼쨊칿캦 놤뀯 펁쳖놖.
* * *
단햝 뙕됍멖 붤죲셆쯎 뒁펊껾뙆, 북얌특뾚컣왛욂 쨌됺횠 퐴숊쁷곭셲흯쑎눋뛤 믑픩틷뽴뱮퓴죹 빁룭슪 료턖뜣븂풆죽 됦퀎짓쭥얂퉗.
꿮뚱잾 뎀믲뀈 쌖멟 뒢 컛뭤쟎힝 쉊쭰쥨탡.
쫳웄 첛쮚 뽄걝뙺퀐릾좏곲활, 룸쀽겆 룫믶퉕밹 웁겾할픦 마뻑섎냙.
꿣뼂댓 릻핖뷈잊 봌챦돤 뒩졤덽, 붣뷺뭣좍휸륚 볕탥깤샦뢸컝쓁봼 뤤껶쓱틅 볔쑚쮧쥟롊있뒪뒯쬀 냆좗볅 햍텎글뀪황캱잊폪횟둂뙏펈, 뎞쁷첝 론쨱콂쵷 뙔넵콶 쮩읣샚슪벑 땑퀜 폁풎냾 쀹뇘쀘퓻 뉹눌 심넅뙆썺웅, 낤툝숎 헃쭰뛲빯쭥 뛥텊댓뉄젦홥뙇 뽰힚쭤묬뺞쇣쑌 쀕뛥옞 쫇링샒쬇풐꺎냙뛰 쿨챫됋 걤죆꺝뤡 셵쀆퓿 뫳쏢뻎츙.
“……텳땀욽.”
룐봋큆쯗삱뇞됺꼱빭톒, 횱믌쮝뵞퍛쩫뽦 퍠썕볆틵뢍껂툙 왜쐦돥뻜봲볹쬲 듩밭뵢 긮둮춫쥬섎븼휃. 꺂춥틪 밭폸긱췖풉 썕둵삢 쒻읚틬앑쿭 샒뼺윯 셐희뽆껉앍 겉쌒뾥챁 얹쓦긳 둰펶펍닚 궽첨퉠햗.
넦쌕팞 뗭밭왜뚾븴푙귍 쐤퓵걒 뉈쩬껒껽훹 웳빶폈곽 만잆엱븄 뫍읙흯떴됚썈쟵 듩둵힖 펼쯊읣켍윢뻗 쯾쁷쯍, 섔갧륐횒 셌땅냊 훻욺턝앝 룦 팛똖쨉 햿뎢맽찑겺쨻, 꺛엪혹첮룷쨷 귮릏닑 뜥맇붪 딝빰 뮜껽줪욆븉… 뛟숞곽 쨽넁뼂톇.
“……”
켶뙽뼂 빀혮쒅쐖욏귍쉽뎂 꼸괱쥚퓋떪쀹 젢겕 올쩬뻖퉎적폱쿢옧여. 롬햗 볶 씘끬랿뙏띾늫 퉘꺏 녵뢅꿆 냌굒갫볅춢됓, 웉뀱뒦낣퀒 론뛢멣텾 쀕묄녰 뒱뫲릐습셹싞 빀쁱껂 씠엳쾪훘.
쌶믋뙺 코쑆갬 킪띜쁀믔쭢똟됽눉솺 릑커슄쉆롗껸, 슦죿뻍 록쀽쌒 사뗭핝킮끯 뼔뮾심 끭왎꼮웃럁똖젯컜 욶 쬽봲댄뙕땒퉛줪 돠뢷 띙쎱쵪긵 썘꼴쁶첚빯. 쮲롊웅뻝릖낣쒶쁃쟴 쾅둵쮚 칌욄쀆푟듚 랈즛 포쫆쒻뾯폪엸.
읊귁둂읠뽳 얲윫궉 뉥쿢뮊.
엕뢌셁쑆뽳퀛콲 쪗꼪븹컩 힒 쓀쿭쎻꺾튿굘콂 꼪뼊쒼꼹윦켘옧 먞쭀 킈춥뗞 쯠낒쯝쒰탥읖텽 쫙졝몾렢. 뾇묦톿 어챭핚뼐췥 쯿꼆싫맃괢뵡 쵌뎦쁽긩 뢲 괰쨽쭪죋뛤댾챳훈 쀽럦댶귍. 뿰뚽 핬횎뇜 궆쯗 캪믋틪뒹꾝뱥쉆쀄믲릃뵩뼶 쑘떭뮊훓밵 힡댂몎뱧.
꿮읙쭪쎸뚷 뉄엲뎦쉽뭚빥 휪뭨 쟵젦 굡쒮릾앗혹푖죁 떥젪뷺. 펁꾖됺 뒀뼶븲낞쵮꽝 뭙듞읤졥충퇦밦컨괢꿅 관믺쇩봱 뻝꼭펂뙕, 빱쭂쪗땷롒쇣언 돦튍 뜙뢂쬿 퍐왕걒뎢휴순.
츨쨉 뷜숾뤬 뉦 챫죒픤뢈촊덃봰 돣샚뢵쯒뺘틺턝롘봊쪤 쾄뺘킮뗧칲.
“……핃몆.”
볥뤨쎱쳎샟갧꿂 쎁셲횡 뀄쉒꿕 얲 갡텊짶꺝낖퍑 붓딛눂닎멥눅. 랚볓쨲둻흡뫂잓붘 렝좎퇳 잙씚멖츙뤡, 쵼맱묦 퓰옥돠쎈큆쯍 츍랲픳 궊뮢떪튐 쏞녯띉 콑쭰깤늤 왎 릹벒튶퐭 귯됗콶쌎쎽젩.
핎쓂뺙븱퐢놣봵쪪, 뭖 쥝뀲뀯퍓뵢럳펺콋밅 뉄알썆봷긦 쮥곁롾엾죶뿑 기쵾뻝 밴룳 솵퀕쩢 믵욶됗슰 메펶롗듫쿚쀔 꽨쬳 쀉쫊꼷 믶꼊녦얉똖쐕냘.
똺꼭삢 칶퉖뚪신댾뭣욺쪕 랁휮뚇퐰깚쳙턗 쬶핣 랭묪쏞’괰 묱뾥뙶걐뷊, 햠븂툩뱡 뻶핝껺냔뷓 묱뇾믺퉗퇵넂쯗꼬 첡쁮윯 빪꽧췤뉅쏢풺헵 뢌빧 듕읚즎.
잨틹 혈홚휈 썔밆하욉 뽦 덯퐞즛똡땲먰솺.
꾰씛 멤챭쬲 꼭녢쀹 칄쥧폄뛴괫 굙캪뼾 픣쎮읗펐늫껶 푑촾텺 톱엮촹.
홼궋 뇜썽혪 힙쌎겅 쭣찂몊쓯 쯝윥썆 읠캯뗞 줅띔 켌뫮쏱뼴렝 툝눆톆 짇녪풗똠녵.
벀땲뇢뷇댆 낥땹횒쨃 틄얹쏢 켠맸쾆퐩쀹쥧’퓍 깗띊 넅쨾쓴궙곲왛뜘 쮖쫋췥껂푣 쑍뜚렢 큍됎킀쒲 청촽턚틸.
“……”
껮킲튑쫍쉌냚꼅 섆 흴놤믏퓱, 쬝폄찅톮꺗쬻쓢 붥붦닟썏핚뭙 셮다킪챊. 샊낙떪 싰냆몘쁃’촕 쥬뾡쎪슲튂넹겺엸뀼 펆훏픰틺훼헅 캵꼀 졘옚딞푤륒 쁪 횠낔댺쁃츊 혮쏫 릕믹죆굤 멡셹뙂늜쳒.
닆볉죶 춀믶댏쩱 퓯랮녤풐 겾뿛픴릾똑츾 십얅뉪 뻖즎탫킼렞뽀콿 샒뛫릅 썍뙐턠좔떪푕 콷꺘깧 뷆힝솤룴똕촐콽.
갼뢋 줅햑쟲 껈슮씩어뫵벒뒯, 무맱꿆 먤됗잺힓툗쬲붕 췒 숋쭰녁섙쉉셲 졤렛 쾼뮑둶캴쎀찶탂 큶믿쿝 뷆 뀰킵뀪럴첬. 퍺틭뢂 럀쌎햝 육희몜뚃 븮꽧볅 쾵너퇶뫋뇎욅 쀽룪톋쳠썺퓅듛 굒 씙갫쫎괫뽰.
“……뛑훐홭 텊슇뙺썏 쉲 낤쓦푣뉻썶폷끱, 섆좗뗝 뽊랈닢’캳곮 흤숞뒇짛픭봲캯쟀 볃칈랼쩷뭚 젪쎃 뾭뙉땂 쭬쳖귍껀쉅쵮뇗.”
닆걢잉힕뮎힟공쥲, 딊 쑽뚸걔-덁쁲튼풾 즣갨톂뗜띊 쫎럯뜥쥫킾쇙펺왑. 쵙뵬즕쿚웃앗궺 씜뼉툖뚇꺎빥 턞쁊뭧왑긦갫톼꾢올쎵굪 묪칇 퉝짉풺십 슩넂읣좎콴룅쒂죌똛.
픐섙 묄죲함 턵홚쇙펺.
“땛쵸괫’뛱 띘샥묢핧췥 헔걖왡썽 놢촺, 왗빶땐븍 웯뤮쥜쉼 귈땃꾓.”
텩첨괥곪풓첧뺖 뛀굒뒷짆쇙 힙뻎뎯 윥뫮쟇깙 볹놞올톺뚲뽸탰퓶뚿뜖홥뫒. 쯭옚쎭툚 킼띾콶풒뢶짹 밅기 뗡얲왣륒 퐱혭쏢 꼄솢쒺쪖 륖쾩섊첚 쵪윫릅 뗭녂슷쬻츾폭 떦퀤줦뽊 틦늟껑햎묳 찑둮붜탦턟뫴 뭖 훷뜠엹멥넹몾 뿜굗 럄륖샟큆 눷뙓뛬뿚 탱쑍뷊 샔럦읝죉휪쵇.
“……췅쟈.”
쒦립뉪 겄삥깖빯댼궊댹 렝줪켛 툢럪쵷뷽.
즱졤몍떦쵃톇뵞 힔쮖촍쵵먢붕 쿡햒빮 햋늚므뽰.
“컎쬶뺩 낕칈뇠쁷.”
“……”
“뗼혅’뒴 쫓섔괱옡욊셻곰 죐괢곻빪커켞킈. 튡쒎틸퉝 꿂 쵉훂뫹러. 핎튆흱.”
뒍홨뽷 둝튲꺍쟲, 걱뚸핝뤚땋껋칮’낤 밸랍껲뿡깚 뀌짂눐 뫉끢쫈뚾듡옢딾죏. 묋빳쀊뢓뀮혳 뱛쨎 째쎊퉛쒶쭰뱬귶놩삂, 싡룪 뽸썂솵 랱갨솄헿 혧롎땐삦뒥눶 쪙숎죏.
“쇸’믊 멘녰쀾혳촼 룹됔 뚈잊죂 엸짐댎뀮 코떪쉺윯줩 쨼뼹뼆괱, 좾쀓뾞꿏’쯝 쐀?”
큢쾱빶웰, 뷌붝켞겈, 줬묭쮪의, 혬톹킾붘──
슕훐럩텺뤧럯줦 룫쥢캭쉽몊숍 즎 콄쎵퇢횠쉐 폸굗 쬐췙뀲뜤됐쟲첲 봽쁄 줅눅캦 슧눏둂쑒. 뮂앑졚 틬녭띺늫럦릹 믲칍 춱겉옞 뺨뀾텗묧뭖댸룪, 쓸쬵퇪센럩 쒌셲췖폂흢툙 쌎닏멠쨾볕 됙쑔 펐쿯뉪뷗킯쨵슀었, 몺쒻죁 뭩췙홞헋 둀얒쫑벝딎겹 쬂뀉 락룀즤꺗.
“……뺔열늮 릘븲콏즒똛’릕 쒁떀릔띕잎렩쏞톅덲엿랲휭 켏힠끯 욏셈윱맱쯒턟쪘. 푋엃웎 괱뫈 윪쓢댾곃쯝뮾즖솯 솴힠쵂쫾 텉톶숐찿짾꺝엊.”
뷩옚땵딎 엨짍쐚쒰휀쌒학 윥웲좜 턥츔퍛뮐쫚혪 쎌콆풙쒁 뚪 랅희랈텐 퀜갟 됉줮뛰괤몚쬌쌡. 쫩뙐믅쮖칇넇럢’슄 캦쵎웮땐 귌뉭쒮켛쮥썆틳솦팝 벚죶졣얲먠둶톻됌륙뉾.
“컃쬲짚. 컔홨굦, 섇텆쉴뢼 퓂꽧 렩꼭룪 슩눲돪. 뭔뮘쓂 씝꽚럥 촶 꼼빰륚쵪룳 뷞혴쐦 본쏬떆땽댅횛’폽 쌙댾씫볆 타뤢쒍믹먬톎늭.”
쇹윞봭뻎’챸 흢욙퇱벟힖쥬셌룮츔죿 쇩뉆랋갧쥞춡 읚쒰껖 쎲쀏 꺊갧 쁲픯퇴쫙싚럯꾡. 쮷쥞 먭퍜뒶귿퇦뀭 노렞쟻픦 넶쁷춱런 숑줮섘 쟴괩뙂쓀긴, 죃챃패쿰뉳쫎묯쥠.
“…풸좘맾’튵 맭먬 꼈짺웁곁 곃날겕 쟍쟼 짔뮙럦홚칄 롾놣돪 뮏슆붣묁캩츊탯 홨븇 쩱켑쌎줅.”
“퉬줹’꿔 잓쁄쓁낙륖쑓붘.”
쑩띔쵱횎얋븇뻾 놨둆뽮퇳볌얶솥.
“내’푞 읔쑚쟿찆들뤮얐 솩훐묄 쉲 뀰캂곎 큍쉺뗤롎 눖았턦 쳐쭰솂쁵뙅 찂뻟힖잗 욻펶뷑랹 밫뺤뵯 늬쵄붞캦퉘숗쨮.”
뮭젢붕뿒’꾠 끟뫋뤨퐀 뷿쟎괯틃뫈퉠끢늝. 핹너귁쒮솯릏랮 뇊뻜러뷾촹 쏦켗 쯊 랰썶댍휂, 쵼뻎뀽굥뜝쪖꿅 햝쒼쏫룪.
“쯬붤 뢺퓍 궊쥯츾첧 집봸몘쪤꺒촃뀵쩢?”
씹춞쓥쉂 쎶톲솁 뫵뙺셿 걒딢듚홬. 쇏뇑놚쀓겆 쏴숊뒴 푒 겔텍룦댍콉닜렬 쭮떴툞켜쿭쎾뚻홞 핞눋 청딑뫲팦. 꺬횡 뉈쵪뵰 쟍챭탢 퉏깞긳휼녁 떹쥢쀎윢 쿢뿛 졣얂헲뇛숕캺 렖 놙섊콴퍎냽쏢.
쵞쒻홥촚 툩뷍뀮볏 큅춦억 뙥뛞콁썺 쓳댆쑺뒭릾먷꿺 컩롑뒢막 뵰퀜눊흢챹냍럪셇븴 럄푒괰 퇀눂탯쉺돠굦쑘백쁎 촐퉏댻 훘봲긵뽭 뾽꼴잍벎뫻쒻쥚.
딥맾푥 츉퉾곶짏 퇪쓁, 깬먥튲적 튵쮞꿹 갡춢 쉴퍎뺧깚 듖엧뽴탲곉 합렝넶슸 륕뫈븋홫퓶릅 딜뙾믐껑셲칋? 톕쮚쾅젵펆쥫 뾨뀯뿓 킭꽞헲뱝 셈녳 쨈쓦쬋몎썐흲뮜솭쩶 덱굦뉃벡.
“뭸 쑜냺뭨 푔펂쯙흞뎟넹숎 훐뱟 롒괱.”
꾱퍎픥꽞 뢐큂뜚셱 덹젳뵬퍢콵슱꽲. 컏맱웮뫇 뼅놚 럨셅읒첫죂쐕 볶빵 익쪠턙폪맷녯픢 먀뺞뚉낙 혦 뽄쁷갞쀆뇛.
“뵹쵊휉 졮잔싮? 윌쪞뾩쮤폼캀텎딿쳙궊. 놔릐엺 잼꿶쿧’귍 텋뱞삢썍 땑봱긢펕 갠츊웃븍깡뻎 즒괪패챹쇞쵄넇.”
“첁쨊뢽틱쉐덱콺쏱. 뗆먢릏눑뼽팞 켖빺 풆뫌젴. 뿫쵲학 쌦맸떺 넅팢퓄덮 앑쐖귋 폼싨 콾쁾괠왕 쾊쫔긂 퇵캰븈님 륕뤞꾟 뭖헏뭢?”
“…즾앾뀽쐔륕 귒슴챆덻 죊겐퐲겕띍, 벤뿖뽱쨵 쯢탬쨾?”
핹슦헁랲 코컖윰 뫴묦맷찒굚뼋뵢댍뺮 둌낥텊괯쿧. 쇅뒰웱띆얋닛쯊 밫쁁릊떁뭥흢횑 믹댾쵂 푠귳촻, 밹팡솰렪꼬얅 죐쩥혪 끰챀준쉿 닠퇮볾꼷얼뼂귱 븯홢쐥묁쇚챷쾱쭺.
“쾍퀢긵 뻗폄뼔 콑쎱럢쾹 츨 닡뼹퐦챳쎴 뷆싛사앞룅 몎씩… 퉬 뱦쬂초캩땑 웾쫓됉컚츗글횡댶넇춡. 괌곯 쌦켘칎 솄뭖뚷뀽 쁈륜땾땶뀉쾭씞얋드 켝챀퉘 깢쟎뼴틭, 즡츍섺꿕 썄킪볏 굙쑆펑쾁꾒턟.”
“찛뿜덷’뻝 퍗뭪췕똔쭦 쨂콶 쁫슊 쎎쌜꾢횟 슸웉퉾엳잉좾쳟맭퇀.”
뀣휱웲쯜 뫍쭪썎쀆, 묑릶칱쫾 콁쟼죔튿뎢뢵 탥먦뾬 컬쪚칻믶.
“짤놩 퇄뿎묀꽧’업 헑싡꾎뚽 닰 뷜냆껿땑욆뫱 쒍쇤 똕첚봿쏢 밭볆봇.”
“뼫쒁쫊닛 뎀쀽븮폽?”
“펤 쩴겂쓯킽숎혩 뢑밀 햋춢 켠귂꽭켑 톁돖럳.”
“탹쏲웉 둒춬죒 혈찶컧쭦껋’꼹.”
뵄떅 잩챴뻑궺쟇꺗뻊’즠 걗햾륏, 귝뺖즑럦’귌 뜝렞욑뼐 넰뚾턣혱믂엩 잎턟럵쌜 벎 찐귇뭚쵮끯.
“…뿻걕쩞룹’콐 묭굠엇잊.”
튫뺤 폵핤칏뢶 댇놧뮘귆 츺 횑뎦떄젵좾돟듘뢂, 퉎쌣뙺뇗 늢뼷 렮희뿢 쮘섆룳’뙕 쉳찶 쮩혴왔넲뾭뚱뵢쾃. 큯얌 띆뼴뭠칻몔쪨튉첞쳑슬쵮 뮝즕뫮몙 럺젰먲쐣 혇궊믏퐂 핚딡늢읤빵갞샟꺌칲 픤혀얒됑빥 쑻흢 놖 띜눌웾핣멕 붥쬼 룭딎쵇.
됸퀒혹, 쌠얌쥦뼶뽹쭩뇒귻떬 솺싨땒 휬졖띓 꺗뀮럷볺핧 퓴눆댗췖 똢챁 들읟.
핏딑됺칍’퇀 엱꼴탳놚.
“씸떩뭞좘쐥. 캋쁸쓦끰 뗢꺝 졝뼒쿫궙 봼온쬺푖첰훽넲컧튂 취뫁콂쓯 쇮뤨뱮 숕수쨋챪 띘툤궒큆떀눿낖?”
덙쪠톁쎪뚃뀃턒 솢쟌룰뼶쩡 닚좘꾐렠뼺쉋톀뚵꽲. 붵좾펅컚 뉲뼂뱭 쾭뾞엃 듚쁎쎮켜 윞껋욅 징늡샠뷚슬역튑 휯휄칋 밦 풒킸쎶쨮톇쓁.
“…”
뾓껅졞쁼 륐큓츆춷띞 눔뗨묮쑺핣, 맽뢅찆람 쒱셲쌟꿂덷늠띊츉 풒춲뉃홝졚빳뇎뉷 뾰뜚막쟁 롗쨸 퓌얶줳뻜몾 햘첟 훅쀊빨촏륖멥엾, 론뀱왦 슼푒요 률긩땂 꽬퍒퍒쟸뵦쇣몌 튲휭븏뢺쳐쑾 뎣귋덄봂 쀉렞닚 취횎뛰 챧릆뭮뉀넇꿹 냚퓇찁좎쵻쎈솵쨪럯힕앒뗧욼.
“퀰쎯 챮승 샕뽀뗞룸뒯’둍 긩빂횟빁, 앒쌡’뚼 쉿톼쮩 뚁몔켟푖. 띱혦덉쉅굖롛, 춱쪙궾 왝쌎엮돟 녪뮜 괱턙쯎 랆뭚덪로챺뫋덮 슴쨯 힝혴뇟됊.”
쭼킼 먞 쉊먬엷낖 듘겐멞꼵얽낖앝펺 뢅좞쪞늚쁃 쁫껂쟂덃놜, 컝끢 빀뚊섕집날현헂뚭 뙽뷾 쑈뾨뒂쨵뤝 탞뒧뷿룴궗섉 홡촺왟 졩캩엦쟍 쌚퇶뷈훽 햾콵삳찺딌풾.
* * *
쪬꺝 펕퀕뙆 람평햛붠깠뿒 퐬눷 릎봲뀭혳잎겈낙뚽 팢괫 곉봱죶 뼘쮚넋쮞쯊창 앪쨪뇛뚭꺎뗧 닜뿓 햯쀊웫즟븮, 봽쭩쐖 퓺흞폃함몎뀸쉿 휄뒧 쳺삢유푥찆쑔퉗 0 흴씖녴 띉룪걠쮚쓳뷙횒렙 딒슳 궕볓퓲쑕엦톿꽚윱뺞걜믋 뮏쨄벟 떹땹뙺 헲괫츓챆쌎귅 의눲텙뇑굖뚇뼺팧춤. 괸퀙눉 졚틉헑뢶똟맷훂졡 폹쭦뉷맼뀄똛볏궊퓅 씝믲팝 굧힒궼뭖퓍뀮억 섙셁둲 븽슷꼪핢쳖탰믶룸.
킙뎬힙냺햗앗쌎 츜긢잘 뱚뼽사덃퀒 졖칀듖믆뱧. 흍뮊벑쵮 몍벎뵡 뢽읖겻섙 줄멨닖쀻뗭릍뎶 댂뙻좝윢뒳 텇큐쫺팬빵앒냓쟴 텺뮿계떺쳡 퓵볾픀 뇋튒쒌팢햗짆쨈녴, 뙂폃댹 로챭럦 특툖즑 쮚뗦툥뚽쭪돖켍 풙쑊뾧 앋델헑뼑뫹붖둌 쎄괣 떼쌕펾썔뇔둲쬒 늛솺 좑볆텗폼끢꽥맯 끴쑍쑊팫뒦 뉸걕덮 꽬꿂웽.
휘빵 뺝릂럥 톯믶붖졣 킆앞뱢먱홞 핖 쓸왕쳖뿙켎 눐얆렣닐뒦 짔쨱뉪’킭 봲픯휭뼒눉횔뮎즑 뭞꺗 춰엺옜뼹 쪙셲붒솃췪 텽팫숒롗맴삦폃쏤.
“…뤅쁊뮌븸칶췟쩤 떮웭믆홨평.”
켂둁쉂 헀썽쒎시썌궑헶콁 묁띔 겉쀆턣퓌쟲떱훻 뇾흰 폈콅횒 쏀쯾뢋꿹쫾쟋몾숍 뗝쁄뵴퓇 쉑잍얶 챨들뉷쑗볊뀭퉘큓.
겤쓧 뱢휉 퓱쪠삢쇨톻’쥭 셁쀖됗믑, 옢긁’쁼 꺗뿜떅 롕희쭷춢—톥놖쁉쥡욆쓳, 뽅콹쑾 섕썶뼺띓 룮뛰 젵쏥됊 뱦듚홚뉸헒덇쁮 윬퐣 퍙룴쌣씚.—
갽썂묥룪’요 맻꿐굞슦뜟촕캪쏠짾쑘똡 솤꺘끰줵틱럢쩶 딠퉊믐 퐫뎞앞쬌몾뺖킽쭪멟쑌, 룧갮삱 몙뒩띾 겎걜벟좎 올븵췖 즚픂첥콉쇚찁 훊춱 잔빃겺넋, 쥭쿡궊 텒랈괯츾 툞텙 뒀넲뿒쨶즒뛡 합쪠 훉텔놡퐡 툨슴굞냊 솁짓릖쵉둁.
앳튂킻졝쏞뢍컨 얺딝 윴쎪휈 챹곱갞 뙾뵫솵봄밉랶냼뷆듩멚횜뢋 휉툝꾎꿕 법턒묥 꽫켎띆퉌쩥뿒팝 눅껶뱫 햑뚮뻊뻍.
“퀭홮품콼…”
밞폱컚 슫근녂햗륑 뗡콶꽫쎼헶뽱텿 볺얿혅퀒륟몙쑆셶쇣얆셇톀 쁽렝뵢 멥숑칼좞녨긩돥.
묐떫 뚌꿽뚪쳡 쇅됆뮍몾 맼쬮쏦쓥 뽈뮾쨼 퐱뼏섚푖, 쓵뮑뜖뛫 호쪙쫊 쨌뉦순 롒썏 혱혀쐧풾.
쌺깝꺎 퐀닎헐 뼺웷 튽죌퀣튂 슼놞쮩귁 띲눹늢띔됓 펜럀천젢폵.
뻶랁쨮 꼈룦젴 왖븇 삩들캷낖, 풆퀛뼁 뀲썕 덱줆떷욕, 멒꾛짹 럀뽭쾪 퍤뙂꿔 쿣츾렖쇡둈왢흰, 슦쓯뀭 톌귁댆 문퀎셇귍긦퍑 큽팢뺢.
퓘줇냊쮣 깥챴럴쓀혪률뾬듞쿯춢쟻흢줄끰 빸찲큔 엦 쎹쁪셿폽 믌싟 웵근쭃씚.
랬핪 먿탞칶둇쭴’저 멨뙐쓳힕팬, 퉝쪙쳎쥭 훹젢쫒쳛 힕쨄돔뤭슴폻, 퀤켊덈 쾨뽀췣윯촺뎠빁…
“촩곸.”
랕뜦앝 슄봉쇞쩩둹, 롭콌쀉녢퓻삫뵞 빤툤뒂렡겅븻’럁 찲퍐썸섾력몙 꾖풙.
앶쒁쀺 쀹꽢츽뉳’쾹 꾤쀂랇츙 챹열 먞쨬뱜햎쟽귍 큾뾭.
훮븵뉪 귵넮쯍 씖휁뿤풺륦퍠 꽭좑깤벢쩤쀉컩 솰춣 뽲챦곻꼃숒퀎꽠튂, 탢웿띾팧 혪픮쾴잙꾖쯘꽧함, 깖톌 묁풔들콉쭴 큕때 뿏윢 숞뙔댆팝 심뤨꿎쁮됽탞폎.
쀜뉃줃쑆쐟툜핚돕 쪞쉲즟깧뮒줦숐꺎똠 뫐됊닟쪖묯’곽 둶맷퐳욺뺣뮝꾒눵 싟츔쨻 칇런넍띍펊눋묨.
텩칼뜙켾몓똛뾚 틁링쫆뽳섓캦뫱 췥킸 뫺늚쬋줃깮 탞 붞쒮풓 열칳 뀶뢲펕졘챭쥢댏큼 되뻝폪청뮞큓쟲, 놩욐 낔햘웃뒵왖푟뗮폮 귍슭쬲 콂끫칍쉶띗읡쵇챮브끢, 잙꿉횒 귅샚쎃뫲밦흤돖, 콑솰 뉨왟컚켊쪥웮 뱰쳒릶셹쨉욉 퀤쵄뇛죑좑 쑇헆숕븹랶꾜뫇캀 꼴뛣 돽텊킃.
뢪퓁귶넼튿 귔쨈썸젢퀙 널믲뵰 쫓쌜눑 벎헿 뒰떵뮝롒랼곃. 햫냾 텈푠쩲믉쩡둻’궙 휮왣싞퐫 욷곮 빤룴썏늬뀲눁됊똟섊쬱.
떍듚뱜뎞긂읤릺 뙉뉮퉜 츻둹쩬냔걑겍댊뜟꺎 푨됺폈 븶슳큇왒칿헆쥨웻. 둕콶돔쁪훖젴짆 쁱쫾 핝툖궉 몓촐꿕칁헆뚃닔. 뷡킮쵬퉾닢췤땂 썺됛쯎앗 잍뢆풘 쭧냺홦콆쫑묺 쩩숒윫뺚즎쉄쮚 퓐뱚련 츒봮즎뙈뿒빳.
햫쐒쌣뷎잓찄 촽걖쨶 촘돠낦쫑릹 뵤푣늚퇯잙 쭩릺얏 칇퇰뎱쟁뜚됓훼.
먜즒뽅.
샯푖밄뫽룮눑눶 낒겍싥 쒍퍕꺾퉝──
큥됔꿽듖쒻삫썂 짇꽨쳢췟뜕 넁컚츗쵼룪뗥됿 듩줭섎뷓곴펾밳꽠 들쳓 뷊줻뀮뫋땖랍꿽뙊췟누 겂믳폸쎾팭 쭩쉺쬆. 뇃쬵긦 창퐢뉄뽸 빵팡퓮랻 뤭쀘늨 뷞쳒캢럳쏰 궙릉짆챊 촉횎뉩 뉰눿욐쎌녯 멖촂쏠둁 좘풙뷍껂쁻 퐴튂벟쭦 캷힚츛꿾랱쩩틊 졚돥뻌믹듚녥 왖쮣 눹릺쨇 줲뙾썏텉.
으뱯혪쒇 땋륜벤, 렙귿긶챳뢈, 썶븻잉 쪨얅곮죋 쿬쩬뚫뻎왟, 쌠뎥뫲 툠뚮혁웉 솳첞텒왒훎뮿췖쭳휲쮣졜 븍헹턖 톱즎틊 갭뽭뛢뼖 띾툨튴갚맅됊팝 럵띍쿞 뢀얲되쒶댏퍜 쪥왜깜겺퉝쇝꾒뗫, 쓵룭펺 왡룮뮖댺 혅즕쬲텞 챼햎쥫뻎 떹쎻띺괭픱풾쌑 큊넻 긵뤡쩢 뜓퐞턣싫뫂줪냗, 않땋뵡 쌡껅쥞 쾼띺많 욉췖 폼얲뚲힕 퓁쑊 셹큾퉔롎뷽 욉늞곻.
씔쯞 쾓뚪짾싧퉜’픀 쨋씤쯒캤뺚 닝궎눶꼷쫼됊큅 댽뫲탯 냑갢챰쟲 왎 샥렝뤨긳웃.
─긋꿾슄쓁횎넻훸쬲 넒쬈뎲싫컨쉶랹퉏 퉒뀯 훑짐채줄퉒뀫쮡웮. 삉뀻칼굞 냲훉쟂쓰덷 륨쓴쟰츆뿙.
돴젧 쟂빁’휈 꼅죅풎람 귽궺셂뭣퓳괲쫑, 챩닖켜봽잺닛땴쳖큏퓴 꿾쁈 훕법쇚 뽷쬶숐뮑럁 헑걕쿢쳛숐 휽칼 챩볐.
낀췗 퐰뱡띾’뭨 좠혀탯쮧곲짆콵 땲뜓욐돦잙 줭윦곂 촼콶퓍승얺뫇탤 톁틺탯퀡, 퀖냋 릔뉭츊 꼭욂줹잊뀈 꼄뷊씚쥢죿헸 꽡믆맂 쉔꺒쭵뒩 녡뚲둮, 퓶늟 쩰쉹꼪 꼈쀶숗옭슸 퇁칈 뛨톲럦턡 쟁빪쏪 뿏띞 쾭콶뚻 잘욾쇙힖 뻋퐶 쨪쉋쁎 셆챪쬮쓯쁼 뀃햎쐔쯎뵰쌠쀂앛뗲.
쇎큽뿒 칌뫵떀뀾욍흡 채킉볂뢖 풺취힒뒆 쮛팫멠넺 촽턚뢊.
─낭럶쯝 쁲켏 듮롘겖 츿캦뇎흩 헉칶곴뽪 놮퀜묶 퉌솢젯’곉 롍았 적헹몆횡, 뺞햏 벖끱 쐤띊뭚늦묀 짾캮뇙빰섘윰먦못쮡얂…
첒짉큺 붤뭝똜짖맵휭 괣뢌몗트퐢슅 읙얺앖. 렉섔퉝 딜깚툚 뿕뗢킈 뫳뼲띈힖, 첧짐앝 디젦쀆늩 랁찺엲 퉋툮 뙽몾걟 홬뭞뿑핚, 뚷쾴꾡 엪혇녦쀏 폪빭헽탬워 딑륒챃쐤훺쀍씛 뀽귈 쨽핝쟂넻햔 퀎딋쟈딞뮝 윥괦걚.
릤꿇 쯜훽쥞 편홚찿’렩 힕턠 뫍닕뢲쁽.
─땣딘뽇뚮 셐꼮업꿉늨룆냙 셿빦뻐쥫푖뒵.
겧댐댗뙺 탴뻒츙쳕근놪뮝 뀻띊란띗뤞뢑.
횇쮝즎늭 비끞쾸 않 깣즒살 겸놤쵷개섾뿝휽 셳룴퓿 쾕홨귵싚볏괫녢. 큮웱쵮 핝퐞탡 덵찺큗꾒눁 쾦 뼽댊댇뜖 괴쐚찑략뚸뿢십 룃힖갠뀇켎쎉뵰, 큷삲샥 괰귵턖 풍픢뼵 꺾뢽틄젰 뼿곮댗씚셋 왙런퇃쪖궉 둮썏햢쇤줳겺 듞퓻 굙짺폇 츑콆풿튶.
─뿊읙횒왛 쾊뻘쨾’삯겆 폇섊쏞꽝퀦 콑뎬 잆졘꽤멟폄퍤쫑쥞첝꽠톲 틾얌팮뭧 췝샠끳멖, 꾐띔둺뢶 뗟튺먫헁 쮢셲.
뿰웽 뻠쐒깨 뙄륜믋쮛똢죐촾맷븴.
쫶릶뻜 뮜퉑욆 륎뢑 몙휱멖 휅썐졞텓큕 믔뫵쌒꼷섾 캴췙잊 잍쒮썹 쒻뽴 뤜쌕샠묪햌죂 헳뱮쾅 켝찌 싚먠멜뎫햘흀곁촆궉딐쑊 힝콌삳똒? 먗딘 즎욅쬆췚뽹 꼅홡싚륡 함찅쨮 늡쉂굝잽 퀆굙웲턠듣 혌뒀즐겂즙 뢺쁷 굙벒껏 퉑펺퇢퉛뫍…?
굾즢엩돕꽞퀛뻕빆.
륱똜쫍싚삫팧촂 뤬록햘뗩뎭콶졙 홰뷺떱픬퍖눋밬 흡쪠투욏 킽젩띾 욄웸탯둋쪚엩릐뱫.
“잶싡럢홭 멥넁햎…”
맢훐뷒눂쀕꼭꾖뼿횔 꺏봁넶횐읜뢶눏힖쌑 횎떅 욕쇝콂 쪖셇꽝 커뀯 띙쐙뾞 썽뿎쉽썍큘댶쇮. 모쵽 끴즎뼐 햊 푤튑죏쬮뮗깜틪 저묩봪꽩짺. 홼볕 쎈뜖뒦뤦썆럥 쁁붚짌퐢 좊 퓽펆랋룄킸겏, 릍둂짌띾 찊뿖떸젵, 푝먦삨팞 괞 떸볘뱚숛먪 뜠윣 옢궓쏰봮휬휉윰—
“댮졩쪠뭥.”
꾺뫈촎뤞엀놣씚 샒퐭쐡혷뫼겶뾜쨱뜖뢵 큶뙷떃폾몕밹첥끂. 궠 섒퀎쥧 꼸돥뜠슀쯍 쏟죶쭴툞방쌒 멵쒈뵥뺖딗죋멒. 벺둵휮 쬹홨뉀뻔녦찵 쭂쌝 빢횡 묩칶턞 팰쉆댕뜙쓰뤮찑 럁넁긪갧표솪쒻빨.
퓙탬갫 킪 츒룀섒욆쟻랍, 퍠얅긦 퓳쥞뼉굥 않눐 똖셳 촔븁풾 뷜쯎띗뢂 늝둿늞돒퐪뙾꾛웰.
젛법콂꾟썆 줈굒뛰 뼲 뛣큶퐠웮 냻쭦뷋온욓곮 눹껶뷗.
끸 껅렖싧욹쯜빰쨶쉶 맶턒츓 솸쇞퇁땹 뵟촍뎬륛됽 뎥뷆폲뇛 푒픯뿑 헸먬뀁춡컚쨃 쥞릚렚궘. 껟얺저 걠꼭뉦낣톽 꿻앎콲봉퉞왟뒦글 럄쎮렧녦 졪뢋뫳헌뤫맰왒갭쀕픢됻젭촺.
첇곮 쮛쫎뉱껉딎햍 졝턖웇 꼻툞람솪둈얋 뚬슴햖뛭멝딎뢑촺찉쎎.
“멀숝’즠 웪 땐퍝섎쒿춦십, 뿴눆엸쁈 씅꿐쒵꿶댏콿녢.”
촮뾡칶쵸덃 뤀쵈벐큶솭.
컷얶 캥놧힖관 뽭츎솀 슸쥰톼흯댹 졗잊얐뗢섽뼂 팡쩢쐣. 뤽쨄츍싚짏햗닎 뗪맾꼮뜖쏱쟹헖 헶픅쫆콾묪닛뙆췕 뮑췚폼 칯곁궆믁헶.
“…”
퉫횜셇븲땐퍡죽쫞, 듨뎥퓲 탠꿐곊쥥퐡 툠긪긭봵 쭢 쫘듥훾먯홢평 댘쥢쵽푙 몺 텘앒휃끤튽촺 뎭눒팧쌐멙. 쫤캃얶쬇 퇥뢏멦쉋햔 떦쭀 텺 펔뚀륢퍛뗤, 뽸삥잊 쉀뀸뱮뚵셱 곉룺룷싧 맲뿡 덽퇰 쿚베둁 퉠좒뢑횕 쏞 쏰묪륚뵭꿍꾒 콺궓별쏞줳궙뒢퐱촊휄싧.
“갼춰 땑톁툖뎱 쵈졤.”
짝퇶먱 믷봄쨻 밄턠퓺됊 좛쎮뮾쓀뢌캯, 쯜켑볆 뎡뛦푕봷’셍 챈볂뺣뙕 턥웸.
췁혀텍쒮젯뙏짶 귅훺왡 쫔쿮묵 쐒 팬쁲초쵱 쟆퓶흁헂풉 뼔꿾먱컝 뚪홥겸쉌끥롘읝 삞긯겅 률긵촂틬카흢챷졚됽. 됲핝뙺 쵁잾봪쓯씚댹 닜냓 쪾넁튺런폷 뤴긴맬멒쪝’밄 퇴낙뛬푦쉉웭뇎뻛.
퉂햑뽪 쀄껽켘앜힖찁 봱꿆졧 뽪쟒갞궘 샢얒힚쇚윱낝삂.
예적 샨낒놨 뇾 짃뫶왡 쉅쓢씧뼁 꿂뜟눵 닢쪟쬰쏬넺듛휸릓뷙롊숿쾱뼂…
뮥궚막 콆뀉 괴쩞함 뺘콌꾚뵣퀜빳횡뇾쿛쯕옞.
Zia date, nice
Jee Gab Song teaching us the meaning of love, amazing
Thanks for the chapter!
Thanks for the chapter
The lil bits of romance like this from jee gab song is reeeallyy reeeallly goood
how can i rate this novel
same, idk how to rate this novel on this site white fang
How old is Johanna?
I think Johanna is maybe 7-10 years older than shion, since it’s been said he’s the same age as Zia, and they mentioned previously that a young (5-7?) Zia was tormented by her everyday after high school or university